Well, here's my story. I'm 47.I just got my diagnosis of LCIS on Monday, but things started years ago. First, I have a strong family history of BC & Ovarian Cancer. My first abnormal Mammogram was 5yrs ago, and I have had to go back every 6mos. since then. I moved to Texas 2yrs ago and started with a new doctor. I had my mammogram here & it showed abnormalties, and I was told to follow up in 6mos. During that time a new facility opened with all the newest technology, which has been great. Last Dec. had a biopsy done, and tissue came normal, but my Dr. wanted to see me again in 4mos. So, I was scheduled for an ultrasound and MRI in Oct. There was another suspicious spot, but I was due for a Mammogram in Dec., so we decided to MRI & ultrasound again then. Went in Dec, the spot on the MRI was bigger, and now the mammogram was full of microcalcifications. Dr. did the needle biopsy, and was diagnosed with ALH. She wanted to discuss options with me, so I went back in, & she sent me to a breast surgeon last week. On Tuesday I was told I have LCIS, and have been scheduled to see an oncologist for further options. I am kinda scared because of how quickly each one of my tests progressively changed this past year, but am not keen on taking tamoxifen. If there is a side affect, I tend to get the real doozies. I am also concerned about the risk of uterine cancer- I have had two abnormal paps that came out ok after biopsy, and have the ovarian cancer in my family. Any feedback would be comforting!
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leaf Joined: Dec 2005 Posts: 2368 |
Feb 29, 2008 08:52 am, edited Feb 29, 2008 08:55 AM
by leaf
leaf wrote:
I'm sorry you're going through this.
If you're going through hell, keep going-Winston Churchill
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mtbmom Joined: Feb 2008 Posts: 114 |
Feb 29, 2008 09:35 am
mtbmom wrote:
Thanks so much for your input. I was so happy to find this website yesterday that I know my post was rambling-I have spent all this past week searching for info, & I can sympathize so much with everyone here. So much of the info is contradictory and unclear! I had the 2nd needle biopsy in Dec. and that said ALH. In Jan I saw a breast surgeon and he excised the area (like another post I now have a lovely 4" scar on top and a 2" on the side). The results were "LCIS extending to 1mm from margins multifocally". The Breast surgeon said he is setting me up with an oncologist and I should hear from them next week. I did do thr BRAC test, and it came back negative, but the surgeon said that really just means I'm not a carrier. Breast cancer runs in my family- my mom is a survivor and several of her family had it also and her sister had ovarian cancer, both in their 50s. On my father's side all of the women had it at young ages, and several died in their 30s. I have always been fit and eat very healthy- but my husband was in the military and we lived in Germany when Chernobyl exploded. In 2001 myself, husband and two sons all developed auto immune diseases, my youngest son (whom I was pregnant with at the time) has the worst with Type 1 diabetes. In the back of my mind I can't help but wonder if the radiation we were exposed to as well as my family history is "coming back to haunt me"! It just seems that since October things have changed so fast-from a shadow, to Alh, to microcalcifications, to LCIS. Is this how it is with most people? I feel like all I have done in the last 4 mos. is have my breasts squished and cut! Again, thanks for your post! It is good to just share the fears and uncertainty with others in the same situation! I hope and pray things are going well with your treatments! |
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femme Joined: Dec 2007 Posts: 167 |
Feb 29, 2008 02:06 pm
femme wrote:
Dear mtbmom,
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leaf Joined: Dec 2005 Posts: 2368 |
Feb 29, 2008 07:05 pm, edited Feb 29, 2008 07:08 PM
by leaf
leaf wrote:
It took me 3 months to go from 'suspicious calcifications' on my routine mammogram, to the excision. It was all that was going on in my mind during that time.
