TIME TO CIRCLE THE WAGONS GIRLS
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OH darn Nicki you know how I feel about you. You better stick around.
Sending hugs out to slonedeb, debc & puppy tonight.
Valerie
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Hello Jan,
I divulged it because I can't stand to read about her anymore. She makes me sick. My best friend has bad mets and she doesn't complain 1/16th like Chemosabi does.
It has stuck in my craw for all this time how she tricked me.
I was reading yours and Angels forum because I like to see how she is doing because I know she had problems. Of course I read the other stuff because it is funny too. But when I read that Cheri said she had proof that "clown" had written that post I said to myself Oh No She Didn't!
I kept seeing Chemosabi being all happy and acting innocent and finding a way to get even more sympathy than she already was getting out of it. I don't like NoSurrender because she was mad that I almost made NY Beth lose her job. But she wasn't a complete bitch about it. Jdash was! Oh manalive! Nosurrender isn't posting here much and Chemosabi is and I kept picturing how pleased she would be with herself for pulling it off. BTW did I tell you that Chemosabi told me that she thinks Nosurrender hates her? She is real paranoid about that. She told me after I sent her the private message that she wrote me.
So I knew it would make her happyif everyone thought it was her. I saw that you are friends over there and you still have an account here and I thought hard about it and finally I said I had to take a chance and contact you. I have to admit I really wanted to wipe that smug smile off of Chemosabi's face. She really messed with me. I know it isn't good to hold a grudge and in real life I am a nice person!
Oh and BTW as far as me reporting NYBeth. I didn't exactly report her, but she made it sound like that. She had been posting in the reconstruction forum all this stuff and I have had a bad time with my outcome. I had tram surgery. I live in NY and I thought maybe I will contact her doctor since she is always saying he is so great. But then she refused to name him! There was a big fight in that forum. Lots of women were pissed at her for that. Actually it was Nosurrender who came in and posted the name of her doctor and then said that she had the same doctor as NY Beth so everyone would stop going crazy.
I called the office and told the person who answered that I read about NY Beth on here and that she wouldn't give the name of the doctor she used but I wanted to be sure that it was the same one. The woman was asking me all these questions about what did she write and I told her that NY Beth said she had legal reasons she couldn't name him and she posted her employment contract. The woman on the phone was like oh my god she did what? So I got off the phone and freaked out a little. Another fine mess I got into.
Then NY Beth posted that her work decided to read her posts here and that meant all of them and she had some gross sex stuff that was really graphic and her boss didn't like that she had that with the name of that website underneath the sex stuff. So she posts a big good by and tells everyone that her bosses found out her intimate details of her sex life and told her she couldn't post here anymore. And that is when the shit hit the fan, pardon my French.
Anyways, that is how this whole thing got so bad. I can't believe I could cause so much trouble. I really am not like this at home! I hope you don't thinkI am some crazy person. I don't know how everything turned into a snowball. Just as I was trying to get over being pushed off the board then Chemosabi goes and tricks me and doesn't help me but makes me feel even worse because she used me to hurt one of the only people here that was nice to me. I also was always afraid she would blackmail me with the moderators because she said she is really good friends with them.
I just couldn't let her get away scott free. She knows she did it. And she is so hoping that everyone keeps thinking it is Nosurrender or Clown- I figured out that Clown is Nosurrender.
What does ass clown mean? I never heard that before. Whatever. Chemosabi is one too.
I will be around tomorrow but we are going to the beach house on Tuesday for the week. My husband got some vacation time.
Thanks for being so understanding.
I hope you have a good week.
Evelyn
This is how evil Chemosabi is, have everyone else do dirty work for her. She needs to be banned instead of getting innocent people banned!
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So where are all the girls who asked "how high" whenever the nurse told them to jump? Cat got your tongue? Feeling a bit more than a Little embarrassed for your behavior? Feeling a little, uh, blue?? The cabana has done nothing but tell the truth and try to warn others so nobody else can be hurt by that lying backstabbing hurtful bitch. In this case, the truth is extremely ugly. I guess it doesn't matter how ugly you can be as long as you've been around for 3 years, yes, 3 whole years! A pillar of the community??????? Well, f&%k me gently with a chainsaw ... oh wait, that is the nurses favorite expression!
Tami and Melissa ... are you reading this?????
Just a reminder but you can all go back to the August posts and find alot more right there in black and white:0 -
Hi, everyone. I haven't posted here in the circle for awhile, but I wanted to say "hello". Nicki, I, too, have appreciated your support here. I know you miss your sister, I'm sure you always will. Thank you for sharing your thoughts with us.
Slonedeb, I hope you are doing ok. Let us know.
To everyone else, have a great night. Sleep peacefully.
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Jeez Sparks I sure hope Scary didn't put you up to this...........Yes I sure do hope the mods see the above post since they can trace the posters "url" address. This isn't the place to behave this way. It makes you look really petty.
