Topic: CC Girls...you know who you are...

Posted on: Oct 16, 2009 02:59 pm

Joined: Apr 2006
Posts: 6,505

newvickie wrote:

Just me...popping in one last time before leaving breast cancer behind.

I truly thought that I had done a good thing. I don't know how it all fell apart and I don't know how I became the "scapgoat" once again. I offered friendship, support, prayers, love...all I had. A safe haven that was protected as well as I was able to protect it. I had nothing to do with closing the site...believe it or not...your choice. I only left because hurtful things were being said that I didn't deserve.

Off you went into the wild blue yonder without a backwards glance at me. Your troubles and fears were always my concern but I quickly learned that anything going on in my life was not what anyone wanted to hear. I find that selfish and unfair.

(((Denise))) for all you are going through.

Thank you Pam for the couple of times you contacted me.

Thank you OD...you're an angel.

Fumi...thank you for all you do.

As for the rest...hmmm...a new website I understand. Thanks for the invite.

Truly thought that I meant enough to all of you to hear something. You know very well how to contact me. You have chosen not to do so. Fine...so be it.

I cared...very much...for every single one of you. I responded to every single one of you. I supported every single one of you. You truly showed your true colors with your misdirected anger and hurtful words. Never did I say a hurtful word to any of you...never.

I sat in the hospital for two days this week watching my best friend die. I don't need sympathy...I don't actually need anything, Not your support or your friendship as it was all fake.

I am still hurt and angry. I am so very sorry that I ever became a member of this or any website. I put my heart out there to be stomped on...stuck my neck out to get my throat cut. I don't appreciate it and I don't need it.

Just so you know...you broke my heart...have a wonderful time at your secret site..slam me...call me names...say that I am something and someone that I am not. I no longer care. I have thrown away the rose colored glasses and grown a thicker skin.

I wish you all the best...as I always have...but I am saying goodbye...for now and forever. I will never return to this hurtful place again. I won't read here, I won't offer support or encouragement here. I am leaving breast cancer behind me and moving onward with a life that does not allow me to get hurt by people that I don't really even know.

Simply posting to get it off my chest and leave it behind...as you left me behind.

Thanks...have a healthy future.

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Peter Joined: Jun 2007 Posts: 1,120	Log in to post a reply Oct 16, 2009 08:38 pm, edited Oct 17, 2009 04:05 AM by Peter Peter wrote: Wow 53 read and not one had the gumption to post a reply...then "removed by the comunity", at least have the guts to say who you are? looks like what Vickie posted was too close to home Peter
newvickie Joined: Apr 2006 Posts: 6,505	Log in to post a reply Oct 16, 2009 09:06 pm newvickie wrote: roflmao...looks like the "delete this post" police are at it again. No spam was here. No solitation Not abusive, hateful or threatening language.... Nothing was "stripped" from my original message. I had no intention of returning until I got this email. And some wonder where my "new attitude" comes from...thanks.... OH...HURRY LADIES...HIT THE DELETE THIS POST BUTTON...QUICK...AND REMEMBER IF THE SHOE FITS.... Breastcancer.org believes that abuse of the Discussion Boards is a serious offense. One of your Posts has been reported and removed by the Community for one or more of the following reasons: - The Post is spam - The Post contains a solicitation to buy products or services - The Post contains threatening, hateful, or abusive language Topic: CC Girls...you know who you are... by newvickie http://community.breastcancer.org/forum/87/topic/742233 Post text: Just me...popping in one last time before leaving breast cancer behind. I truly thought that I had done a good thing. I don't know how it all fell apart and I don't know how I became the scapgoat once again. I offered friendship, support, prayers, love...all I had. A safe haven that was protected as well as I was able to protect it. I had nothing to do with closing the site...believe it or not...your choice. I only left because hurtful things were being said that I didn't deserve. Off you went into the wild blue yonder without a backwards glance at me. Your troubles and fears were always my concern but I quickly learned that anything going on in my life was not what anyone wanted to hear. I find that selfish and unfair. (((Denise))) for all you are going through. Thank you Pam for the couple of times you contacted me. Thank you OD...you're an angel. Fumi...thank you for all you do. As for the rest...hmmm...a new website I understand. Thanks for the invite. Truly thought that I meant enough to all of you to hear something. You know very well how to contact me. You have chosen not to do so. Fine...so be it. I cared...very much...for every single one of you. I responded to every single one of you. I supported every single one of you. You truly showed your true colors with your misdirected anger and hurtful words. Never did I say a hurtful word to any of you...never. I sat in the hospital for two days this week watching my best friend die. I don't need sympathy...I don't actually need anything, Not your support or your friendship as it was all fake. I am still hurt and angry. I am so very sorry that I ever became a member of this or any website. I put my heart out there to be stomped on...stuck my neck out to get my throat cut. I don't appreciate it and I don't need it. Just so you know...you broke my heart...have a wonderful time at your secret site..slam me...call me names...say that I am something and someone that I am not. I no longer care. I h ave thrown away the rose colored glasses and grown a thicker skin. I wish you all the best...as I always have...but I am saying goodbye...for now and forever. I will never return to this hurtful place again. I won't read here, I won't offer support or encouragement here. I am leaving breast cancer behind me and moving onward with a life that does not allow me to get hurt by people that I don't really even know. Simply posting to get it off my chest and leave it behind...as you left me behind. Thanks...have a healthy future. V (Note: Some content may be stripped.) If you have multiple Posts removed by the Community you will be temporarily banned from the Community. Continued removals will result in a permanent ban. Sincerely, The Breastcancer.org Team
newvickie Joined: Apr 2006 Posts: 6,505	Log in to post a reply Oct 16, 2009 09:11 pm newvickie wrote: ta ta...have a grand life ladies... over and out...
EachDay In the Moment Joined: Jun 2007 Posts: 431	Log in to post a reply Dec 28, 2009 11:20 am EachDay wrote: Brava Vickie! I give you a ^5 for being the tremendous woman I always knew you to be. Diagnosis: 5/4/2005, IDC, 2cm, Stage II, 1/27 nodes, ER-/PR-, HER2+
PuppyFive Joined: Mar 2006 Posts: 4,303	Log in to post a reply Feb 19, 2010 12:03 pm PuppyFive wrote: (((((Vickie))))) I have no idea what is going on.......just want (((You))) to know...You are my Sweet Sister and Always will be....in real life sweet sis.....(crying) i have the same pain in my heart....wonder Why some hate us.....we will never know i fear....BUT.....We have each other....and Many Sisters and Brothers that Love Us for who We Really are.....So stand Tall sweet Sis....You are Loved.... give me a call...........xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo Puppy One of these days "I'm gonna Love me" t.m.

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