If you're going through hell, keep going-Winston Churchill
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awb Joined: Aug 2005 Posts: 1791 |
Feb 29, 2008 11:39 pm
awb wrote:
Anne Dx 9/5/2003, LCIS, Stage 0, 0/0 nodes |
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mtbmom Joined: Feb 2008 Posts: 114 |
Mar 1, 2008 07:51 pm
mtbmom wrote:
awb- thanks a lot for your post. Like you, I have strong family history (although brc neg). To boot, I have an autoimmune disease that affects my immune system- I am neutropenic. That's one of my concerns with tamoxifen-my white cells are low already, and just how bad will it get on meds. I should hear from the oncologist sometime next week to set up the appt. Like you, I think one day at a time is what I have to accept- otherwise I am "overthinking" everything!! Just as a ?, does anyone know anyone with LCIS who did not due the oral chemos, and what happens? This is hard to word clearly, but does anyone out there have experience with and without taking meds as and then having it develop into bc? I am feeling "damned if I do and damned if I don't right now". I found an interesting forum here with women who also have auto immune issues, and it's scary, but having bc in two years is also!! I really want to thank everyone for their support here- this is such a great forum. I pray for all of us! -Denise |
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leaf Joined: Dec 2005 Posts: 2368 |
Mar 1, 2008 09:00 pm
leaf wrote:
The NSABP study found that tamoxifen or raloxifene reduced the risk of breast cancer by about 50%, but there are not many details AT ALL about the group of LCIS women (which were about 100 or 200 women, if I recall correctly.) http://www.breastcancer.org/treatment/hormonal/new_research/20051216.jsp
If you're going through hell, keep going-Winston Churchill
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mtbmom Joined: Feb 2008 Posts: 114 |
Mar 8, 2008 06:16 pm
mtbmom wrote:
Leaf- you have been such a great support to everyone on the boards, and I hope you know how much we all appreciate you and your knowledge. I got my Oncologist appt on Mon- boy am I nervous. I have been researching everyone's comments on the boards and have a list of ?s!! On my path report I am ER+ and PR+, and the margins were "Multifocal". Someone on the boards had similar results and the onc wanted her to have another excisional biop, where they found DCIS also. So I am definitely going to ask if I need another biop. Does anyone else have any recommendations for ?s ? I really appreciate everyones input! |
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leaf Joined: Dec 2005 Posts: 2368 |
Mar 9, 2008 12:20 am, edited Mar 9, 2008 09:33 AM
by leaf
leaf wrote:
Multifocal means they found more than one spot of LCIS. This is very common with LCIS. Often they find LCIS in both breasts. They know this (I assume) because before, maybe the 1990s, the standard of care for LCIS women was to have bilateral mastectomies, and of course they looked at the mastectomy specimens. They didn't know the natural history of LCIS (not that they know a whole lot now.)
If you're going through hell, keep going-Winston Churchill
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Lisa9753 Joined: Feb 2005 Posts: 44 |
Mar 9, 2008 06:26 am, edited Mar 9, 2008 06:30 AM
by Lisa9753
Lisa9753 wrote:
I also had LCIS, but it was not found until after I had surgery for ILC. You are very lucky that they have been able to find it. I had a 3.5 cm ILC for which I chose double mastectomy. I did chemo before surgery to shrink the tumor and it worked great on the ILC, completely destroying the tumor. All that was left was a little pile of dead cancer cells. However, at the time of surgery, where I chose to remove both breasts, once pathology came back, a separate quadrant of the breast, away from the cancer, was full of LCIS. Chemo didn't touch the LCIS because it was not fast growing cells which is what chemo searches for. Because LCIS is so sneaky is the reason I chose to remove both breasts. I did reconstructive surgery and have great looking new breasts. I, like you, am also very sensitive to drugs. Also like you I have a critically low white count. I was very afraid to start Tamoxifen. My normal white count was 2.4 pre chemo. I had constant problems with it during chemo, but thanks to the wonderful white count stimulators, it kept me out of trouble. Now post chemo, my white count has settled at 1.7. It does not cause me any problems unless I get sick. Then it seems like it just takes my body longer to build up the troops to kill off the virus. So I seem to get sicker and take longer to recover. But my body still can fight things off even with such a low white count. I have been on Tamoxifen for almost 3 years and am handling it great. My oncologist feels that the Tamoxifen may be keeping my white count that little bit lower but who knows, it could have been a side effect from the chemos. Try not to be afraid of Tamoxifen as it really does offer a 50% protection. The only side effect I have are some hot flashes, which I've learned how to avoid. I exercise most days a week, that keeps hot flashes away. I also stay away from red wine and red meat, both hot flash triggers. It did take my body about a month to get used to the Tamoxifen. However I started taking it a week after major surgery, so the stress of the surgery may have contributed to it. The first month I had a lot of hot flashes, so I purchased a chillow pillow, which helped greatly. It is a blue mat, filled with a chemical that keeps it cold. It helped me stay cool. I also had leg cramps, but it may have been due to lack of activity after surgery. Those are the only side effects that I had the first month. I am doing great now, even having cancer. There really is life after a breast cancer diagnosis. Best of luck to you. |
