Not home sick, but sick for home. I left yesterday for a class. I am alone in a hotel room in SC. I miss my boys something terrible. I am not hungry (WTF IS up with that). I just want to be home with my family. It is making be second guess my career.
I had a horrible anxiety this morning (just like my boy) before class.
I got lost on the way to class. DOH, damn GPS does not work on college campus!
The class is good. We went from 8 am- 6pm. It is invigorating.
But I just want my babies with me.
I have some wine, my mini laptop (PITA to type on) and I think I will order the new Harry Potter Movie. Class at 8 a.m again. blech.
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JeninMichig
Joined: Feb 2009 Posts: 477 |
Nov 6, 2009 07:31 pm
JeninMichigan wrote:
Janis I can so sympathize. I had to go to Philadelphia and New Jersey last week for two days. I hated leaving my girls. It was pouring down rain and we were on a little commuter flight. I thought.. that would be my luck. ... survive cancer and get killed in a plane crash. You will be home soon with your boys. Amazingly the kids do much better than we do when we are away. I hate the times I have to travel. You'll feel better when you get home!! Relax a little and try to soak up the silence. Jennifer Diagnosis: 2/22/2008, IDC, 2cm, Stage IV, Grade 3, 4/9 nodes, mets, ER-/PR-, HER2+ |
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Fitztwins Joined: Dec 2004 Posts: 7,731 |
Nov 6, 2009 07:42 pm
Fitztwins wrote:
I felt the same way...dying in a plane crash... I miss them more than they miss me. Insight into how they will do with out us? Except that I made them dinner so they could eat while I was gone. Wash away my troubles, wash away my pain, with the rain of shambala
Diagnosis: 12/12/2004, IDC, Stage IV, Grade 2, mets, ER+/PR+, HER2+ |
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Nanalinda Joined: Jan 2009 Posts: 341 |
Nov 7, 2009 07:50 am
Nanalinda wrote:
Fitz: I used to have to travel frequently for my job too, and it was usually alone. I hated traveling alone, especially sitting in that hotel room alone, and flying alone. It was always so nice to be home once the trip was done. You'll be back with your kids before you know it... safe and sound!! Jennifer: I always hated the Phillie airport and that was one of the places I had to travel to most frequently. They always seemed to have a delay. One time I sat on the plane for 3 hours waiting to leave. One time we did take off in a storm in one of those little prop planes... I too thought I was going to die. Diagnosis: 7/26/2006, IDC, 3cm, Stage IV, Grade 3, 0/1 nodes, mets, ER-/PR-, HER2- |
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