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Re: Poll: How does Breast Cancer Awareness Month make you feel?
@forza , you're allowed to vent. Your hospital sounds dismal and exploitative - charging for water?! I hate what private equity has done to our healthcare system.
Re: Why was I stronger DURING treatment than I am now?
Metoo14 - I feel the same way. There have been many times when asked myself, why did I fight so hard to live if this is the way it will be? I've really struggled with it. I've resisted the new normal concept because there is nothing normal about this. Maybe I need to revisit that thought. I honestly don't know how to do it. It's like I make 2 steps forward, and 3 back. This is not the life I fought for. I keep marching on because the only other option is going to bed and staying there. I've been through that before, and landed in the psych hospital. I refuse to go through that again if I can avoid it.
My therapist said that we go through the 5 stages of grief once treatment ends. I always thought the progression would be linear, but it's all all over the place.
LIttlebee - A few months after finishing chemo, my MO said the drugs were out of my system. BS! I'm about 3 years post chemo and my rehab specialist said that stuff is still in me. How could it not be considering how toxic it is?! One of the drugs is a derivative of mustard gas! It's a miracle that most people live through it at all, but here we are. Still, I feel pretty destroyed.
Re: Why was I stronger DURING treatment than I am now?
Timbuktu.....that's my job!!!!!! I have been an ESL teacher now for about 20 yrs.....love it. I used to be a registered dietitian until I was pregnant with my first son. Then I stayed home for six years to raise two boys. I joined a mother's group and one of the mothers
came with a leaflet looking for volunteers to teach English at a local church. The rest is history.....never went back to dietetics.....took all the courses to become certified and love every part of my job. Well, I'm 65 now and can't bring myself to quit...lol