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mtbmom Joined: Feb 2008 Posts: 114 |
Mar 9, 2008 02:53 pm
mtbmom wrote:
Leaf- thanks again, your knowledge is so helpful. I have started a list, and will add your ? to it. As far as I know right now, it is only LCIS, but I have noticed the lymph nodes under my arm on that breast have become swollen and sore. The biopsy was taken from the top, so I'm not sure if it's just post surgery, or if there is something else going on there. Lisa9753- and thank you. I have been really worried about what the tamoxifen would do to my cell counts, and just how it would make me feel. I have run for 37 years, and I need to mentally, I'm not sure how I'd handle this without being able to physically burn off steam. I am 47, and from what I've read, you are kept on Tamoxifen for 5 yrs. What happens after that? Do you just wait around hoping nothing ever comes back? Or do you go to a different drug? Are you on meds the rest of your life? My breast dr. says I'm considered very high risk because of family history, I started my period at 10, and I have very dense breasts. I almost feel "damned if I do or damned if I don't" when it comes to treatment options. I hate the thought of going through drug therapy for 5 years, and then 15 yrs down the road having and invasive bc! I'm sorry to sound so whiny! There are so many women here going through much worse, I'm just not sure what the right decision is. Thanks again for everyone's support, and best wishes to everyone! |
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leaf Joined: Dec 2005 Posts: 2368 |
Mar 9, 2008 03:27 pm, edited Mar 9, 2008 03:28 PM
by leaf
leaf wrote:
I don't think they know what happens after 5 years of tamoxifen. I started tamoxifen in July 2006, and my onc said that in 5 years hopefully there would be more info what to do. Maybe I'll be postmenopausal at that time, and an AI or raloxifene will be reasonable.
If you're going through hell, keep going-Winston Churchill
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awb Joined: Aug 2005 Posts: 1791 |
Mar 9, 2008 06:34 pm
awb wrote:
mbtmom---with your family history of bc and oc, at some point you may want to consider genetic counseling and testing. It may help you in making some of the decisions you're facing (I haven't done it as yet, but am considering it with the LCIS and family history). I had a lot of the same concerns as you when I was first diagnosed with LCIS, about 4 and a half years ago, at age 46. At first, my oncologist thought maybe he'd put me on arimidex after tamox, but then back-pedaled on that, saying the AIs haven't been tested long enough with LCIS. Last time I saw him, he said I might not be on anything after finishing tamox, although with the new studies out on Evista, my pcp said that was a possibility after tamox. I don't relish the idea of another 5-year med (and the possibility of new SEs), but at least it would help prevent osteoporosis (another concern as I have early osteopenia). Supposedly, Tamoxifen continues to "work" for up to as much as 10-15 years after stopping; I don't know in what percentage of the people taking it, but my mom took it and is now a survivor of over 21 years without a recurrence, so that says a lot to me and gives me hope. Please feel free to PM me if you/d like to talk. Dx 9/5/2003, LCIS, Stage 0, 0/0 nodes |
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Kimber Joined: Nov 2007 Posts: 213 |
Mar 10, 2008 08:58 pm
Kimber wrote:
mtbmom- my onco told me that 5 yrs on tamoxifen will protect me for 20 years. According to her they have been prescribing it for 30 years. I have no idea, but I know I have to listen to them, as I have a strong family history and was diagnosed with LCIS. Which by the way is pissing me off. I have no idea how to "classify" myself. Did/do I have cancer? As leaf and awb know, it is considered the "sneaky" one, and nobody knows how many women are walking around with it. Were we lucky to catch a stage 0 cancer? If it isn't cancer, why does it affect both breasts, raise your overall risk and why did they used to do bilateral mast for the diagnosis of LCIS?? Was it ever going to turn into an invasive cancer? All I know is, I went through 4 months of hell getting diagnosed, I am still not back to normal physically and some doctors say it isn't "cancer".
