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Member Since: September 1, 2006
Last Login: October 2, 2008
Location: poland, oh United States
Occupation: not currently employed

Biography

Married for 26 years, have two grown sons, ages 37 and 38. Three wonderful grandchildren, Megan who is 12, Ryan who is 10, and my baby, Dylan who is 6.

Had a rough three years, first I broke my hip, had to have it replaced, had therapy for 5 monthes and thought this is the worst thing that could happen to me. Boy was I wrong! One month after finishing therapy found a lump  in my breast, Mothers day '06. Biopsy followed by surgery in July of '06. Had port put in and started chemo in September, A/C four doses, Taxotere four doses, Radiation 33 treatments followed by a year of weekly infusions of herceptin. I am er/pr- and her2+++. Had my port removed this past March and so far everything is going well (fingers crossed).

I am so thankful to God for being with me.

Diagnosis

Recent Posts by nitewind

Posted in: Connecting With Others Who Have a Similar Diagnosis + HER2/neu Positive Breast Cancer, Created: Oct 2, 2008 10:24 am

Node Negative/ER -ve/Her 2 +++./Stage I

Hi, My tumor was also a little larger, 2cm.  No nodes, er,pr- and her2+++. Diagnosed in '06. I had four treatments of adriamycin and cytoxin, follwed by four treatments of taxotere. 33 radiation treatments and finished with 1 year of herceptin. I finished all treatment in December of 07. Currently I am disease free (PRAISE GOD) and I am eternally grateful for Herceptin!

Best of luck to your mom, she should do well.

Hugs

Susan

Don't sweat the small stuff, and it's all small stuff!
Posted in: Connecting With Others Who Have a Similar Diagnosis + HER2/neu Positive Breast Cancer, Created: Aug 22, 2008 10:32 am

1 vs 3 week Herceptin

Yes, the dosage was lowered. I think that's why I had an easy time of it. I went in every Friday and my infusion only took 30 minutes.

Good luck to you

hugs

susan

Don't sweat the small stuff, and it's all small stuff!
Posted in: Connecting With Others Who Have a Similar Diagnosis + HER2/neu Positive Breast Cancer, Created: Aug 21, 2008 10:18 pm

I was so relieved but now...HER2+ and scared again

Hi Jc, just wanted to let you know that I did the herceptin for a full year. They will monitor your heart about every three monthes to make sure everything is fine. Also wanted to let you know that the herceptin for me was very easy to take, virtually no side effects. I was worried about my heart because I have a heavy family history of heart related problems. I finished my herceptin in December of last year, I'm currently NED and my heart never changed one bit, just as strong as it ever was. Personally, I thank God everyday for the herceptin.

Best of luck to you

hugs

Susan

Don't sweat the small stuff, and it's all small stuff!
Posted in: Connecting With Others Who Have a Similar Diagnosis + HER2/neu Positive Breast Cancer, Created: Aug 21, 2008 10:07 pm

1 vs 3 week Herceptin

I had my herceptin weekly, I also had a port so it didn't really bother me. I started out on the once every three week plan and I began to feel very tired for a few days after my infusion. Doc suggested we try weekly and that solved my problem. It wasn't hard for me because I live just across the street from my cancer center, so I always walked there. Best of luck to you.

hugs

Susan

Don't sweat the small stuff, and it's all small stuff!
Posted in: Tests, Treatments & Side Effects + Alternative, Complementary & Holistic Treatment, Created: Aug 20, 2008 11:00 am

the B vitamins?

I find this topic very interesting. I am currently NED. I've been getting monthly B12 shots from my doctors for about three years. This was before my breast cancer was discovered. My pc told me that I could eat a truck load of B12 or B12 supplements and it would'nt help me, seems my body doesn't make B12. When I first started getting the shots, I had to get one a day for a week then one a week for one month, now I'm down to one shot every month. I never dreamed that there could be a connection between the shots and breast cancer. Now I find myself thinking, what did I do to myself? And more importantly why would my pc and my onc continue to give me the shots?

Thanks for the information.

Susan

Just passed my two year mark.

Posted in: Connecting With Others Who Have a Similar Diagnosis + HER2/neu Positive Breast Cancer, Created: Jul 17, 2008 09:11 pm

Onc made a mistake wants to start Herc before MUGA

Snowy, just wondering why you dread the port so much? I couldn't have made it without mine. After a while, I forgot it was there. It sure made things easier for me, I finished my year of herceptin this past December and had the port removed in March. I got my infusions of herceptin every Friday and the port made it so much easier on me. I hope you will rethink the port, it seems that the idea of using your legs or feet would be very painful.

Good luck to you in whichever way you go.

Hugs

Susan

Posted in: Connecting With Others Who Have a Similar Diagnosis + HER2/neu Positive Breast Cancer, Created: Jun 2, 2008 08:59 pm

Am i doomed too?

Hi Magenta, When I was diagnosed two years ago, Her2+++ my doc told me "the bad news is you are her2+ and the great news is you're her2+! Confused me to say the least, but he was so excited about herceptin and the great results it was showing and told me I was really blessed to have it. I finished my year of herceptin this past December, I took it every week for a year. For me the weekly dose was much easier on me and I had absolutely no side effects from it! I had my 3 month check up in early May and I'm doing good so it must have done it's job. I've read nothing but good things about it so I'm very positive.

