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Member Since: August 28, 2007
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Diagnosis

Diagnosis: Dx 5/21/2007, IDC, 5cm, Stage IIIb, Grade 3, 4/14 nodes, ER+/PR+, HER2-
Diagnosed: May 21, 2007
Type: Invasive or Infiltrating Ductal Carcinoma
Recurrent? No recurrence
Metastatic?
Stage: Stage IIIb
Lymph Nodes Removed: 14
Positive Lymph Nodes: 4
Tumor Size: 5cm-5.9cm
Tumor Grade: Grade 3 or high grade
Hormone Receptor Status: Tumor has both estrogen and progesterone receptors
HER2/neu Status: Tumor does not have an excess of HER2/neu receptors or genes

Recent Posts by Lill

Posted in: Connecting With Others Who Have a Similar Diagnosis + IBC (Inflammatory Breast Cancer), Created: Apr 12, 2008 11:45 am

IBC questions and concerns....I am very frustrated

Jan,

Maybe the Dr wants to confirm his suspicions with other oncologists.  I have not experienced this, but then my Onc was familiar with inflammatory.  It might not be a bad idea to take someone with you who is not afraid to ask questions and be an advocate for you.  Also, it's good to have another ear to register the answers to questions that you might have.  They can take notes.  My husband frequently heard things that I did not, and that was helpful.

At least your surgeon seemed to be proactive.

Please let us know how you make out; keep in touch, and you are in my prayers.

Nancy 

"Life is like a gift they say, wrapped up for you everyday... It's just another ordinary miracle today." Sarah McLachlan
Dx 5/21/2007, IDC, 5cm, Stage IIIb, Grade 3, 4/14 nodes, ER+/PR+, HER2-
Posted in: Tests, Treatments & Side Effects + Hormonal Therapy - Before, During and After, Created: Apr 10, 2008 12:32 pm

Have you had pain from AIs?

Hi Audio,

Loved your comments.  I think you're right...the doctor's don't know how intense the pain is!  It was literally crippling my hands, not just some little ache.  Physical therapy wouldn't have helped.  I actually had a knot that came up on the inside of my right wrist...really bony, pointed and hard.  My surgeon was surprised.  I had one radiation oncologist who thought I should go see a  rheumatologist.  Great. Once I was off the Arimidex for a month, it finally went away.  Now I'm waiting for the pain in my left to quit, and then I will start the Aromasin.

Was the pain with the Arimidex worse?  How does the Aromasin compare?  I am curious to know...thanks. 

Nancy 

"Life is like a gift they say, wrapped up for you everyday... It's just another ordinary miracle today." Sarah McLachlan
Dx 5/21/2007, IDC, 5cm, Stage IIIb, Grade 3, 4/14 nodes, ER+/PR+, HER2-
Posted in: Connecting With Others Who Have a Similar Diagnosis + IBC (Inflammatory Breast Cancer), Created: Apr 5, 2008 10:08 am

IBC questions and concerns....I am very frustrated

Jan, I would get another opinion if I were you.  Luckily, my surgeon was educated about inflammatory, and so was my oncologist.  They told me that IBC is usually diagnosed by clinical signs.  I think that someone needs to rule out infection, but a second or even third opinion is a really, really good idea.  If you have a local cancer center, try going there and see if a Dr would see you.  Or, find a surgeon on the Internet in your area (check the health insurance sites) that specializes in breast surgery.  Maybe they can tell you what is going on.  Don't wait.  Not all doctors know about IBC, I read this all the time.  Also, the surgeon that I picked specializes in breast surgery, and he was well informed.  The surgeon that I used for a second opinion would have done surgery on me first, and that would not have been good. I don't think he knew the protocol for IBC treatment.  I just saw a "process flow" or "treatment tree" for IBC the other day, and chemo was first.  I am so glad that I went with surgeon #1!

There are a couple of IBC sites out there too that I frequent:

www.eraseIBC.com and www.ibcsupport.org.

Lewima, I don't think you can read too much.  Who else will advocate for you?  I am glad that you found it and was proactive.  You go girl!

Jan, keep us informed, and God bless!

