pegasus

I had 12 positive lymph nodes and had a hard time processing it for the first year - thought about it all the time, worried about what it meant, etc. Then a few months ago, I suddenly (or gradually - I don't recall) let it go and now I rarely think about it. I don't know why but I have come to peace with the fact that mine had spread beyond the breast, I am getting all the treatment known to modern medicine, and I can deal with what happens. (I hope). I think about it now, but don't worry about it like I used to.