Good luck to you, I'm sure you'll do great!

Hugs

Susan

Posted in: Connecting With Others Who Have a Similar Diagnosis + HER2/neu Positive Breast Cancer, Created: Mar 11, 2008 10:14 pm

Cracked/split nails/fingers w/Herceptin

Hi Henny and congratulations on your clean scan, great news! About the nails, I've always had very strong nails, I used to have to have my dh clip the ones on my right hand because they were just to tough for me to do. I had the a\c, taxotere, rads and finished my year of herceptin this past December. My nails are a mess. Some will grow a little, but will break and split quite easily. I've even had some split in half so it's like I have two layers of nails,yuck! I've recently tried coating them with something called "hard as nails", to soon yet to see if it will make a difference. I'll let you know if it works for me. Again, congrats on the clean scan, that's the most important thing!

Hugs

Susan

Posted in: Connecting With Others Who Have a Similar Diagnosis + HER2/neu Positive Breast Cancer, Created: Mar 11, 2008 12:57 pm

4 year anniversay !

Hi Janie, great news! I always love to hear how everyone is doing! I'll reach my two year mark in July of this year. Again, congrats on doing so well.

Hugs

Posted in: Connecting With Others Who Have a Similar Diagnosis + HER2/neu Positive Breast Cancer, Created: Jan 3, 2008 12:30 pm

Can we do a Her2 roll call?

I was diagnosed in May of '06, lumpectomy July '06, Er/pr- and Her2+++ had 4 A/C followed by three taxotere, 32 rads, and finished my one year of herceptin on Dec,7th '07.  So, I'm 17 monthes out from my surgery, feeling okay, just nervous. It's like someone took away my security blanket! Seeing my oncology nurses every week gave me a feeling of safety, now I won't see the onc till February. Hopefully, at that time he will order an echo for my heart and let me schedule a date to have my port removed.

Hugs

Susan

Posted in: Connecting With Others Who Have a Similar Diagnosis + HER2/neu Positive Breast Cancer, Created: Jan 3, 2008 12:21 pm

ECHO ordered AFTER herceptin?

Hi Chelee, I've been wondering the same thing, myself. I finished my herceptin last month and my onc hasn't mentioned a muga or echo. It's probably been a year since my last echo but so far the dr. hasn't said anything about checking my heart. I also had the A/C so I know that could do some damage as well. When I got my last treatment on the 7th of Dec, he told me he would see me in two monthes. I feel like I'm left out here just dangling. I'm so used to getting all the blood work and everybody watching me and now I just feel like I've been dumped. I am supposed to go in and have my port flushed in about two weeks but I won't even see the onc on that day. I'd be much more comfortable if I could get my heart checked to make sure everything is ok. I'm planning on asking him about it in February.

Susan

Posted in: Connecting With Others Who Have a Similar Diagnosis + HER2/neu Positive Breast Cancer, Created: Dec 9, 2007 10:19 pm

Please Help Me

I remember the anxiety very well. when my surgeon told me the news, he said "The bad news is that you are Her2+ and the great news is that you're Her2+" needless to say, I was confused. But he was so excited about this drug called Herceptin. He said that it was working so well in blind trials that they felt it was unethical not to give it to the women who were just taking the placebo. This is a breakthrough drug and now it's being followed by Tykerb. They're doing so much research, maybe we are the lucky ones to be Her2+.

Take a couple of deep breaths and most importantly try not to research to much on Her2. Most of the info out there is pre herceptin.

I had chemo, a/c and taxotere, radiation and I just finished a year of herceptin last Friday. Please do visit the her2support forum, The ladies there have taught me so much in this last year and a half and they are the sweetest bunch you'll ever meet.

Keep a good outlook and never give up, you'll do just fine.

Hugs

Susan

Posted in: Connecting With Others Who Have a Similar Diagnosis + HER2/neu Positive Breast Cancer, Created: Dec 4, 2007 04:58 pm

Stage I, but Her2 pos, ER-/PR- AM I DOOMED???

Mary Jo, I finished my Taxotere in December of last year but still received the herceptin. Really no side effects to speak of. My hair started growing back before I finished the taxotere, I would say it was about May or June that I started going out without a wig. Just used some gel and kinda spiked it. Seems like the growing has really slowed down and I'm impatiently waiting for it to speed up.

Good luck with yours.

Susan

Posted in: Connecting With Others Who Have a Similar Diagnosis + HER2/neu Positive Breast Cancer, Created: Dec 4, 2007 01:52 pm

Stage I, but Her2 pos, ER-/PR- AM I DOOMED???

Hi Rmrm, I'm in total agreement with MaryJo. I had my lumpectomy in July of '06. It was 2cm  no lymph node involvement but Her2+++. I struggled with the chemo decision for about a month before I came to the conclusion that I didn't want to take a chance and do nothing. I had the A/C chemo 4 doses, followed by Taxotere ( I had three of them) and started Herceptin. I will get my last infusion of Herceptin on Dec 7th, that will make one year of taking it.

