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  • 4sewwhat
    4sewwhat Posts: 1,895

    Maroon as in lost on an island without a boat?

    Blessings, I get that same reaction to a hair or eggshell or even a piece of gristle (ewe, hate that one). Somehow I was willing to make an exception for caffeine!

    Smaarty!  Ha, I just out my pj's back on for the day!!  I am still working though :0(

  • shellshine
    shellshine Posts: 930

    Have been working long hours training in a new area of hospice, day off today, opened email for the 1st time in days and got your PM Sassy, but I called Mary's family too late.....     Very sad to hear about her passing, and sad that I wasn't in touch to help her family. All posters might not agree with me, but I need a safe place to say what I'm feeling today: as a hospice nurse, sometimes a small part of me feels some relief when I know someone dear is released from pain and fear, and that is how I feel about our Mary right now.

    Didn't know where to post this so went trolling around looking for Chevy, Cammi and Sassy and I found youse. Yer all owlettes , now, so glad I found you.

  • 4sewwhat
    4sewwhat Posts: 1,895

    Hi Shells!

    Sounds like you have been working too hard.  I hope DH is still well and on the straight and narrow too!

    I know what you mean about Mary.  It is so sad that she was taken from this earth far too soon and that her family was robbed of her.  

    We watched our neighbor fight a hard battle with the beast (vaginal, not breast, but still ugly). She did well,for a long time and made it longer than MD Anderson gave her.  My wish and prayer for her towards the end was as long as she was happy and had some quality let her enjoy, but when the time comes, let it be quick.  By the grace of God that is what happened for her.  She went to hospice on a Monday and was gone on that Saturday.

    It is sad for those left behind, but those that leave become happy and whole again. No more pain, no more suffering.  I hope Mary's family and those here that knew her well find some peace in her passing. 

    This damn disease just bites ass.

    Their is a lady on another thread with me that is a hospice nurse just like you.  She travels around like i think you do.  You two would have a lot to vent about!  Let me know if you want her name.  Might be a source of support and friendship for you?  Geographically in the US, I don't think she could be further away from you though!  New England!

    Bless all you nurses!  Happy Nurses Week!

  • wren44
    wren44 Posts: 8,075

    Shellshine, I think often the family feels the same way. I've heard people in my family say it was a blessing that their pain was over. As much as you want the person you're losing to go on, realistically you want them to go on the way they were, not in pain and suffering. The memories you want to keep are the ones of the good times.

  • susan3
    susan3 Posts: 2,631

    out with hubby in a hotel/spa in wisconsin. Hysterically laughing you all, are still on snakes and balls.lol

    Trying g to explain it all to him...I think I have had to much to drink right now. You girls are so funny. I don't think the big balls will fit in the dog house...just saying..  

    I am so happy that tungsten( the snake) is kept alive in so many threads. He would be so proud if he had a brain

    Night night all

    I am feeling VERY well...hope you are all too :)

  • sas-schatzi
    sas-schatzi Posts: 15,889

    this was suppose to read:

    Ziggy, 444444444is always Randy, she keeps--US---- wide eyed :0 and---- US---running for the magnifier. 

    But it worked the other way too!

    OH Smarty that's so true about time. Don't you just love it when you ask someone the date and they just give you a number? Assuming that you know the month :0

    Phylly sometimes I know what I'm talking about---

    Here's the OFFICIAL definition from wiki "Breadcrumbs or breadcrumb trail is a navigation aid used in user interfaces. It allows users to keep track of their locations within programs or documents. The term comes from the trail of breadcrumbs left by Hansel and Gretel in the popular fairytale.[1]

    Seee   I know everything LOL Course this one is more readable and EDITED(Z) better.

    The breadcrumbs started with Susan and ended with Chevy. The location was post>post>post

  • sas-schatzi
    sas-schatzi Posts: 15,889

    Shellshine, I knew you were working. I didn't want you to sign on and get a shock. I knew you and Mary were close. Hugs . So, understand the release.  L&H&P's sassy

  • sas-schatzi
    sas-schatzi Posts: 15,889

    Okay the insanity was brief after I left ---Is that a sign? 

