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Aug 22, 2011 03:27PM
Tina337
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The week before last, I flew out of Phila, and for the first time we were in the line for the scanner. My husband and I both opt out but stay in public area. So, husband goes first, and they make sure to take his luggage that's been screened off to the side within his vision. I am told to wait, and I think that was so they could put my luggage aside after it was screened. I asked the TSA person standing with me about my luggage, and was told the person who would be scanning me was getting it right then and taking over to where I would be patted down. She then tells me to go over to the spot where I would be screened. The woman was very nice and described exactly what she was going to do. I then told her that I had had a bilateral mastectomy but was not wearing prosthetics. I also mentioned I had lymphedema on the side of my chest which was sensitive. The whole process was quite respectful and uneventful, and even though she had said what she would do, she said it again each step of the way before she did it. When she got to my chest she said to let her know it I was experiencing discomfort, and I repeated to just be a little careful on the side. As far as my feelings about being patted down and the TSA person able to feel lumps and bumps, I just don't care about that. I have worked so hard to get to a point where I am comfortable with my body, and if I can deal with it, then so can some stranger. I have had a few plastic surgeon exams that made me feel more uncomfortable than this process.
Since I had surgery in April to undo my reconstruction and take out my implants, my chest is not smooth and flat. I wear a compression tank to keep my truncal lymphedema in check, so I had that on for the flight. I usually insert "swell spots" on the sides of my chest for extra compression, but I waited until after going through security to put those on as well as both of my compression sleeves and gloves. This always requires that I arrive at the airport at least two hours before my flight so I can go through security and then have time to don my swell spots, sleeves and gloves and have them on an hour before takeoff. I could get annoyed by this, but I find going early and preparing this way eliminates this part of the stress of flying. I know this is a personal thing, but I am more freaked out about a potential LE flare that flying could cause than the security aspect of things. (This isn't to say I approve of these security changes.) I find once I am "suited up" that this tends to take me emotionally to a different place - reminded of my BC, LE, the feelings of sadness that things are no longer simple and how much my life has changed, the awareness that people can and do notice my sleeves and gloves. Since my deconstruction, I am now wearing sleeves and gloves on both arms, so this makes me a little more self conscious, as does being flat chested. There's also an element of claustrophobia I experience wearing all this armor, not to mentioned getting a little overheated, so flying is no longer a part of the vacation I welcome. In fact, it is a little trauma and anxiety producing. However, when compared to sitting in a car for many hours, which for me usually causes a LE flare, I'll take flying any day!
"Life isn't about finding yourself, life is about creating yourself." ~ George Bernard Shaw
Dx
11/13/2007, DCIS, <1cm, Stage 0, Grade 1, 0/1 nodes, ER+/PR+, HER2-