TIME TO CIRCLE THE WAGONS GIRLS
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Here you go Puppy....0 -
Good Saturday Puppy.
The circle is at the vacation resort that Gina built for us while BCO is undergoing renovations. Come join us here:
http://www.websitetoolbox.com/tool/mb/nosurrenderbreastcancer
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{{{ODALYS}}}
Thank You!
I ask All of My Sisters, to forgive me for starting such "Hate" on the site! I ask My Sisters to forgive "ME" for All that has caused Pain
to others! this is Not and never will be, what I would ever want!!
My Heart is so Broken, I do not know the exacts that happened!
But this I do Know, "Please" "it stops now!"
No More Tears, No More Pain, We can not--nor should we, ever judge! for I My self can not Cast the First Stone! So I can not, and will not, "JUDGE" I will "FORGIVE" let us become, the Sisters so many at bc.org depend on for Love, and support!!
"If We Build It, It Will Come"
Puppy
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Good morning Circle. Hope you all are enjoying your week-end and have some plans or just get to relax.
Shirley, I will never jump ship. If the Mother Ship ever wants rid of me they'll have to make me walk the plank. I can do more than one site. The other one at Ginas is much easier to use, but this one is coming along and it's so huge that it takes time. Although, I do wish they had just left it alone.
Puppy, don't worry about anything. Everything's alright.
Hey Neesie, Z, Candie, and Margaret and all.
Having a bit of trouble with the infusion this morning. I just make myself stay calm. Ok, xanax makes me stay calm. My flush wouldn't give a blood return and I have to push as hard as I can to get the saline to go through. Medicine seems to be dripping in alright, though. So after this med goes thru and I flush before the next one I'll try the blood return again. It'll be alright. This port has served me well. Lots of problems getting it put in but I haven't had any trouble with it since. It got me through chemo and now twice a day antibiotic infusions with 2 different meds and set ups. So it won't mess up now. Right? I hate this crap.
Wishing everyone from Amy to Z a wonderful day.
pals
cheri
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Z - So glad you got a hugaghan.
Puppy - I cannot imagine you starting any hate! Stay here where you are loved and will be protected.
Cheri - You better not go anywhere cause I'm not and it would be awful quiet around here without you.
Sad day for me today. Just found out DH's cousin has a brain tumor. She is just 53yrs old. She had scans of body yesterday - don't know results yet - and will have a biopsy on Sept 24th. Her name is Adele. Please say a prayer.
Hugs,
Sue
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Sue - will say a prayer for Adele.
Puppy - hugs to you.
Cheri - so sorry you are having trouble with the infusion. I am hoping that it will be okay after the flush. If not, you may need to get some TPA put in it. It is the clot busting drug - they had to use it in my port a few times - works really well. Also for some reason sometimes I would have to hold my arm over my head to get the port to work - don't think that is an option for you seeing that you will be doing the infusion. Sending you hugs.
It is really quiet over here - think everyone is over in the Hamptons.
Have a good Saturday everyone.
Hugs,
Suz
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Puppy -- I'm confused. Who exactly are you 'forgiving?' Surely you don't think anyone in the circle started this crap? If you do, then you have been misled once again.
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My heart is heavy today as I am feeling like many of the spokes in the Circle are missing and have moved on. It took me so long to become one of Circle. That was my fault not anyone's here. I was just a little intimated but once I joined in I was welcomed and felt the love. Now I guess I am not ready to move to the Hamptons. I have been there and I have read all your posts so I know what is happening. You all sound so wonderful there. Isn't it odd how I just don't want to change. I feel bc.org got me through the absolute worst time of my life and I am not ready to give it up but at the same time everything feels so different here. With no active thread I feel like I have to search every thread to see what is going on. The people from my Sept 06 chemo thread are gone or just not posting there anymore. I understand we are done with chemo so why stick around there but you would think someone would want to acknowledge we made it a year and are still here to talk about it. Maybe the Lord just wants me to read other threads like the one for the newbies. I don't know. I guess I will just pray about it and see what is next for me. At least I can look forward to my San Diego lunch ladies connecting each month.
Puppy-I sent you an email. Love ya lady.
Everyone from A-Z who is still here please don't feel that I have discounted you on this thread. I am certainly happy to see new posts from you all.
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Puppy you have nothing to apologize for. You caused no turmoil or distrust.
Cheri darling, I'm not jumping ship. Just avoiding the decks till they get the debris picked up.
Hugs hon, infusions suck beans.
Mizsissy? why are you posting a private note? I thought that was a no no?
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Brenda - Don't be sad. I Think of this as my home also and hope the others will soon drift back.
Hugs,
Sue
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Brenda honey, we really aren't gone for good. We just found another place to play while our playground is getting an overhaul. Come play with us please.
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Brenda
Please hang in there. We'll all be back when some of the BCO issues are worked out. BCO is the 'mothership' and we are not planning to leave.
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Shirley, that wasn't a private note. The troll copied and pasted from another thread in the Going Thru Chemo forum.
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Now what has happened since i was gone? Jazz please pm me or cheri or margaret or someone.where is the hamptoms? Dont go without me....You cant leave me in this void that is here now.
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Robin, I tried to IM you on yahoo but you went offline as soon as I im'd you. If you want to chat then you can ping me if you like.
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Well I must say...I am not only confused but incredibly hurt. I guess I have no idea what the "real story" is and I once again stuck out my neck to help a sister and got my throat cut.
Mizsissy..."when did you do anything to hurt anybody"...hmm...calling Puppy and telling her that she was being called a fake and a liar isn't hurtful?
Puppy...What in the world are you apologizing for? Was this all a made up story...a game of some sort? I truly don't understand.
Goodbye BC.org
I will continue the afghans, you may reach me through Madison if she continues to stay.