Started tamoxifen 2/20/2008
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mtbmom Joined: Feb 2008 Posts: 114 |
Mar 11, 2008 11:14 am
mtbmom wrote:
Kimber- don't apologize for being cranky-I think we've earned a little cranky time! I saw the onco yesterday. He seemed very nice, he listened to my concerns, and answered my ?s. However, the ladies here had already given me the same answers. He wouldn't say how long the tamoxifen will protect me- he said the studies aren't there to give any evidence, that "hopefully by the time I'm done in 5 yrs, there will be other alternatives". I'm afraid I'm one of those people who lives by clear objectives- tell me to prepare for a marathon, and I can set up a schedule to reach that goal. The whole idea that no one can give any set answers or definitions is killing me. I felt like asking for my check back when I left the Dr- I'd rather donate to the ladies here! At least we are all going through the same thing, and not on the outside looking in! The waiting stinks as well. This weekend I started with a discharge from the breast that I had surgery on, and the lymph nodes on that side have remained enlarged (I think they have actually gotten bigger), and he told me we need "to watch it" and to notify him if it changes at all. Then as a topper, my husband is upset with me because I don't want to do the tamoxifen. I seriously do not do well with drugs. For years I had gyn's try to put me on the pill for irregular periods and ovarian cysts, and I would get severe migraines and nausea everytime. My rheumatologist put me on plaquinil for my "undetermined autoimmune disease", and my blood pressure would drop causing me to pass out (once while driving), and I walked around dizzy and sick all the time. My ortho just tried pain therapy on me for a torn hamstring that has caused chronic sciatic inflammation, and I wound up with migraines and feeling severely depressed and disoriented. The thoughts of being on tamoxifen for the next 5 years, especially since they can't guarantee anything, makes me angry. If I can't continue to be active and live life the way I enjoy it, why live it at all? I think I'm really just at a bad point right now, and haven't come to grips with how to handle this. I'm really sorry you've had to deal with all of this too, especially with it taking 4 mos to get answers. That too sucks! If it makes you feel any better, my onco says I am now a cancer patient (lovely!), although no one can say if it will become invasive or where or when or if......... Sorry if I'm a wet rag with this post- I have come to feel that this is the one place where you can say what you're feeling, and no one judges, just supports and understands! hugs to everyone! Denise |
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dazeeee Joined: Mar 2008 Posts: 8 |
Mar 11, 2008 01:49 pm
dazeeee wrote:
I have LCIS and have been taking Tamoxifen for 3 1/2 years now. |
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mtbmom Joined: Feb 2008 Posts: 114 |
Mar 11, 2008 02:34 pm
mtbmom wrote:
Have you had any problems? Has your dr. given any idea about what to do after? |
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dazeeee Joined: Mar 2008 Posts: 8 |
Mar 11, 2008 05:28 pm
dazeeee wrote:
hi well i have had all the side effects they tell u about, but i figure it beats getting cancer, no? i am getting mixed ideas about after, someone said aromatase inhibiters, someone else said i was done after 5 years, i guess i haven't really pushed for an answer, i figure i'll get it when i'm done.... |
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dazeeee Joined: Mar 2008 Posts: 8 |
Mar 11, 2008 05:30 pm
dazeeee wrote:
by the way, the reason for the confusion about LCIS is because most doctors haven't treated anyone with it, only DCIS, i get the strong feeling we are the experiments... of course i had to find this out on my on over the last 4 years... |
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mtbmom Joined: Feb 2008 Posts: 114 |
Mar 12, 2008 08:56 am
mtbmom wrote:
Oh good, we get to be unlabeled guinea pigs! Thanks for sharing, I guess I now have to decide just what to do! |
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dazeeee Joined: Mar 2008 Posts: 8 |
Mar 12, 2008 11:50 am
dazeeee wrote:
yeah, except they don't tell u that, they just say the treatment is "up to you"....great, huh? amyway, after some reasearch, my family doctor said to DEFINATLY take the tamoxifen....so i do, and like i said, it's better than cancer.... by the way, it's nice to have someone to talk to about this, since NOBODY know what it is.... thanks : ) daisy |
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femme Joined: Dec 2007 Posts: 167 |
Mar 12, 2008 12:15 pm
femme wrote:
