Sep 25, 2020 06:48PM Salamandra wrote:
I don't think of myself as having scanxiety or being nervous for tests. But I notice that I am going for my mammogram on Monday and and my productivity has been in the floor the last couple of days while my appetite has been through the roof and now that I think about it, maybe I am a lot more nervous than I let myself connect with.
It's a bit helpful to realize this because I can be a bit easier on myself now.
I'm only two years out. I'm 41 and this is all also a reminder of how my life is different than I ever thought it would be at this age, and different from the lives of many of my peers.
Maybe I will treat myself to some really good sushi if the place near my medical center is still there.