  • Pawprint
    Pawprint Posts: 354

    Hi all, just checking in to say hello. Feeling sad tonight. My 10 year old blind Pekingnese female dog  eye pressure has increased and causing her pain. The only relief is to completely remove her eyes :-(   She went blind in January due to diabetes. But now no matter how many different medications we've tried in her eyes the pressure keeps increasing. So next Thursday May 15, she's scheduled to have both eyes removed. 

  • sas-schatzi
    sas-schatzi Posts: 15,889

    Oh Pawprint so sorry. Our furbabies are our kids. Again sorry you our all going through this.

  • camillegal
    camillegal Posts: 15,710

    Oh Pawprint I feel so bad, poor baby. Our little (or big( ones are like our babies I know-

  • camillegal
    camillegal Posts: 15,710

    Shell it's so good to see u we miss u, come by as often as u can and try to keep some order here. I've tried really, but Chevy, 4 and others run amuck and Sas no one understands her most of the time and Ziggy is in her own world--I'm the only sensible sane one here--it's very hard to have a natural intelligent conversation with people who are maroon, that's such a deep color, so I guess they'r deep.  I really hope u'r doing well with u'r job and u'r family.

  • camillegal
    camillegal Posts: 15,710

    Oh by the way--I am smellin' good this morning again, like just CLEAN.

  • Chevyboy
    Chevyboy Posts: 10,258

    I'm sorry little Pawprint...  I know how it is to see something happen to your pets...  We try everything...  but sometimes it doesn't help... I mean with Lacee anyway.

    Hope that will help your LITTLE Paw!  I'm just so sorry.... 

    And the REST of you guys, are just driving me NuTS!  I'm back here on the last page where Phyllican'tspellworthshit are talking about SOMEthing, like being marooned on some Island with bread-crumbs and Hansel & Gretel and  WTH?????

    And what does Lilshit mean?  About "not for cat lovers place?"  Do we have to set up a "cat-house" TOO?    And YES 44444444!  You were the only one that caught that!  Ha, ha!   Have to draw PICTURES around here, for the rest of you to "get it!"

    So do YOU know where Vinnie is? 
    Okay Sassy.... use those bread-crumbs to find out THAT one...image

    Bread-crumbs my a$$....  Cammi!  Did you get an inkling of what these women are talking about?  WE are so SIMPLE, and here they go throwing in words or sentences that have nothing to do with ANY topic....  I mean like all those balls and bread-crumbs! 

    Sometimes I just feel lame....  and it's not only my brain.... I mean I'm trying to get my hip/leg to join the rest of my body, and WORK like it's supposed to... But some days it has a mind of it's own, and thinks it requires a cane...  I'm naming it Chester... 

    4444444444!   You were trying your damndest to confuse us!    But not the picture.... I got the picture! 

    So fun how you gals tease each other....  !  Lilshit, 44444 IS as bad as me and Cammi!  Yes, we get our own room!   But the rest of you gals are welcome in our den of inequity or whatever it is called...

    Sass, am I supposed to be understanding this stuff?  I mean like "magnifier?"  What's THAT supposed to mean?  Oh, wait, I'm putting the clues together.... you mean her dinky little picture!  SHE thinks that if she makes it SMALLER, she won't get into trouble!  Little does SHE know!  Hah!

    Morning  Smaarty and Tang and Wren!  

    Phyllitryingtoexplain!  WE got it.... Now you have to pretend you understand.... then 'splain it to us!  or whatever....  Are you doing okay?  I mean we all worry.... but  we won't listen if it is something we don't want to hear. 

    Littlegardens!  I can just SEE you walking around in the rain in a huge ball like that!  Ha, ha!  Yes, that WOULD be fun!

    Blessings...  I don't get it....  "a hair or an eggshell in my mouth"....  Okay, who DOES that?   Are you referring to what I THINK you are referring to?  Okay then.... never mind....

    Hey Shells!  So good to hear from you!  I know what you mean....  Yes, I think the same way...  When we are close to someone, like family or friends, that is having such a ROUGH time, we don't want to see them pass away, but another part of us just PRAYS for them to be at peace, and out of pain!   We know it's gone beyond what we can do, and we just have to wait, and hold our breath...  and when they DO finally go to sleep, it hurts, but at least we know they are in their own special place, and they live forever in our hearts... 