I have found that if you ask a doctor, "what would you do if I were your wife or mother or sister" Being personal, you might get an honest answer. That has been the technique that many women with difficult decisions, including treatment of LCIS, ask. Yes, there are some bastards who are so worried about being sued, that they will never give you an answer, no matter what you say. But there are many doctors who do give you an answer when you preface it all with.."this is a personal question, I want you to speak from your heart." It seems to get them off the "legal hook." This "it's up to you" bullsh*t is very destructive our mental and physical health!
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mtbmom Joined: Feb 2008 Posts: 114 |
Mar 12, 2008 01:23 pm, edited Mar 12, 2008 01:24 PM
by mtbmom
mtbmom wrote:
It is very nice to have someone who is in the same situation to share with! You ladies have certainly helped me!!!! I really am having a hard time dealing with the lack of knowledge from the medical community on this, and fear the big pharms are just pushing the docs to tell us to take drugs, with just their profits and not our health in mind! Femme- I am glad you said that. My doc did say (without me asking) that if I was his sister, tamoxifen was the course he would recommend. He was very upfront with everything, and with the help from this forum, I went loaded with ?s, some I had answers already for just to compare his answer, and some that no one seems to be able to answer, like long term solutions and effects. I went and picked up the med today. Once I finish glaring at the bottle, I will try to swallow one, and convince myself this is really the best choice! I just hope I don't get donkey ears or some such extremely rare side effects! Thanks again for all the support- hugs to all- Denise PS- I keep you posted on the ears |
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dazeeee Joined: Mar 2008 Posts: 8 |
Mar 12, 2008 02:54 pm
dazeeee wrote:
glad u got the meds, lowering ur chances of invasive b.c. is the most important thing.... -daisy |
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lucky32 Joined: Aug 2003 Posts: 625 |
Mar 12, 2008 03:10 pm
lucky32 wrote:
Hi, Denise, I remember how hard it was for me to make the tamoxifen decision. My doctor didn't push me; in fact, she gave me the option at one appointment and said that she didn't want me to decide anything until the next appointment, about 6 weeks later. I ultimately did decide to take it, but the side effects ended up being too much for me and so after 19 months I took a break. Six months after that, I tried again, for 5 more months, and then went off for good. I didn't have hot flashes but did have lots of fluid retention. It wasn't serious, medically speaking, but was a quality-of-life issue for me. I am glad that I tried it, and I probably got some benefit from taking it, even though I didn't make it the whole 5 years. I am not trying to scare you with my story, only to reassure you that taking tamoxifen is not an all-or-nothing thing. You can try it, see how it works for you, and then decide whether to continue it or not. If you are going to have hot flashes or other mild side effects, they'll probably show up in the first few months--mine did. And there's nothing wrong with discontinuing the medication if you can't tolerate it. As my oncologist said to me, "We need better drugs." It sounds like you have a good doctor too. I understand what you are saying about Big Pharma. In fact, I heard part of a radio program on NPR earlier today about that very issue. Regarding tamoxifen, though, I think it's important to remember that this is not a new drug. It's been around for many years and has been extensively studied. It has been proven in clinical trials to substantially reduce the risk of invasive cancer, so that's why it is offered to us. The rare side effects are just that--rare. It's unlikely you'll have any of those, and I'm sure your doctor will follow you closely, so you'll be able to take care of anything that does pop up. I'm so sorry that you had to join us here, but as you've found, this is a wonderful group of ladies. It is frustrating that there isn't more known about LCIS, but eventually there may be. If you live near an NCI-designated Comprehensive Cancer Center, you may want to call and see if they have a high-risk breast program. I'm in one, and my doc's PA is of the opinion that all LCIS patients should be. (Easy for her to say.) Anyway, the most up-to-date research is done there, and they can let you know of clinical trials you may qualify for. Just a suggestion, but something you may want to think about. Good luck to you. Remember, you can always stop the tamoxifen if it isn't for you. |
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leaf Joined: Dec 2005 Posts: 2368 |
Mar 12, 2008 04:05 pm, edited Mar 12, 2008 04:08 PM
by leaf
leaf wrote:
I am sorry so many of us are going through this anxiety and turmoil. We all make the best decisions we can, taking the knowledge we have, following our hearts and mind. Each person's decision is valid and precious.
