Topic: Radiation December 2018

Dec 6, 2018 09:47PM ghostie13 wrote:

After tomorrow's treatment I will be halfway through......just using Calendula, not even pink so far. I visited with the radiology doc after treatment today and she thinks the seroma will need to be drained again....😨.......I swear it's the never ending boob story.....

Dec 7, 2018 03:31AM PebblesV wrote:

I am loving all the dog pics posted, that’s a whole lot of cuteness! And now Domino and Tucker have company for cute pup pics in this forum lol.

Joytxs - just wanted you to know that I also have a full rads schedule with radiation to my nodes as well, same reason... they never told me to do a breath hold. Sometimes I do it just because but I’m not obligayed to. I’m 27 out of 30 sessions done and my skin is faring really well considering so wanted you to know that it’s possible to have little to no side effects with a “full haul” of treatment!

Today it rained and as you can see, Domino is not a fan of getting wet.

Dec 7, 2018 10:50AM Cherryi3 wrote:

Dee, yes! The heavy head! I thought it was my imagination. I go at 1:45 every day and feel fatigued right around 4-5. Finally got a good sleep last night but super weird-ass dreams.

To all you Xmas Rads Friends out there, TGIF! Two days off yay! Cheers Dee

Dec 7, 2018 11:12AM DeeBB wrote:

Cherryi3: I'm waiting on the weird ass dreams, it's seems whenever I'm really tired I always have crazy dreams. It'll be nice sleeping in tomorrow.

Dec 7, 2018 12:11PM DeeBB wrote:

Joytxs: Originally they thought they were going to have me lay on my stomach for radiation (mine is left side) but after the RO looked at the films, she said I could did it laying on my back and I don't have to hold my breath (thank goodness). I guess it all depends on how you are lined up and what area of the breast.

Dec 7, 2018 06:25PM - edited Dec 7, 2018 06:26PM by egregious

Hi all,

A two day break sounds mighty fine here. I was extra crabby today, probably pent-up anger at just having cancer intrude into my life.

There was a different team helping me today and the one telling me to breathe and hold my breath was soft-spoken. I have trouble hearing sometimes even with hearing aids, and it was hard over the loud noise of the machinery to hear what she was saying. Finally I told myself, they can only say hold your breath or start breathing again, you'll figure it out.

Nine more to go. Soooo tired by mid-day. I was too tired to get my walk today. Skin is holding up, using gobs of moisurizer/miaderm three times a day.

Grateful to have you all here to share how things are going. It gets hard sometimes. Rejoicing in having a weekend off!

Dec 8, 2018 09:02AM PurpleCat wrote:

Regarding the water, I'm working on developing a new habit. Each morning I pour a large (12-16 ounce) mug of water, heat it in the microwave to a comfortable temperature, and just glug it down while waiting for my coffee to brew. I'm trying to remember to do it again at lunchtime and then mid-afternoon. I've never been great at remembering to sip water throughout the day, and it's not always convenient to carry a water bottle around, but these regular large doses are working for me.

Dec 8, 2018 06:18PM Salamandra wrote:

I'm so tired!

I had my first three radiation sessions this past week. Yesterday and today around 5pm i really needed naps. I have never in my life been a napper (I still remember a very frustrating sense of injustice at the napping 'rankings' we would get in kindergarten), so I think this must be the fatigue.

My breast is also pink and the RO noted at my regularly scheduled check in on Friday that my chest is flushed too. Which seems very odd though he didn't seem actually concerned.

Looks like I will not be one of those women who sails through radiation without SEs.

I've been riding my bike to appointments and hope to keep that up as long as it's not snowing/raining, so I'm getting exercise like they recommended for fatigue. And I'm using the steroid cream and recommended non-Rx lotion faithfully. It's not actually painful, just red. Hopefully it doesn't get much worse than this...

