Topic: To my girls. Love, Mama

Forum: Who or What Inspires You? — Share your personal story, diagnosis, and treatment path, and stories of survival, hope, and success to encourage and inspire others!

Posted on: Jan 14, 2012 11:51PM

Posted on: Jan 14, 2012 11:51PM

thefuzzylemon wrote:

My girls inspire me everyday.  I love them with my heart and soul (bigger than the sky and the earth and tons).  I want to say so much to them, but I don't want to seem like I'm "wrapping things up" if you know what I mean. 

So here is a place to just write it down ... I hope this inspires others to do the same.

Beans you made me laugh in every conversation we had.  Your sense of humor is outstanding.  And when you laugh, oh man ... that belly laugh is awesome!  And Boo, you did it.  You've been so honest and I'm sure that wasn't easy.  I am so proud of you both.  Love, Mama

The Fuzzy Lemon (including all her personalities) Dx 1/20/2011, 2cm, Stage IIIC, Grade 3, 14/15 nodes, ER+/PR+, HER2-
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Mar 25, 2012 07:53PM thefuzzylemon wrote:

My babies, I have to share this with you.  The book is Man's Search for Meaning, by Victor Frankl.  He has an amazing process and perspective on life, meaning, purpose and our choice.  As I am fighting on the good side of a big mess, this book has provided me with fuel that I am doing the right thing...that all of this is meant to happen to me...that I am using it/them to help me live my purpose.  It's a story that would be difficult to forget, but really fits in with what ever is happening in anyone's life at the time.  Very powerful and you must read it.  Page 18, 66 and basically every page after that has words to live by - thoughts to hold on to - and support for whatever it is that you know is right.  This has inspired me to write - I am beginning my speech - the speech I plan to deliver to audiences everywhere to build strength in people who didn't think they had any left.  To stop the non sense and bring to light the suffering that is caused, who has caused it and exactly what it looks like.  Interesting road you mama takes lol ... but you know, when it's purpose, it's purpose.  No sense in fighting it. 

I love you darlings...so much more than I can say.  Love like I have for you isn't something that anyone can speak...and I don't know that everyone gets the chance to have...I am so thankful and blessed and happy in my soul that you are my babies.

Love, Mama

The Fuzzy Lemon (including all her personalities) Dx 1/20/2011, 2cm, Stage IIIC, Grade 3, 14/15 nodes, ER+/PR+, HER2-
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Apr 19, 2012 12:48PM thefuzzylemon wrote:

Oh little ladies ... I just think of you both contantly and I come across pics that seem so fitting...check em out and laugh!

The Fuzzy Lemon (including all her personalities) Dx 1/20/2011, 2cm, Stage IIIC, Grade 3, 14/15 nodes, ER+/PR+, HER2-
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May 13, 2012 08:32PM thefuzzylemon wrote:

It's MAMA'S DAY!!!!  And, just like every day...I am so proud to be your MAMA!!!!  It was a wonderful day and they all are - because of my girls.  Beans is at college and Boo had a busy busy day but that isn't what matters. What really matters is how wonderful you both are and and how amazing we are - we!  Our family.  I love you ladies bigger than the earth and the sky and tons!!!  XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX

Happy Mother's Day to YOU ... because that's really why I feel so special.

Love, Mama 

The Fuzzy Lemon (including all her personalities) Dx 1/20/2011, 2cm, Stage IIIC, Grade 3, 14/15 nodes, ER+/PR+, HER2-
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Jun 5, 2012 09:58PM thefuzzylemon wrote:

Hello my Baby Darlings....so, tonight I found a lump. And, I can't explain how sucky this feels. But, my thoughts go right to my babies. This cancer thing sucks at times, but my life is truly a gift everyday...because of my girls. It makes me crazy to think of this disease making either of you sad or angry....so try hard not to do that....for mama. I'm going to get this checked out....of course I hope its Nothing....and with Boo graduating in 2 days, I just couldn't say anything. I want this summer to be "ours". The whole thing!!!
Beans...our "Jamaican Vacation" was super special....thank you for being so awesome!!!
and Boo...the trip to get icecream on our "bikes" was so cool....I loved riding with you! Thank you for being so awesome!! And, I am bursting with pride as you near graduation.
Bigger than the sky and the earth and tons....
Love, Mama

