My Husband, My Life, My Love, My Family, My Cancer

@irishlove I am sorry you struggle with your DD and lack of help, in your pocket lending support of course and a listening ear of course. The manwich sauce is delicious, thinking I might take a trip to walmart once it warms up here on paratransit to pick some up as we have the same brand. I have dry seasoning but the can could go a long way and dress things up for me.

@goldensrbest Yes, getting together with Terra was very good, I appreciated that get together very much.

@candy-678 I am so sorry to hear about your friend, I definitely empathize with the loss and also the fact of being so tired when in treatment and just wanting it to be over. I am in your pocket sending support on both fronts.

I am not up to much right now, will be doing taxes some point soon, yippee but whatever. Got standard monthly bills. Have to locate my gaming phone to boost up budget a bit, through gaming. I am cancelling most of the streaming services as of now, watch one show on one group of channels and star trek on another, saves me 25.00. I will keep youtube premium for all the channels and no commercials.

I do not need groceries for a while, would like to avoid skip the dishes delivery, they can cost almost the cost of groceries, fast food is not that good. Today, picked out a can of potatoes, spooned out some of that used the meat masher, just to make smaller, added garlic spread as well and some left overs in the air fryer. Planning to heat through for 15 mins, use some queso, other seasonings as well. Later will use either my mini griddle to make an egg for a sandwich, top with some of my salad and using an english muffin for it. If anything else seems good, I will mention it.

EDIT I did eat the above meal, it was good except for the potatoes. Will not be eating canned potatoes. Hashbrowns, frozen potato cubes that will crisp up and of course fries are fine. I dumped the remaining canned potatoes. I will create a smaller circle of stuff that I enjoy, even pinto beans are not my favourite thing at this point. I did fix the hotdog problem as they are good coming from the air fryer. Have not made beef as of late as I was working my way through the hot dog meals. As far as the pinto beans, think they can combine with rice and be more pleasing when they are chopped through with cheeses, chips or croutons. I still have an issue with texture which I fix by running all beans through the chopper. Having said all that, I did finish up my lunch, mostly good tasting. Supper I am no longer sure what I will want to have.

Hello ladies

@candy-678 sorry for the loss of your best friend. Sending hugs. I hope things that you love start presenting themselves in your life. Cancer forces us to stay at home alone and isolated causing such sadness.
Irish the family issues still keep piling in no matter if we’re sick or well. Take care and I hope the talks (boundaries lines in the sand) goes well. We’re dealing with family issues too. Just trying to be kind and FIRM. The firm bit is tough.
I just sat outside all day listening to birds eat and chirp while eating Japanese plums from my neighbors tree. I don’t know why but it was comfort ing.

Take care all

Tanya