Aug 10, 2018 01:00AM 50sgirl wrote:
I am lifting you and your sons up in prayer. Your sons are filled with your love and strength, and you will always be with them. Enjoy your visits with your sisters. Get the packing done, if you can, but spend time talking and laughing and reliving good memories. That is more important. Your sons are probably trying to keep up those happy faces to make things easier for you. I know you want to see their real emotions, but I think what you are seeing is the real "them." They want to do whatever they can for the Mom the love so much. Right now, to them, it means letting you know they will be okay even though they are feeling so much pain and will miss you deeply. Just keep hugging them and telling them you love them. That's the best thing for them.
I am sorry you are experiencing so much pain and facing such uncertain times. Sometimes music can help us during difficult times. One of my favorite songs when I need comfort and strength is How Great Thou Art. I listen to it or sing it or just let in run through my mind and feel the reassurance I want. Maybe you have a song like that, too. You know that God has you in His arms. He will not let the fears overwhelm you.
Have a peaceful day and experience all the little moments ofjoys it brings.
Hugs and prayers from, Lynne