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Hi, Shokk! Good to see you.
Yes, I wasn't going to mention those posts, but I agree, they look petty, in fact, they don't even make sense! They definitely do not belong here.
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Sheri sweetheart go to bed.............you have a busy day tomorrow..........love Shokk
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May the sunshine fill your hearts with love and warmth. May the rays of the sun protect you and may your guardian angels guide you - and may you stay, forever young.
Nicki
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Amen
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ncki dont you dare go anywhere i would miss you trrrible your kind words mean so much to me and right now i need all the support i can get sheri h glad to see a good old kentuckian here again ive really missed you girls i am going down hill fast i am praying night and day my onc will come back and restart me on chemo i need all your prayers pamm where ae you and doris you are our 2 most greatest prayer warrriors on here there was a lady the other day my daughter talked to said she didnt see why i asked for prayer because it didnt work and she wouldnt waste her time asking for someone to pray for her my daughter told her well thats your belief but my mon believes in prayer with all her heart the woman ust walk away girls my son is doing real good with his tx this time i told hin thtas what i wanted before i died to see him off of drugs and get his life straightened out girls i lay here with my liver swelled so bad i called hospial and the only other onc there said i would have to wait to see my onc on the 12th when she comes back they found cancer on my good leg it goes from my hip al the way to my toe i cant hardly stand the pain the pain meds dont works anymore i hope she will put me on something else that will help this bone paini am trouble breathing where my liver is swelled so bad so girls if i dont come on here for a while remember i love all of you and you are my faimly and youve helped me so much this last year if god calls me home i will write down fr my daughter to contact pam or doris and they can tell all of you wrll i am so tired i am going to try and rest god be with you all love deb from ky
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My heart is so heavy reading here today. Slonedeb you are so courageous and your fight is an inspiration to all of us. I hope you know how much we all care for you and love you, and how much we pray for you. I can't believe someone was so cold and uncaring towards your daughter. God hears all of our prayers and He answers them in the way that works out best for His will to be accomplished. I am so grateful He has given you time to see your son in a successful treatment program. I will pray for your son that he continues on the right path.
Nicki, You are my special angel and I am so glad I met you. I have no idea why people are so hateful at times and I guess that just mirrors the darkness in their hearts. God says you will know a tree by the fruit it produces. You are a tree of love and peace and mercy and kindness. I am ever grateful for your friendship.
I feel as if all of you are family and I love coming here when all are being supportive and moving forward. I hope you are not offended as I offer a prayer for Deb......
Dear God,
How marvelous are your handiworks throughout the world! Lord, I look around and see beautiful colors everywhere... fall changing patterns of leaves are so awesome. Thank you for the little things that mean so much that we take for granted.
Today I thank you for life. For just today, as none of us are promised tomorrow. Sometimes we get so afraid and nervous and upset wondering how we will make it God, but if we slow down and realize that we just have to take one day at a time it gets a little easier. I know that there have been days I have had to take a minute at a time, or an hour. But I know you are with me God. You are with all of us and you promised you would never leave us.
Help us to remember that you are with us. Help us, and slonedeb especially, to feel your presence and know that you are there. Touch her heart Lord. Wrap your loving arms around her and comfort her. Please take away her pain and help her to breathe easier. Show her a comfortable position that she might not have tried. Oh God we cry out to you on her behalf! We know she is miserable but still trying to encourage us. Please help her!! Thank you so much that her son is so far successful in a treatment program. Continue to be with him and guide his life. Allow your Holy Spirit to work on the whole family and draw them closer to you. Grant them peace. I don't know what else to ask Lord, but just please be with her. And please allow us to be a strength and comfort to her. Help her to feel all of the love.
Father, I ask a special prayer for this site. That you allow it to be helpful to all who need it. Please intercede where there might be wickedness or harm intended. Forgive us for all of our sins, and direct us to the right path where we might receive your mercy. In the name of Jesus I pray. Amen
Godspeed Pam
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Have not dropped in for a while. My eyes are getting beter in baby steps. I am happy to see so many faces here. Sorry you are having a hard time Nicki.....Oct sucks. Slone Deb....I may not have been posting but you are still very much on my prayer list. You take care of yourself girl
Hugs all the way around
Deb C
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{{{DebC}}} So glad you are able to post! That is another answer to our prayers. I hope you know how much all of us care about you and have been praying really hard for you!!!! Baby steps are good as long as they are in the right direction!!! Pam
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Deb & Deb,
Valerie
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Dear Father God
As I see Deb Slone going through this battle, I know many wonder why you are allowing this to happen. Lord, I forever have to remind myself that your ways are not our ways and we are too small to understand the plan you have for us.
I think of Moses delivering the Israelites and how many years it took to put that together. Lord, as I study I see how all the pieces fit together from Abram to Joseph being sold into slavery and then bringing his people to Egypt. Lord I type this as an example and hope that others see that our prayers may not be answered in our lifetime but you never leave us or forsake us.