NancySmile

DCIS, IDC and IBC 

"Life is like a gift they say, wrapped up for you everyday... It's just another ordinary miracle today." Sarah McLachlan
Dx 5/21/2007, IDC, 5cm, Stage IIIb, Grade 3, 4/14 nodes, ER+/PR+, HER2-
Posted in: Tests, Treatments & Side Effects + Hormonal Therapy - Before, During and After, Created: Mar 12, 2008 09:23 pm

Have you had pain from AIs?

Hi Adele,

I started Arimidex in mid November. At first, no issues.  Then within a few weeks, I was getting a lot of numbness in my hands, which I attributed to the Taxol. I did have stiffness upon getting up, but that worked itself out.  I did have some pains in my upper arms.

Now, in February, my wrists became excruciatingly painful.  I've had a knee replacement, so I'm no stranger to pain, but this was something else! It grew into weakness, with swelling. It seemed to center around the bony process on the inner surface, and between the wrist and hand.  I could barely put dishes away, carry a plate with food on it, do laundry, anything. Then it started to migrate up into my hands.  My radiation Onc took me off of it on 3/7 to see if it made a difference.

I still have wrist pain that varies, pain in the back of my hands, and pain using my thumbs.  It also seems to be migrating up my arms slightly.

It was basically crippling my hands.  My passion is gardening, and this cannot be.  I will lose my mind....I am hoping to try another AI to see if I tolerate it better, but now I see why some women (from what I've read) go off of their meds.  Hot flashes are totally tolerable compared to this!

Thanks for taking the survey.  Let us know what happens.

Nancy 

"Life is like a gift they say, wrapped up for you everyday... It's just another ordinary miracle today." Sarah McLachlan
Dx 5/21/2007, IDC, 5cm, Stage IIIb, Grade 3, 4/14 nodes, ER+/PR+, HER2-
Posted in: Tests, Treatments & Side Effects + Breast Reconstruction, Created: Jan 30, 2008 10:29 am

continued Tissue expander pain!!

Ladylaw, Jani and Teribear,

Thanks so much for your input. I'm not sleeping on that side, or even on my stomach.  Luckily, I'm a back sleeper.  Jani, what is the lying on your tummy exercise?  I have not heard of it, and what is it supposed to do?  Please let me know.  Good luck to everyone on their exchanges.  I don't think mine will be until May or June.  I'll be glad to get rid of this "turtle shell"! 

"Life is like a gift they say, wrapped up for you everyday... It's just another ordinary miracle today." Sarah McLachlan
Dx 5/21/2007, IDC, 5cm, Stage IIIb, Grade 2, 4/14 nodes, ER+/PR+, HER2-
Posted in: Tests, Treatments & Side Effects + Surgery - Before, During, and After, Created: Jan 27, 2008 03:08 pm

Is My Surgeon Nuts, Or Did You Hear This Too????

Hi One2beamup,

I am jumping on board, too.  I had neo-adjuvant chemo, and am very happy that I did.  My tumor was large (>5 cm), was IDC, and I showed signs of IBC.

I had an MRI prior to chemo.  After chemo (4 AC, 4 Taxol), the MRI couldn't find the tumor.  Pretty amazing, and a very responsive result.  The cells were still there, but didn't show up.  After surgery, they only found a small core still remaining, and micro cells in 4 lymphs.  If I didn't have neo-adjuvant, I would not be able to have reconstruction.  My surgeon specializes in breast cancer surgery, and stated that they are doing this more frequently, as they can see if there is a good response to chemo or not. I'm glad you're getting a second opinion.  Knowledge is power.  I wish you the best!  Live long and prosper....

Nancy 

(Grade 2-3, and IBC, too) 

"Life is like a gift they say, wrapped up for you everyday... It's just another ordinary miracle today." Sarah McLachlan
Dx 5/21/2007, IDC, 5cm, Stage IIIb, Grade 2, 4/14 nodes, ER+/PR+, HER2-
Posted in: Tests, Treatments & Side Effects + Breast Reconstruction, Created: Jan 27, 2008 02:37 pm

continued Tissue expander pain!!

Hi Ladies,

I did something that aggravated my expander (left side) last Saturday.  Stupid really.  I was on my stomach and trying to plug something in under a desk.  Won't do that again!    After that, it was excruciating for about two days, then very slowly has lessened, but not gone away.  I've been reading what you have written about the muscles and possibly ribs being injured.  Has anyone had the pain radiate around to the back?  I swear I have pain under my left shoulder blade.  That makes me think rib, but I don't know.  Anyone have pain like this? 