Dec 8, 2018 08:24PM Dani444 wrote:

Ok, I definetly need to stay more hydrated. I am going to get into a routine, so I will get in a better habit. I just don't think about it.

Spoonie, I hate it for you that you are struggling with the breast lymphedema, and that you still feel like you are still in treatments because of the SE. I hope your therapy continues to help. I have a list of lymphedema exercises I am supposed to do 3-5 times a day. I am not sure if I can even do them once on days I work. I do rads at 215 then into work from 3p-3a. Do you have to wear the compression 24/7 ? Whine, vent, yell, all day long if you feel like it Spoonie that is what we are here for.

Salamandra, great job on the biking! I am glad that your skin is not painful but I can understand why you are worried. I have only had two sessions. The only thing I have noticed is in the evenings after the tx my scar line from where my drain came out is really puffy, but then seems resolved by morning. I can hardly stand my bra to be against it though.

I started back to work on Friday and only worked a partial shift so I could go to our work Christmas party. I don't want to bore you further but lets just say I was hit with some emotions I wasn't expecting and barely made it to the car when the tears hit. I miss the old me.

We will keep on keeping on right???

Dec 9, 2018 03:09PM Wised wrote:

Salamandra, I turned pink right away after my first session. I'm just now starting to have some side effects like pain in my armpit Etc. But my skin is holding up well so yours should too.

Spoonie, super gentle hugs for you. 💓

Dani, it's super hard to remember who and what we were before we got the shock and fright of our lives. We were so much more care free! I think we will approach that place again, but with a healthier appreciation for life. It's ok to grieve, but with the knowledge that we will have a good life again once we finish and recover from treatment. Hugs to you, dear lady.

Cherie, I hope you are able to stay on the AI. The lifestyle changes you are making are fantastic. I read that except for the treatment we have, exercise is the best way to prevent a recurrence.

Ok, I have to get on some sort of exercise plan! I only have 2 more treatments, thank God, my armpit is red and so tender. I'm swollen and I still had swelling from the lumpectomy, so still have a headache in my breast. All in all, it's ok, this is totally doable, I just throw a little pity party now and then. It's hard having two cancers and a hysterectomy in 3 years. I want my life back!

Dec 9, 2018 04:18PM grandmaadams wrote:

Hi ladies - Just a suggestion. I finished my radiation treatment on October 31st and have healed well. My biggest skin issue with rads was the crease under my right DDD breast. Besides staying lubricated and hydrated, I applied Neosporin with pain relief to the crease several times a day. My side effects weren't severe and the Neosporin kept the discomfort manageable until I started healing. One thing that surprised me a little was that the skin in the crease continued to darken after treatment was over, then I actually pealed (including the nipple and areola) when the skin started healing. The nurse told me the reaction wasn't unusual. Good luck to all.

Dec 9, 2018 06:42PM Spoonie77 wrote:

Wised -- Good luck on your last two treatments! Hang in there. Sending encouragement and gentle hugs!

Dani - I hear ya on wanting to find the "old" us. Le Sigh. I agree with Wised, that with time, we'll get to a place where not everything seems so emotional or unstable or worrisome....it's hard in the moment, but eventually we will get there again, with a new perspective on the things that perhaps matter more now, given what we've been through. At least that's how it's been for me on my Spoonie life. There's a grieving process, denial, and all that "fun" stuff, but eventually we find our "spot" again. Sending support. The emotional rollercoaster is a hard part of this for sure.

Salamandra -- Hope you were able to recharge a bit over the weekend. The fatigue sure does sneak up on us! I became a regular napper in the afternoons during RADs. Took about 2 weeks after txts ended until my energy started returning to pre-RADs levels. I'm impressed that you are biking! That's awesome. But don't feel too bad or be hard on yourself if you need to rest or nap. Your body is talking to you. Listen when you can.

Purplecat -- Awesome on getting the big chugs of hydration down! IMO it's not how often there's water, just that it's going in at quantities that are needed. :) That's one thing I've never been good at, though I tried very hard to drink at least a gallon during RADs. Keep up the good work!

