3rd dx. help please!
Hello Everyone so glad to have found this group I’m just needing some support and hope I had my original DX in 2005 and Drs performed mastectomy and Arimidex I then had local recurrence In lymph nodes in 2008 and underwent chemo & radiation with aroma tase inhibitors I am now facing a Mets situation and am soooo scared and overwhelmed it’s only been 5 days since the CT results went to Drs but both feel it looks like a recurrence Bones, possible liver and possible lung I am waiting for an appt for CT guided biopsy My emotions are all over the board one minute it’s “take it a day at a time” and the next I’m nauseated and crying The worst part is knowing the pain I feel when I take a deep breath or move a certain way isn’t the pinched nerve I thought it was now I know I’m living with this demon inside me and I just want to start doing something to stop it! NOW I have a loving husband and beautiful 23 yo son at home with me the guilt I feel is overwhelming me emotionally I don’t want to be the cause of any suffering in their lives how do I find the strength for us? Original tumor was ER+ HER2+ Would love any feedback, thoughts & suggestion from you warriors out there thank you