If you're going through hell, keep going-Winston Churchill
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dazeeee Joined: Mar 2008 Posts: 8 |
Mar 12, 2008 07:22 pm
dazeeee wrote:
i have the hot flashes and the weight gain from the tamoxifen but i stick it out even though it SUCKS(!) i'll do anything to not get cancer, i've seen close friends go through that, and what i'm going through is nothing compared to that. -daisy |
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mtbmom Joined: Feb 2008 Posts: 114 |
Mar 12, 2008 08:12 pm
mtbmom wrote:
You guys are all so great!! My onc also said to try it and see. So, I choked down the first one today! Leaf- I've read your posts in other sections as well-God has blessed us all with you and your knowledge. I was seriously prepared with plenty of well documented ?s because of many of your posts. I think that was the only problem I had with my first visit- I had all the med info already! He discussed all the studies with me, and was very honest about what is and isn't known. He also told us he considers this an early form of cancer (even drew us little pix). So like you said, we all have to make the decisions that seem right for us, and each one has value! Lucky32-thank you! It is also helpful to hear from someone who chose not to continue. Your reasons have been my real internal debate-quality of life. And thanks for the info on the NCI centers- after reading your post I checked and my onc and clinic and they are part of this group. I am also very lucky in that he says the imaging clinic I go to is one of the best in the world- it's new and has all of the newest technology. The woman in charge is also so awesome, she spends time with me after each test showing me the pix(it's all digital) and explains whats she's seeing and compares them to my last ones. I give her the credit for finding everything so fast, setting up all my appts, and just for lending an ear! See, you guys have actually helped me see some good with this! With so many of my family having bc, I kinda saw this as the beginning of the end, but you all have given me hope! Hugs to all-Denise |
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lucky32 Joined: Aug 2003 Posts: 625 |
Mar 13, 2008 11:36 am
lucky32 wrote:
Denise, that's wonderful. It sounds like your doctor is top-notch, and the imaging center too. It really makes a difference when the techs are compassionate as well as knowledgeable. I realized after reading through my post that I made a mistake. When I was taking tamoxifen the first time, I took it for 14 months, not 19. Sorry about that! I guess I was thinking about the total time I took it, which was 19 months. You may be one of the many women who has few or no side effects from tamoxifen. Good for you for trying it! Keep us posted, and best of luck to you. |
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mtbmom Joined: Feb 2008 Posts: 114 |
Mar 13, 2008 02:54 pm
mtbmom wrote:
Lucky32- I hope I don't, but I'll tell you today, day2, I am feeling really weird! It's like my eyes won't focus right, or I can't think straight or something. How long did it take before you noticed anything? Do some of them ease up with time? I decided I would keep a journal each day noting how I felt so I can tell the doc when I see him in April. I will definitely keep posting- the people here are such a fantastic support group. Hopefully I'll get to a point like you and leaf and femme and dazeee (et al) a be a support for others as well!!! |
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