Thanks.  This is such a great, helpful thread!  I thought I was just being a baby sometimes.  I feel better after reading here.

Nancy 

"Life is like a gift they say, wrapped up for you everyday... It's just another ordinary miracle today." Sarah McLachlan
Dx 5/21/2007, IDC, 5cm, Stage IIIb, Grade 2, 4/14 nodes, ER+/PR+, HER2-
Posted in: Tests, Treatments & Side Effects + Breast Reconstruction, Created: Jan 27, 2008 01:24 pm

expanders and radiation

Jackie, Sue Ellen & Candy,

I had my expander overfilled (I think it's 650 or 700cc +/-) by my PS, because he told me that the radiation would "shrink wrap"  the skin, and that this needed to be done for a good result with the surgery.  However, when I saw the radiation onc prior to completing my fills, it sounded like she wanted him to stop right after the drain came out.  I'm confused. Does having a fully filled expander affect the benefits of the radiation treatments?  I had my CT scan and tatoos 2 1/2 weeks ago and am waiting to start my first treatment. I hope that it is this week, as I now have been diagnosed with IBC.  Please let me know about the possibility of "deflating" the expander.  I absolutely don't want to go through stretching again.  I haven't stopped hurting...I was getting 100 cc once a week so we could get started with radiation ASAP...Thanks......Nancy

"Life is like a gift they say, wrapped up for you everyday... It's just another ordinary miracle today." Sarah McLachlan
Dx 5/21/2007, IDC, 5cm, Stage IIIb, Grade 2, 4/14 nodes, ER+/PR+, HER2-
Posted in: Tests, Treatments & Side Effects + Hormonal Therapy - Before, During and After, Created: Jan 18, 2008 10:40 am

arimidex

Hi Robyn,

If you are ER/PR+, has anybody said anything to you about flax seed?  It supposedly is a phytoestrogen.  There is a concern about flax seed, soy, etc that people use to replace estrogen, and being ER+.  Take care.......Nancy 

"Life is like a gift they say, wrapped up for you everyday... It's just another ordinary miracle today." Sarah McLachlan
Dx 5/21/2007, IDC, 5cm, Stage IIIb, Grade 2, 4/14 nodes, ER+/PR+, HER2-
Posted in: Connecting With Others Who Have a Similar Diagnosis + IBC (Inflammatory Breast Cancer), Created: Jan 10, 2008 12:50 pm

IBC questions and concerns....I am very frustrated

Hi Mel,

The journey has been interesting, but I have faith in my team of doctors.  I wish you could find some good ones!  The second MRI was done to see how the tumor in the left reacted to the chemo, and to make sure that my right breast was clear after lumpectomy.  The tumor in the left was large, over 5 cm, and when I had the second MRI, the machine didn't see it. It confused me, because you could still see it on ultrasound. The cells were technically dead from chemo, and that's why they didn't show on MRI.  That meant that I had a really good chemo response! The chemo was done first because of the skin and the size of the tumor.  My skin looked flushed, and when I looked at it up close, I believe it was from capillaries too.  My tumor (IDC) was close to the skin, and maybe that's why it became inflammatory?  I don't know.  I haven't done any reading on it yet, but plan on checking out the IBC site some more.  I wish you could find someone who is familiar with it, and will believe you.  Did you call the American Cancer Society in your area to see if they know?  Have they done ultrasound?

Hugs to you, and don't give up!!  Be a stubbornhead!

Nancy 

IDC & Inflammatory; Nuclear Grade 2-3.. Neo-adjuvant chemo, mastectomy L, reduction R., expander, radiation,
Dx 5/21/2007, IDC, 5cm, Stage IIIb, Grade 2, 4/14 nodes, ER+/PR+, HER2-
Posted in: Tests, Treatments & Side Effects + Hormonal Therapy - Before, During and After, Created: Jan 10, 2008 12:27 pm

arimidex

Hi Louise and Seadog and all,

I have been on Arimidex for almost two months now, and the only side effect that I have had was like one of the other ladies....stiffness in joints and bones when I first get up and moving.  I had a good Dexa scan prior to all my treatment, and am trying to take the Calcium/Vit D twice daily as ordered.

