I am a bisexual woman married to a man. I love my husband very much but since dx with breast cancer have felt I’m missing out on being with women sexually. I have always had a high sex drive and still do even after menapause and on Ai. Sex is somewhat painful now with my husband. We are seeing a sex therapist which is helping. I’ve always felt rejected by my husband and just don’t want to live the rest of my life that way. I brought up opening up our marriage and my husband was ver hurt, betrayed and upset by it. Sometimes I don’t know what I want. I’m fairly happy with my vibrator but enjoy intimacy and touching.