The Fuzzy Lemon (including all her personalities) Dx 1/20/2011, 2cm, Stage IIIC, Grade 3, 14/15 nodes, ER+/PR+, HER2-
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Jun 9, 2012 11:23PM thefuzzylemon wrote:

So sweeties....the lump seems to be nothing...just going to keep a check on it. So glad I didn't worry you two with it!! Whew!!!
Boo graduated and I'm so very proud...and happy. High school is only a few years long but you are ready for the next steps!!
Beans, every other day a thought goes thru my head (sometimes more than one...LOL) but I'm still so happy you went to WLC.
My girls...the greatest women on earth...
Love, Mama

The Fuzzy Lemon (including all her personalities) Dx 1/20/2011, 2cm, Stage IIIC, Grade 3, 14/15 nodes, ER+/PR+, HER2-
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Jun 28, 2012 01:06AM thefuzzylemon wrote:

Oh my Turtle Girls....camping Wait you has been incredible. I could spend every day With you two just like This...its been heaven! The kayak trip (as in tripped in the river LOL)....swimming (or almost swimming LOL)...catching the turtle....the breakfast cafe....all of it has been incredible. You both still do things just like you did When you were little. Its sooooo cute to see. We are three like no other....
Love, Mama

The Fuzzy Lemon (including all her personalities) Dx 1/20/2011, 2cm, Stage IIIC, Grade 3, 14/15 nodes, ER+/PR+, HER2-
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Jun 30, 2012 10:18PM thefuzzylemon wrote:

Lady Beans & Boo....
Tomorrow is the grad party. I can say that I am so glad to be here for this. I always hoped and prayed that Gma would be able to see this...and naturally I hoped the same for your mama. And, VOILA! We'll both be here! LOL
I think This is the first year I missed the fireworks....but party prep was extensive....and we just need to get through Tomorrow. The Baby sure doesn't like this holiday!!
So, off to bed with me. Putting my foot up for a bit and thinking of my girls....
XXOOXXOOXXOOXXOOXXOO
Love, Mama

The Fuzzy Lemon (including all her personalities) Dx 1/20/2011, 2cm, Stage IIIC, Grade 3, 14/15 nodes, ER+/PR+, HER2-
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Jul 4, 2012 11:00PM thefuzzylemon wrote:

Babies....I shared a secret with Beans tonight and I should not have done that. You are merely 20 and my issues should never be on your shoulders. I'm very, truly sorry that I did that to you.
So, depression and anxiety....it happens and it can get hard to control. Please know me as the incredibly optimistic and strong woman I have always been. I went too long in an environment that was really bad....and now I need to heal from this.
Boo...your party was great. But, it was tough getting there. I hope you loved it and know how much was done to make it happen.
I love you ladies...more than anything. I'm still in here....I'm still me....I'm hurting and don't know how to fix it. But, I am getting help and have been since last year. I love my shrink....she's great. Remember to get a career that You love, stay in control of it and never tolerate bullshit from any employer....its not necessary when you are both so talented and intelligent. Your mama knows how beautifully perfect you both are...
Love, Mama

The Fuzzy Lemon (including all her personalities) Dx 1/20/2011, 2cm, Stage IIIC, Grade 3, 14/15 nodes, ER+/PR+, HER2-
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Jul 9, 2012 10:45AM Adey wrote:

Hi Fuzz.  Hugs.

BMX 5/28/10, TAC x 6 last one 1/04/11, Rads finished 3/29/11, Bilateral Gap in NOLA 12/6/11, Stage two NOLA 3/15/12, Stage 2B in Charleston 8/31/12, bone mets Stage IV. Dx 5/5/2010, IDC, 2cm, Stage IIB, Grade 2, 1/8 nodes, ER+/PR+, HER2-
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Jul 9, 2012 11:30PM thefuzzylemon wrote:

Adey....how you doing???
So so much better...my baby girls got my back; )

XOXO

The Fuzzy Lemon (including all her personalities) Dx 1/20/2011, 2cm, Stage IIIC, Grade 3, 14/15 nodes, ER+/PR+, HER2-

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