I can't help but think that you are using our Deb Slone to witness to other's who otherwise would never have the opportunity to see her testimony of great faith were they not here at these boards because of cancer. God I thank you for her love, her strength and courage and continually professing her love for you...that is inspiring to me as well. Lord, I ask that you give her comfort, reassure her of your love and may her family take with them the blessings and comfort that only come from you Dear God.
Lord, we know this is not our home here, we are strangers passing through and our real home awaits us. Help each of us to lift Deb up in prayer, we know you are an awesome God and all is in your hands.
In your precious holy name.....Amen
Doris_IN
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Amen!!!
Thank you so much, Doris!!!
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SloneDeb - You have forever touched my heart! Glad to hear your son is finding a path to recovery. God be with you as you continue to fight your battle. Please give your daughter a hug from me, I know all this has to be hard on her too.
Deb - So glad your vision is improving and you are starting to feel better.
Pammy and Doris - Amen! Thank you for those beautiful prayers. God has blessed you both with a big heart and a way with words.
Nicki, Sheri and Shokk - waving hello to you.
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I seldom post here anymore but do read when I can.
Nicki - You are one special lady. I am so sorry you are having a hard time. Just wanted you to know that I am another person whos life you have touched. My life is better for knowing you. Whenever I'm on the boards I always peek in to see how you are. Guess I'm not a very good friend for noone knows I'm even dropping by these days. Just want to say love ya sis
, and sending healing hugs you way.Slone deb and Deb - Know that I think of you both every day. I have been training since June to do the 3day Komen walk. I walk starting Oct. 31. I have a list of people who are battling this beast that I will carry with me. You are both on this list and will be in my heart and in my prayers. I am proud to know both of you.
Hi to all. I hope things are well.
Love,
Sue
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Sloandeb, offering prayers for you to be more comfortable tonight. May it give you comfort and peace to know that many lift you in prayers. May the Lord be your courage, your strength and your friend - may he take your hand and hold you tight through the night and give you strength and courage when you need it most.
Deb, good to see your post - we are thrilled to read of any improvement. Big hugs!!
Blessings to all, Brenda
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Good evening everyone. Just wanted to let you know I spoke with slonedeb today. She had just gotten back from the doctor and they gave her some new pain medication and put her on oxygen which should definitely help her be more comfortable. She has more scans tomorrow. Thank you all for being so caring.
You know, cancer just sucks. We all know it. But at least we have each other. Please continue to lift each other and this site up in prayer. I ask that God bless you all as we fight this beast together.
Pam
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Slonedeb.....Im always thinking of you. Everyday, when I wake up, I wonder how you are doing that day. I will always be there for you - always. When your in trouble just scratch your shoulder. You will feel my love and support.
SoCal: I dont know what to say. Such powerful words from someone I love and respect. It's with me forever now.
Boo: My secret afghan buddy. You also have touched my life in many ways - you will never know. I wish we could talk more often.
DebC: Im so humbled. Thanks for your kind words. Im always there with you too. Just scratch your shoulder. Really, thank you - you have made me feel a world of emotions.
Doris and Pammy: Thanks you for your prayers. I know slonedeb got alot of comfort.
Hope everyone out there has a wonderful evening.
Nicki
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slonedeb- hope today brings a ray of hope to your world.
Hugs,
Valerie
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thing s a re ok. talked to puppy and vickie. both a re doing ok. pam i t rie d ro call u bu t
but evideently you didnt recognize numbers. i had to send my new cell phone back.
jkf
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Hey girls - just popping in to say hello. I'm tired today, but feeling ok other than that.
SloneDeb - Sending you extra hugs and prayers.
Deb C
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Deb,
I'm still praying for you, girl!!
I'm glad to see you posting, too.
Hugs
Harley
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DebC... So glad to see you posting! It always lifts my spirits. You are ever in our thoughts and prayers. Wishing you beautiful days ahead!!! Pam
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Alaska Deb!! It is GREAT to hear you are feeling okay (although tired--totally understandable!!) I hope your vision is getting better. That must have been horrible. I cannot imagine how hard it must have been to be so out sorts with regard to your vision. My heart really goes out to you. Yet you are so brave--just an inspiration to the rest of us!!!
My heart and prayers go out to Slone Deb. I have been following your struggles with your son. My teenage son ( I just discovered) has been helping himself to my pain pills. My heart was broken. I am just now starting to come to grips with this. I am thinking this sort of thing is pretty common, although that doesn't make me feel any better!!!
Alaska Deb and Slone Deb, you are both in my thoughts and in my prayers,
Anne
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Im shouting out a big hello to everyone. So good to see a post from DebC! Sending big hugs your way. Slonedeb I hope your reading and know Im right here - just a thought away.
Nicki
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