I’ve been here checking on you all. Haven’t had much to share. My best friend just went in this amazing vacation with her family. I saw all the fun pictures of excursions and things they did . I am so sad I can never be that family . It makes me so mad. I sit in my chair or lay in my bed , drive to the store on rare occasions . I do nothing. Nothing. Nada. It gets to me and I get in a funk . I’m in my funk now. Just know I’m here and love all you ladies. I’ll snap out of it in a few days! Hugs to all. In pockets as needed though! Sondra. Thinking of you.
tanya - there is a new strain circulating now for which the old vaccines won't cover so frankly, getting a vaccine now won't cover much. Im also waiting for the updated versions for fall and in the meantime doing the handwashing/sanitizing and masks as needed.
Infusion went well - I fell asleep lol. Got a bunch of post infusion meds to take next three days and it was a lot of instructions but I think I can handle it. Bonus in that the new chemo suite menu FINALLY appeared (there had been rumors!) and changed from the god awful stodgy sandwiches/wraps of the past to something a bit more healthy/interesting. I had lemongrass risotto cakes with sweet potato keralan curry and ate 3/4ths of it - was really pretty tasty. Hey, you got to take your wins where you can get them! :)
@goldensrbest Glad your scans are good and you are ready for your knee replacement. You are brave!
@sondraf Sorry you need a treatment change. We are all on a roller coaster of treatments.
@tanya_djamila I have been thinking about getting a Covid booster in the fall also. Didn't get one last year and I am real hesitant as I tend to not do well with them although I get a flu shot every year and do fine.
I am still feeling really crappy and wondering how long it should take for the lower dosage med to feel like it is making a difference. Perhaps I should have taken a short break but it is too late now.
Sondra- Sorry to read you are facing another treatment change. My thoughts are with you.
Intolight- I get MRI's of the abdomen, since my previous MO said MRI's are better at visualizing the liver, and my current MO continued ordering the MRI's when I started with him. Who knows really. Hope your pancreas thing is nothing.
I have always worried that my MO's are not looking at my bone mets enough. I get a CT of the chest to look at the lungs, and there is a "bone window", I guess thoracic spine and breastbone. Then I get an MRI of the abdomen to see the liver mets and the other internal organs (no other mets elsewhere thank goodness). I have only had 3 or 4 bone scans thru all this. But the bone scans light up due in part to the arthritis I have all over. So they don't order routine bone scans anymore. I could be having stable liver mets, but progression in the bones, and I would never know. I cannot go by symptoms, as my arthritis hurts all over- hands, shoulders, low back, hips, knees. But my labs are ok, and maybe they can tell on the labs if there is bone progression- calcium level, etc. Who knows.
sondraf Glad you finally enjoyed what sounds to me as a delicious easy high calorie drink. Thinking of you as your off to your infusion and sending positive thoughts for a smooth day. Hugs.
intolight Glad your scan was good! I hope it's something to hang your hat on for now to boost your mood.Yep there is lots of CYA in radiology. Always have to read between the lines…annoying
Mara Hope your Herceptin goes well today and the Paratransit ride is smooth. In your pocket today and always.
Thinking of all here and sending strength and sunshine to you today.🌺
Goldens, so good to hear good news about your scan results! I would be wondering the same thing if they were delayed...
Intolight, also great to hear about your scan results! I feel like I read the notes with a grain of salt now, and wait to talk with my MO, since the radiologists don't always get it right.
Sondraf, thinking of you, and hoping that enhertu can work well for you. You definitely need a win!
Tanya, I'm waiting for the new covid vaccine coming out this Fall, the latest covid strains have different symptoms and I want to build up as much immunity as I can. My last dose was last Fall.
I miss my husband. My house painting is done and I'm slowly putting the artwork back on the walls - feels hard to get inspired when he's not here to see it. My next set of scans are next month, and if they're okay, want to plan another (short) trip with my Mum.
So it took forever as my scans were last Tuesday but results just posted to my patient portal as I was on my way to meet with my MO this am. Good news is that I remain stable for which I’m so grateful. My mind started playing tricks thinking CT is being held because something is bad. It’s part of the worrying that we all do with this stinkin’ disease. I’m all set for my right knee replacement on Tuesday and will get a break from Ibrance for 2.5 weeks. Since I’ve been on it for 5 yrs my blood work is starting to drop a bit more when I get labs done. Looking forward to that little vacation 😅.
Sondra - so sorry you had progression again. Fingers crossed that the new med will kick the beast within and help your pain.
Sondra, glad you had a good visit and that they are coming to London tomorrow. I empathize about lack of appetite and also moving drug to drug takes a lot out of you. Hopefully sleep will come easy for you, in your pocket, could tell you more of my cooking ideas to send you off to sleep.
Have to shout out a random guy who used to live here, was taking out garbage which was 4 layer bag and bag of recycle cardboard. I rolled the garbage bag down the stairs, he saw me doing that so he grabbed my stuff and took it over. That was nice of him and I dropped the huge box the portable washer in as well. Glad it is out.