Are you currently (or have you been) in a Clinical Trial?
I am about to start a clinical trial and am wondering about the experiences of others. I'm feeling a little rocky and at sea, because I've been in the care of a wonderful oncologist for the past three years, and I knew without a doubt that his prime objective was the same as mine - to keep me stable and maintain a good quality of life. It was all about me.
Now, I'm embarking on this trial on a different campus and with a different doctor. I really like the doctor who heads it (he is a close colleague of my oncologist and has conferred with him), but I not-so-secretly worry that the prime focus will not be on my well-being, that it will be secondary to the study objectives. My initial meeting with the CO pretty much dispelled my fear that I would be a lab rat, but the closer I get to starting, the more leery I get. I'm normally not anxious about treatments.
I haven't had any treatment at all for several weeks, because the last treatment was ineffective and my onc wanted to get me into a trial, so the waiting hasn't helped. I'm normally pretty chill about everything, including starting new treatments, but entering a clinical trial is a different kettle of fish.
What has been your experience? Have you felt cared for?