Log in to post a reply
Jan 15, 2022 06:14AM
Good morning all and once again thank you.
Karen, when I first moved to AZ, DH and I lived in his store for a year. Then we moved to the property and lived in a park model trailer for 5 years. The property was just dirt, so we needed a well, septic, solar, etc. We had to get things up to handle the business before thinking about a house.
As for me, I'm doing ok. From being diagnosed with cancer in 08, then being told in 14 I was stage IV, I've gone through those long periods of being sad and depressed and finally decided it doesn't change anything, in fact it makes it worse. So my choice is to move on. It's not easy, not easy at all. My mind doesn't stop, you wouldn't believe all the chatter going on in my head! My DH planned many many trips for us, several surprises for me, we have seen a lot. He was a great provider and we worked together.
Tears are hard to come by, I don't know why. I did not cry when my mom passed either. I get teary eyed and cry some, but not a lot. Karen, I think you have gone through that, if my memory serves me right?
Nora and her mommy and daddy all have Covid. Daddy went out with some buddys and that is how it started. My step grandson has been exposed at school, but did test neg. He has to test again, I think on Wednesday. None of these are vaxed.
I'm waiting on the call from the mortuary, to let me know it's time for the cremation. I don't know if my MIL knows yet, which is really tough. I've just been cleaning and clearing out all the medical stuff that DH had to use. I just can't look at those things.
AKA - Sugar Lusty Heat! Hair pictures on my profile. DON'T LOOK DOWN ON ANYBODY, UNLESS YOU'RE PICKING THEM UP!
3/27/2008, DCIS, Right, 5cm, Stage IIB, Grade 2, 2/2 nodes, ER+/PR+, HER2-
7/2014, ILC, Right, Stage IV, 2/2 nodes, ER+, HER2-
AC + T (Taxol)
Breast, Lymph nodes
Lumpectomy; Lymph node removal