I also understand that estrogen can come from the fat cells, and I happen to have a surplus of those, unfortunately.  I had my ovaries out before my diagnosis, so Arimidex was the one for me. I already was having hot flashes from the ovary removal, and I don't think that the Arimidex has made them any worse.   I just hope that it starves any stray cells that I may have floating around.  Starting rads very soon.  Nancy 

DCIS, IDC & Inflammatory; Nuclear Grade 2-3.. Neo-adjuvant chemo, mastectomy L, reduction R., radiation.
Dx 5/21/2007, IDC, 5cm, Stage IIIb, Grade 2, 4/14 nodes, ER+/PR+, HER2-
Posted in: Tests, Treatments & Side Effects + Radiation Therapy - Before, During and After, Created: Jan 10, 2008 12:12 pm

Anyone starting Rads in January?

Hi Ladies,

I have the same question as Lizyeh.  Can you have your teeth cleaned or a pap during radiation?  Also, what are the actual benefits from the Curcurmin? I know some other ladies who are interested in it.

I had my CT scan for measurements yesterday, with three little tattoos.  Not bad at all.  Will start actual treatment within 2 weeks for 6 weeks.

Does anyone think that aloe is better than Aquaphor, or the other way around?  I have an expander in, and my PS told me to start using something ASAP, even prior to the rads.  Thanks in advance for your answers.

Hey Donna, I'm a garden girl too!    Nancy  Smile

DCIS, IDC & Inflammatory; Nuclear Grade 2-3.. Neo-adjuvant chemo, mastectomy L, reduction R., radiation.
Dx 5/21/2007, IDC, 5cm, Stage IIIb, Grade 2, 4/14 nodes, ER+/PR+, HER2-
Posted in: Connecting With Others Who Have a Similar Diagnosis + IBC (Inflammatory Breast Cancer), Created: Jan 6, 2008 09:58 pm

IBC questions and concerns....I am very frustrated

Hi Ladies,

I've mostly been reading, or "lurking" as I see it's called, but I had to make a comment here. I have gotten so much good information from this site so far, and feel so much better.

I went to have my mammogram, that was due, because I had some redness to the skin of my left breast, and my nipple had started to invert.  The redness was so slight that I wasn't sure that I was really seeing it. Could I have slept wrong, was it from a hot shower, whatever.  No swelling, no heat, no lump. I did, however, have the "peau d'orange" orange peel skin, but only slightly. I always thought that I had big skin pores anyways.  After several mammograms, 2 MRI's, ultrasounds, and  two core biopsies (six samples from the left, one from the right), I was diagnosed with DCIS and IDC.  My tumor was 4 x 5.5 x 6cm, and no one felt it: not 3 doctors, not me, and the surgeon couldn't even feel it right up until the mastectomy.  Scary. I've also had mammograms regularly since I was at least in my 30's, maybe earlier, because I was large, polycystic and paranoid.  Here's the rub...I reviewed the pathology results from the mastectomy on the left and reduction on the right.  Nowhere did it state that the skin was examined, not in any of the samples.  I wanted to know for sure, even if the treatment (radiation) would be the same ( had chemo prior to my surgery and it's a good thing that I did).  I called the pathologist myself.  She wouldn't talk to me.  I had spoken to a pathologist prior to this about a lumpectomy sample on my other breast, so I know that she could have.  The point is, when I went back to my surgeon for my post-op recheck, guess what?  The pathologist had revisited the sample, checked the skin, and I have Inflammatory, too. 

I am so glad that I pushed...you have to.  Don't let them make you think you are crazy.  You know your body, it is yours, you live with it, you look at it every day, and they don't!!!  At least my Onc and primary surgeon are familiar with IBC, as is my Radiation Onc.  I am hoping that my last fill for my expander will be tomorrow, and we need to jump right on radiation.  I had questioned a second chemo, but the tumor board deemed it not necessary, as I am ER/PR+ and am now on Arimidex.  

I have spoken with three other women in my support groups and Reach to Recovery, and one of them is 7+years out and doing well.  It gives me hope, but I still don't trust the IBC.

Sunnee, I have read your comments on the December rads thread, and I have such respect for you and your attitude.  Fight the good fight!

