Missing My Mom
I don't really know why I'm here or what I want to say.
I just know I can't really talk with the people I love about my mom; how much I miss her, the influence of not having a mom while being in a difficult phase in life, the worries about getting breast cancer myself, ...
I just want to talk to my mom.. You know? There are so many questions I didn't get to ask, so many answers she will not be giving me.. And that hurts so much...
Maybe I'm here to find people who understand it / me, maybe I'm here to find kindred spirits, maybe I'm here to give support (even in the tinniest way I can imagine).. I don't know, but I hope to find out, if that's ok?