The chemo was no picnic but it was very doable! I had heard so many horror stories and that's why I was so panicky. It wasn't near as bad as I thought it would be. As far as nausea, your doctor will give you meds for that and they do work. Yes, you will lose your hair, but trust me, it does grow back, (I've been wigless for about 5 monthes.)

Whatever decision you make is yours but please don't be scared away because of fear of the unknown. That's truly the worst part, not knowing what to expect.

Good luck with your decision and please keep us posted.

Hugs

Susan

Posted in: Connecting With Others Who Have a Similar Diagnosis + HER2/neu Positive Breast Cancer, Created: Nov 24, 2007 11:22 am

Can we do a Her2 roll call?

Surgery July 06, will get my last herceptin Dec 7,07

A great date!!!   So far.....so good.

Hugs

Susan

Posted in: Connecting With Others Who Have a Similar Diagnosis + HER2/neu Positive Breast Cancer, Created: Nov 21, 2007 03:27 pm

Happy Thanksgiving

Happy Thanksgiving to all! I am especially thankful for this thanksgiving. Last year when I started my chemo, I set a goal. I was going to prepare Thanksgiving dinner for my family in 2007 (No way I was able last thanksgiving). I'm so happy that I'm here and I'm working on that dinner! My sons and their families will be here and I can't put into words how wonderful that makes me feel. 18 monthes ago, I thought I was doomed and would never prepare another feast for my family, I thank God everyday! My best to all of you and hope you have wonderful holidays.

Love and Hugs

Susan

Posted in: Connecting With Others Who Have a Similar Diagnosis + HER2/neu Positive Breast Cancer, Created: Nov 19, 2007 03:18 pm

Just a bit worried

Just a quick update. I had the cat scan done on Friday but haven't gotten results yet. Had the scope done at the urologists office this morning and he said everything looks good. Saw the eye specialist this afternoon, the macular degeneration is a little worse, he wrote up a prescription for glasses and wants me to use a special vitamin supplement called "eye caps", that may help some. Anyway, sure wish I would hear soon about the cat scan but glad the other problems are okay.  Thanks for all your prayers.

Hugs

Susan

Posted in: Connecting With Others Who Have a Similar Diagnosis + HER2/neu Positive Breast Cancer, Created: Nov 14, 2007 01:43 pm

Just a bit worried

Just got back from seeing my primary doctor. I just love this guy, he is so thorough. He was putting me thru the paces, checking all my reflexes and the strength in my hands and arms. I did fine till I had to follow his little flashlite with my eyes. Seems that when I move my eyes back and forth, everything kind of goes off focus and I have to stop and close my eyes for a minute or two. He said he'd like to have an MRI done but knowing that I am very claustrophobic, we will start with a scan. I'm scheduled for this Friday at 8 am. If he sees anything unusual, we will go from there. This is what I had expected from my oncologist but no luck there. So, anyway, Friday is the scan, Monday I see the eye specialist and Monday afternoon I see the urologist for a scope (sounds like fun, huh?). Don't you just love doctors and tests?
Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers, I'll let you know how it goes.
Hugs

Susan

Posted in: Connecting With Others Who Have a Similar Diagnosis + HER2/neu Positive Breast Cancer, Created: Nov 13, 2007 04:55 pm

Just a bit worried

About a month ago, I started having headaches. They are in the back of my head and it's a very "heavy" feeling. Sometimes when I get them my eyes go "funny" on me, not really dizzy just hard to get things in focus. My onc acuses me of always having something new going on so I decided to give it a month before I told him about the headaches. When I did tell him, he didn't make much of it, just said well we will watch and see. That was last Friday.
I made an appointment with my primary care doc for tomorrow. He has always been very very thorough and I'm sure he will check this out too.
I also have an appointment with my eye specialist next Monday, I've developed macular degeneration and thinking maybe this is causing the headaches (I hope).
I'm nearly finished with my year of herceptin so naturally I'm thinking, uh oh, maybe it's brain mets. Trying real hard to keep that thought in the back of my mind but not doing so well with that. I know that Herceptin can't cross the blood/brain barrier. Anyway, I'm just a little on edge and would appreciate any good thoughts from you lovey girls. Also, anyone with mets to the brain, did you have symptoms of any kind?
I appreciate your input and prayers.
Hugs __________________Susan
Posted in: Connecting With Others Who Have a Similar Diagnosis + HER2/neu Positive Breast Cancer, Created: Nov 10, 2007 04:20 pm

Mum's refusing Herceptin!

I hope  you can talk to your mom some more about the Herceptin. I feel that it is a Godsend especially now that early stages are qualified to get it. My surgeon was ecstatic telling me about this drug, he feels that it's a "magic bullet". I'll be finishing up my year of herceptin in about three weeks and I can honestly tell you that I had no side effects from it. Like the girls said, they monitor your heart and keep a close eye on it. But truthfully, I'm so blessed that I was able to get this incredible drug.

Good luck in talking with your mom. I hope for the best for her.

Hugs

Susan

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