    When my Grandma AND my Dad were going through that, I just talked to them, told them how much I loved them, but I would always be with them...  I got up on the bed with my Grandma, and just held her after she had gone...  I just wanted her to know that I was there... I didn't know what else to do...   We just have to believe they are in a better place...

    Now little miss Susan!  Tungsten DOES have a brain!   We just don't want him to hear these disparaging remarks made by SOME around here!  So we can put little ear-muffs on him in the dog-house.

    Tell him he DOES have friends...  !

    CAMMMMMMMMMMMMMI!  You finally woke up?   Yeah, like YOU try and keep order!  Are you kidding ME?  We are orderless....  and maybe senseless... as you say...but we have fun!  

    We have to be Maroon now?  I don't know about Maroon.... maybe Lilac or purple...  Who ARE these people ANYway?   You mean Moron?  Oh no, that's not a nice word! 

    So this good morning wake-up call from you, MUST mean you took your shower!  I can smell you from HERE!  Ha, ha!

  • Chevyboy
    Chevyboy Posts: 10,258

    image

    So is this what you mean?  

    Or this?

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  • Chevyboy
    Chevyboy Posts: 10,258

    Just exercising this morning...

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  • camillegal
    camillegal Posts: 15,710

    HAHAHAHA--But Chevy it was Phylocolorblind that used that xpression--I just exposed what she said in case no one caught it, after all u know I'm kind of like a proof reader and my spelling is exemplary .So just passing along some knowledge it.s better than farts.

  • Chevyboy
    Chevyboy Posts: 10,258

    You GOT it kid!  Ha, ha! I KNEW that....  I just had to comment on that....  I had the "urge" so they say....

    YOU!  A proof-reader?  Now THAT'S a misanomaly!  Whatever will Lilshit DO now?

    See, I just make up my own words as I go along... no-one will notice... they will all think I know what I am talking about...

  • 4sewwhat
    4sewwhat Posts: 1,895

    Morning coffee!

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  • Chevyboy
    Chevyboy Posts: 10,258

    Those just HAVE to be some type of muslin/knit fabric?   Yes.... very stylish! 

     GOOD GOD 4444444444!  You are going to give these girls a heart attack!   I mean COFFEE before breakfast?

  • Good morning. Been lurking for awhile and eating bread crumbs that someone left behind. Just don't seem to have energy these days. Must be the breadcrumb diet.

    Pawprint, I know it is hard to accept, but I've seen lots of enucleation surgeries and she will feel so much better and so will you once it's all done and healed. Wishing you all the best and I'm sorry you both have to go through this. But hang in there. 

    Having my stereotactic brain radiosurgery today. PET scan on Friday.  Hoping to be back soon.

    love to all

  • luvmygoats
    luvmygoats Posts: 2,484

    Oh Fierce One - In your pocket today. Hope someone left some of those bread crumbs for us. Maybe need something more substantial like this:

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  • ziggypop
    ziggypop Posts: 276

    FBB - right there in your pocket fierce one. Don't forget we have some ledge dancing to do & you have a partay in the doghouse to attend, so get this done & back to feeling good soon. Lots of hugs. 

  • Chevyboy
    Chevyboy Posts: 10,258

    Yes!  I'm with Lilshit!  We are all with you!  xoxoxoxoxo

  • Smaarty
    Smaarty Posts: 2,615

    oooooo! Oooooooo! I want to be in the cathouse.  I'm the cat lady remember. I think we'd cause less trouble then those in the doghouse!  Something like this?

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    Or this?!

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    FBB, take care and hurry back when feeling better.

  • phgraham
    phgraham Posts: 909

    Fiercely - I'll be thinking about you today.....while I'm doing my psych eval.  I wonder how that will turn out. Good for you for following the breadcrumbs.  We all know what a breadcrumb trail is.  It's just the following of the trail with possible gaps (caused by birds, bluebirds included) that can get dicey.  Please be sure to use your GPS if you lose the breadcrumbs!