Gardengirl 


Dx 5/21/2007, IDC, 5cm, Stage IIIb, Grade 2, 4/14 nodes, ER+/PR+, HER2-
Posted in: Tests, Treatments & Side Effects + Radiation Therapy - Before, During and After, Created: Nov 24, 2007 02:15 pm

Starting Rads in December, come join me!!!

Hi Sunneedazee.....the expander is OK right now; it was just installed on 11/5. I expect the filling to start in a week or two.  It is pretty uncomfortable, but some of that might be from the lymph node dissection.  We will see once they begin to "pump me up"!

Hope you had a nice holiday....... 


Dx 5/21/2007, IDC, 5cm, Stage IIIa, Grade 2, 4/14 nodes, ER+/PR+, HER2-
Posted in: Tests, Treatments & Side Effects + Hormonal Therapy - Before, During and After, Created: Nov 21, 2007 04:09 pm

ARIMIDEX and the "Sasquatch Effect"

OMG,  you ladies are sooooooooooo funny!  It's so good to laugh about it all. I still have a drain in, just started Arimidex 5 days ago, and will watch for my chin garden to grow!  Hopefully not........

May you all have a wonderful Thanksgiving!!Smile


Dx 5/21/2007, IDC, 5cm, Stage IIIa, Grade 2, 4/14 nodes, ER+/PR+, HER2-
Posted in: Tests, Treatments & Side Effects + Breast Reconstruction, Created: Nov 20, 2007 01:16 pm

Reconstruction group-Nov-07

Hi Mary Anne,

Thank you for your welcome note.  It's good to hear from another like me.

I meant to say mammaplasty (minimization) on my right, not mastopexy.

They removed about 2/3 of my right. According to my bone scan, I have arthritis in my shoulders and my sternum!  That's obviously from carrying the weight around all these years....Now the right can match the left once the implant has been finished.  You know, my tumor was approximately 4 cm x 6 cm x 5.5 cm, and no one felt it: not my primary, not my gyno, not me, not my surgeon, right up until the moment he removed the breast.  Pretty scary.  You try to do everything right, and it can still sneak up on you!  Anyways, you sound so positive and like you are doing well.  I'm looking forward to future communications!  Happy Thanksgiving!! 

Alaina, thanks for your info.  I appreciate it...enjoy your holiday!


Dx 5/21/2007, IDC, 5cm, Stage IIIa, Grade 2, 4/14 nodes, ER+/PR+, HER2-
Posted in: Tests, Treatments & Side Effects + Radiation Therapy - Before, During and After, Created: Nov 19, 2007 06:27 pm

Starting Rads in December, come join me!!!

Hi Amber,

I am battling infiltrating and DCIS, but I also had clinical signs of inflammatory.  I hope you do well.  I have my radiation consult on 12/13, so I should start soon after that.  I am being expanded for an implant, so I'm not sure of the time frame..maybe after the first of the year? Let us know how you do on your simulation.  I love the photo. 


Dx 5/21/2007, IDC, 5cm, Stage IIIa, Grade 2, 4/14 nodes, ER+/PR+, HER2-
Posted in: Tests, Treatments & Side Effects + Breast Reconstruction, Created: Nov 19, 2007 06:06 pm

Reconstruction group-Nov-07

Hi Ladies,

I'm new to this group, and would like to be added to your list.  It's very comforting to read all your comments, and I wish you all the best with your surgeries.  I had mastectomy on the left and mastopexy on the right on 11/5, with an expander on the left.  I still have one drain in.  They dissected 14 nodes; 4 positive. Nuclear Grade 2-3... I had chemo first, as the tumor was big, and very glad that they did that in that order. 4 AC and 4 Taxol, chemo every two weeks with Neulasta injections on Day 3.  Just started Arimidex 4 days ago.  Had my ovaries out on 4/20 prior to my breast CA diagnosis on 5/21....turned out to be a good thing(ER/PR+)!!

I will need radiation, but apparently need to go through expansion (over-expansion?) prior to it.  Does anyone have experience with radiation and implants?

Thanks, and looking forward to your comments!

Gardengirl5 


Dx 5/21/2007, IDC, 5cm, Stage IIIa, Grade 2, 4/14 nodes, ER+/PR+, HER2-

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