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  • badger
    badger Member Posts: 24,938

    ... and this morning, more ((hugs)).

    You have friends & sisters all over the world. Prayers are winging in from everywhere. ♥

  • sandibeach57
    sandibeach57 Member Posts: 1,387

    Thousands are holding your hand. You are not alone while waiting for your miracle.

  • Lynnwood1960
    Lynnwood1960 Member Posts: 1,107
    Still praying for your miracle Patty. Hope your pain is controlled and you are getting to spend quality time with your boys.
  • Mominator
    Mominator Member Posts: 1,173

    Patty. 

    sending you (((HUGS))) and love, 

    holding your hand, 

    keeping you in our hearts, 

    sending prayers and peace, 

  • micmel
    micmel Member Posts: 10,057

    loving you Patty. Always on my mind love you ~M~

  • Pei128
    Pei128 Member Posts: 10

    Sending you lots of warm thoughts and hugs....

  • ruthbru
    ruthbru Member Posts: 47,693

    Sending some flowers from my yard in North Dakota.

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  • holmes13
    holmes13 Member Posts: 192

    sending you love patty. Praying for a miracle for you and the boys.

  • MagicalBean
    MagicalBean Member Posts: 192

    Love you, Patty. May your journey be glorious.



  • Sara536
    Sara536 Member Posts: 5,937

    Dear Patty, You were the first person I saw when I joined and I've always looked forward to seeing your lovely, welcoming smile when I open up the games. You have been so generous in sharing your thougnts and hopes with us in a way that has made me feel very close to you. So I hope you can feel my ((hugs)) even though I have been shy and not shared as much.You will always be a model of graciousness and strength to me as I'm sure you are to your sons and family. I'm wishing you the upmost physical comfort now, and you know that you will always be wrapped in a blanket of love and warmth from your friends here. May God be with you forever.

    Love, Sara


  • bella2013
    bella2013 Member Posts: 370

    Patty, I have not posted here before but I have been following your group for six months. In all of your suffering you have glorified God. You have given each of us a gift of your sweet spirit. I know that when you are face to face with our Creator, He will say; “Well done good and faithful servant!”

    Praying for you and your sons🙏

    Your Sister-in-Christ,

    Barbara

  • pollicakes
    pollicakes Member Posts: 8

    God bless, protect and keep you most beautiful Patty

  • Falconer
    Falconer Member Posts: 801

    Patty, holding you and your boys in the light. ❤️

  • octogirl
    octogirl Member Posts: 2,434

    Patty, sending you my love, prayers and light. We all love you and let that love surround you. Blessings,

    Octogirl

  • PattyPeppermint
    PattyPeppermint Member Posts: 8,950

    hey. The emotional pain part is not being controlled and the emotional side is a wreck. Trying to live in the mom

  • micmel
    micmel Member Posts: 10,057

    Patty~I understand completely, but it just shows you how much you're loved. One day or minute at a time. Honey. My two words. Miracle hope. Love you very much ~M~

  • Sara536
    Sara536 Member Posts: 5,937

    Oh, Patty, you must be exhausted. It sounds like you're on an emotional roller coaster. I hope you can get some good sleep in. It will give you the stamina to deal with tomorrow. Your sister must be there by now. I'm hoping she will be able to stay the night with you. Love and peace, Sara.

  • PattyPeppermint
    PattyPeppermint Member Posts: 8,950

    not sure I talked about changes in care. Because of the amount of meds I am taking and my memory hospice is only alllowing me enough meds for 2 days in a row. So after my sis leaves my choices are back in hospice or uncontrolled pain. What a predicament having a very hard time standing and settling. Almost couldn’t get out of tub. Can’t remember anything. Can’t balancecheck book. Or remember much anything

    Just wanna be done. Check out but my body is lagging behind

    Dss are here but so exhausted just trying to fake it best I can.

    Gonna do some loooking around Monday. There has to be more option then hospice house or hospital

    Much love

  • zogo
    zogo Member Posts: 19,738

    Patty, sending love for peace and comfort. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

  • PattyPeppermint
    PattyPeppermint Member Posts: 8,950
    Night. Will work on it starting Monday
  • kjones13
    kjones13 Member Posts: 662

    Patty! I don’t understand...hospice is not controlling your pain? I’m so upset reading this!

    I know you have to be exhausted. Ds’s are going to put on a strong, brave face. That’s just what you do when someone you love is hurting. You have been the best gift to those two and they love and cherish you!

    Hopefully your sisters can be your voice, your advocate! You need to be comfortable.

    I imagine there are many stages of thoughts, from panic, to peace, anxiety, frustration, total exhaustion...deep breaths sweet girl. We are all in your pocket. I hope you can feel the love and prayers wrapping you in a big hug. But most importantly, I hope you feel God’s presence. He is with you and will never leave you. He is your protector and your great physician. He can do anything. And He loves you more than any of us can comprehend.

    I love you sweet patty. Prayers for you and the boys! ❤️❤️❤️

  • mostlymom
    mostlymom Member Posts: 378

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    Holding you tightly in my heart.

    This is my favorite Bev Doolittle painting "Let My Spirit Soar".

  • Chevyboy
    Chevyboy Member Posts: 10,258

    Peppermint!  You want me to come out there and give them a "what for?"  Wth???  Tell them WE all want and need for you to have your pain controlled...  If they can't do that, bring a chocolate coke...…..and I mean it!  xoxo

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  • nancyhb
    nancyhb Member Posts: 235

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    Dearest Patty - Love and light be with you today and in the days to come. I hold you in my heart and carry a prayer for peace and freedom from pain. May your journey be gentle.
  • vargadoll
    vargadoll Member Posts: 1,942

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  • sandibeach57
    sandibeach57 Member Posts: 1,387

    Patty, I am sad you have emotional pain. Please ask for meds, I call them "happy meds" that help with fears, anxieties and overwhelming sadness and grief. It shouldn't knock you out but give you a sense of calm.

    The Hospice RN should know the name of these meds to help you.

    Love and peace to you my online friend.

  • iwrite
    iwrite Member Posts: 746

    Hoping you are able to enjoy some time with your sisters and boys. If you want to stay home, ask your sisters to help get what you need. It’s all about what you want right now Sending you a gentle hug.

  • Stawzie
    Stawzie Member Posts: 7

    I am praying for peace and comfort for you.

    Jesus spoke, “Don't be afraid. Take courage. I am here!"

  • micmel
    micmel Member Posts: 10,057

    oh Patty honey, you’re on my mind and in my heart. I am hoping the way to relieve your stress and give you more comfort finds you soon... you’re so loved. Two words: so loved. ~M~

  • ruthbru
    ruthbru Member Posts: 47,693

    There should be someone on your Hospice team who is your advocate; let your sisters help you sort this all out. You should not be carrying the burden of asking all the questions and making all these decisions alone, especially when you feel so poorly. Hugs and more hugs.....