    P

  • 4sewwhat
    4sewwhat Posts: 1,895

    Fierce, in the pocket!  Best of luck today!  And wow, enu sumptin surgery. Big word, show off!!

    Paw. So sorry bout your fur baby.

    So now we have a Dog House, a Car House and PhillieheadedfortheNutHouse!,

    I thought a Dog House always had men in it?  Oh, wait that's why you all picked it.  And rode your balls to it. And made sure it had a snake in it!

    And I am the randy one???

  • sas-schatzi
    sas-schatzi Posts: 15,889

    FBB Hugs so glad you're here, ugh, so sorry you're feeling ickky      In your pocket for Friday. It's sounds like you're sx is going to robot guided---best kind.  If the plan is to take you to the ICU, don't be concerned --it's usual.  SpecialK came to the ICU at Moffit in Tampa for mine. SHE brought CHOCOLATE. OMG, we ate chocolate and fruit all afternoon. They'll give you steroids just like chemo. So, you'll be flying. The flight is much better with CHocOLate and someone that YAKS.

    See you all------ breadcumbs,  do work. FBB says so. You all thought I made up a word again, but not this time 

    Chevy and Smarrty , It's only fair if we have a dog house, that we have a cat house. We need a goat house for Littlegoats and FBB

    Chevy and 4 are you trying to get your two together. Please, don't show us pics. The police would pick us all up.

    Phyilly Now be careful what words you use in the psych eval. b/c wrong word and they can put you away for three days.

    Pawprint  it's sad your furbaby has to loose his eyes. But I think it's great to know that he will do okay AND feel better. FBB knows. :):)

    Maddy, lovely you keep Teka company on W&F's

    Ziggy, too short postings, too short......... How's the crocuses?

    Cami, vanilla pudding?

    The RAI131 update-----I'm having every friggen s.e. in the book. and allot more that aren't there. My lessons which I'd rather do without. Fairly sure my eardrum ruptured during the night. That ones NOT in the books. It hurts , but feels like a better hurt b/c the previous hurt was not nice.

    I give, you are all right. I'm to hard to understand, but I know you love me anyway.  Came from GI doc visit yesterday afternoon. Explained to DBF what was up. He said  "are you okay?".  I said."Yes I'm okay,  I just told you that."  He said "But I didn't understand a word of it." Poor guy he looked so worried. I must do better on RealSpeak.

  • luvmygoats
    luvmygoats Posts: 2,484

    So with DBF start with "I'm OK and here's why". Then at least if he doesn't understand the rest he will have heard the best thing.

    Pawprint - sorry for the pain your furbaby has been having. Fierce knows her doggies for sure. I look at my furbaby getting a white face and have to think back that she is 7 already. Has recently been banned permanently from sleeping on the couch after barfing on it again. DH found a bargain dog bed with a removable cover. Inside is almost perfectly a king size pillow - furbaby is 19# rat terrier. Thank goodness she has taken to it but we have to put newpapers/plastic on couch to keep her off. Old dog never was allowed on couch and never attempted - 36# chow mix long gone.

    Um - Smaarty a cat house. Euphemism for place of ladies of ill repute (being delicate for those of delicate constitutions). A dog house, a cat house, a nut house, what else can be find to occupy? Goat house very tame by those standards and they only like it if it is raining.

    I have chocolate stashed in refrigerator in amazing amounts. DH pouts because it is dark - um that's why I still have it. I missed the Easter candy clearance at local grocery. Usually very good buys on standard stuff - Nestle, Hershey. Wonder if Mother's Day is a candy sale event? I have a steak craving, grilled by DH. Wonder if DD is coming out - prob. not. Doubt if she even knows it's Mother's Day.

  • Holeinone
    Holeinone Posts: 1,418

    Fierceness... Ok, we have the routine down now. We are all bouncing around in your huge pocket, 4 sew will need to bring her pole to show off on, Chevy will be jealous, Cami is in charge of mixing drinks out in the van. 

    Please keep us in the loop, hugs to you....

    What you are going through sounds scary....I am clueless about that procedure...