AliceBastable -- Good thing your dr is on top of the hydration issue. Did they order blood work weekly from the beginning or was it ordered as a one time thing? I wonder, does anyone else have labs done during RADs? Mine never did. Hmmm. Another difference in centers or maybe like you mentioned, due to your kidney cancer Alice? Thanks for sharing and I sure hope your labs are good this week!

Egregious -- Hang in there! Wishing you luck on your last 9. Fingers crossed your skin continues to hold up! :)

Thanks for the hugs everyone. They're appreciated.

To answer your question Dani, I'm supposed to wear the compression "noodles" as often as I can to break up the Fibrosis and tissue adhesions, plus to move the Lymph around as well to manage swelling. My goal is about 6 hours a day this week. It's painful but needs to be done. At least the "noodle" foam is less aggressive than the Swell Spot was so it's doable. Next week I'll try for 8 hours a day.

So thankful to have this place to come as it seems so many in my circle just don't seem to care or are too busy to check in or listen to my struggles anymore. Sad but true. Anyone else experiencing this?

Also, found out this weekend that my cousin, on my dads side, who had a BMX 14 years ago at Stage I, got the bad news call....a recurrence, stage III. Not sure what her treatment plan is but kinda feel punched in the gut. A reminder that even if we do everything just right and follow everything that's asked of us, it's no guarantee. :(

Hang in there ladies. We'll get through this together. Sending hugs and healing....

Dec 10, 2018 04:44PM ghostie13 wrote:

Treatment #9 down.....7 to go. Still no redness, some swelling and keeping an eye on this seroma.....blah.....so sick of this crap....

A question.....we are suppose to be using aluminum free deodorant. Has anyone found one that actually works? I ordered a brand called Native. Smells great in the applicator, not so great in the pits...... and is this forever now, the no aluminum thing??

Dec 10, 2018 06:39PM ghostie13 wrote:

Wised...Only using it on the unaffected side....but doesn't work well. I work in a nursing. home and feel bad for those patients that i need to learn over to help reposition etc.....who wants a stinky nurse??!

Dec 10, 2018 06:46PM - edited Dec 10, 2018 06:50PM by PebblesV

Ditto Wised on my RO saying no deodorant as well. Also for whatever reason I also had a seroma which “dispersed" now that I'm nearing the end of radiation treatment. Not sure if it was radiation or just time that helped with that but ghostie13 it happened so there's a light at the end of the tunnel on that!

AliceBastab - how long of a break are you allowe to take between rads and tamoxifen? I meet with my onc on Friday to discuss and would love to know.

Spoonie - I love all the info you always provide! You are the research queen. I hope this week has been more healing for you.

Salamandra - OMG that raccoon! 🤪👍 On a non bc related issue, our rescue Tucker was not good with other dogs at all, and now look at him with Domino. Maybe there's hope your cat can coexist with a dog?

Egregarious - Yes you can do this! Think after this week, that will be 4 more checked off. Cheering you (and all of us!) on to the finish line. I totally understand about not wanting to go - today I didn't want to make the drive, but then I thought I would regret that later, so I went, glad to check one more off.

Anyways I'm 29 of 30 sessions through today and skin is itchy but good. Aloe vera, Miaderm, now adding Aquaphor and staying hydrated, plus staying positive with this little one coming to treatments with me seems to help minimize side effects (oh and I do light arm exercises to try and avoid the risk of lymphedema too). I totally get that side effects can still happen after rads and still happen even if you're doing everything you can. Just wanted to share what's working for me in case it helps anyone as I seem to be skating through this relatively well.

Today's Domino update and one pic with Tucker (the rescue who initially could not be around other dogs) being absolutely amazing with his “little sisters" Domino and Kit Kat (the sweetest of the sweetie pies who crossed the rainbow bridge in March and whom I still miss everyday)