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Vickie -- my intuition is beginning to tell me that we have all been played by a group of friends. Maybe their intention was to cause trouble in the Circle. I have 4 people that come to mind that I find no longer to be trustworthy. Hmmm.....
The real organized attack was by them against the Circle. Well, two have been exposed for who and what they are and I expect the other two will be seen for their true selves soon enough too.
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I do not know what is going on around here...
MODERATORS????
I know you guys are inundated with work because of the site switchover- but we could use a little help over here!
First: BCO is a wonderful place. It was better than it is now- but I am confident that once they make all the changes and work the kinks out it will return to that happy familiar place it once was. Right now it is going through growing pains. Brenda, I will always post here and keep up here because I love the sisters I made at BCO.
Second: I want this nonsense with Puppy, Myranda and whoever else you are to STOP. And that means LEAVING VICKIE ALONE.
I REALLY WISH THE MODS COULD STEP IN HERE AGAIN!
Puppy, follow YOUR HEART. Do not be lead by people- you are strong and smart and can make your own decisions and DO NOT NEED all this toxic, negative energy around you! You do not have any cause to post apologies or ask people to forgive or be forgiven, you are simply a victim of circumstance here and you need to set yourself free.
Missz or Myranda or whoever you are- WHAT IN HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU? You have taken Drama Queen to the next dimension. THIS IS A BREAST CANCER SUPPORT BOARD. People are here to get love and support and understanding from fellow breast cancer survivors- this is NOT Masters of the Universe where you can come on here and defame other members, post after post after post and cause nothing but discord and hurl adhominem attacks. I HIGHLY DOUBT DR WEISS STARTED THIS WONDERFUL SITE FOR YOUR AGENDA.
JUST. STOP. IT.
Everyone, PLEASE, let this go- IGNORE- (do we still have an ignore button??) If so USE IT.
We need positive energy, compassion, empathy, and genuine caring for and about each other because we have BREAST CANCER.
Don't lose the focus of why we are here- whatever this chick is selling, we don't want it.
VICKIE: You are, without a doubt, the most giving, kind, open hearted person I know- STAY AWAY FROM THIS PERSON and ALL who are involved with her. RISE ABOVE IT. You are too good for this. And this is obviously a situation that has taken on characteristics best suited for an analyst's couch- not a breast cancer support board.
LET US PLEASE HAVE PEACE HERE AGAIN.
NO MORE DRAMA.
Remember why we are here.
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And another thing-
NO ONE CARES ABOUT WHAT IS HAPPENING BEHIND THE SCENES IN THIS LITTLE TRAUMARAMA
KEEP IT TO PM OR PERSONAL EMAIL BECAUSE WE ARE SICK OF READING THIS CRAP.
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Gina - Amen
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BMD, we're not all gone. Don't panic sweetie we're here and you aren't alone.
Shirley, I knew you'd never jump the Mother Ship either. We're just ole hanger-onners.
Jazz, you are a good friend.
Boo, did you mean to imply that I made alot of noise? hhahaha
Suz, actually I do raise my arm over my head sometimes if I've not been up very long. I did get a blood draw the second time i flushed with saline after the first infusion. But I have to use all my strength to push those flushes through but the meds take about the same length of time, go figure. The final flush is always with Heprin. I think it'll work it's way through though. I hope. Scary as the dickens, tho.
I also thought I was confused. Naw, don't think it's us. Oh i do think there is confusion LOL but I just don't think it has anything to do with the Circle of my friends. I see it all clearly.
Hey to Marsha, Iris, Janny, Charlene, Gina,Vickie, Nicki, Odalys, Carrie, Deese, Neesie, Gus, Boo, Christine, Donna, Brenda, Colleen, Karen, Sheri, Amy, Z, CherylCY, CherylG, Madison, MB, Robin, Jankay, Deb, Shel, Tracey, Tricia, and any friends i've left out. Wishing you all an excellent day.
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SUSAN...DO YOU HAVE A HEADACHE TODAY? SOMETIMES THAT HAPPENS WHEN WE DRINK TO EXCESS THE NIGHT BEFORE. CAN YOU HEAR ME ALRIGHT OR SHOULD I SPEAK UP? HAHAHAHHA
Vickie, BCO didn't do this mess with those girls, they did. You are just kind and trying to help. I wuvs yu. Forget all about it all cos it doesn't concern us. We are happy people.
Gina, I don't think i'm the only bad mutha around here. lol You go girl.
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Vickie -- stand strong, girlfriend. The Circle has your back.
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I haven't posted on BCO much since all the "upgrades" began. I must say however, that with all the crap and drama going on, I can see why many are unwilling to do so.
Mizsissy - There are a great many on this site that are your friends, who value your opinions and appreciate your responses. You despise the circle. The answer is easy - just don't post here. Don't come here to read. Go about your merry little life doing your thing without causing anymore hurt or harm. Is that to much to ask?
I don't know and don't care who started what, who said what or who is doing what now. I know who I trust and who I don't. I make my own decisions and form my own opinions.
Let it all go. It's just not worth it.
Liz
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Hi Puppy, we missed you. No need to apologize.
Cheri, my port was my friend during chemo. I didn't have problems with it until after I was done with chemo, when I would have my port flushed every six weeks. The last few times I tried to have it flushed, they had problems so that's when I decided it had to come out.
Sue, prayers to you for DH's cousin. My BIL is having an operation Oct. 1 for his. He's had a slow growing tumor for apparently the last 15 years or so and we just found out about it last year. Apparently this one is growing at the front of his forehead.
Brenda, please don't feel lost (actually, I feel a little lost here too). We are still continuing to come here; it's hard for me just because of the time constraints but I'm doing it. BCO will get it together again but in the meantime, I'm also taking extended weekends at the Hamptons. One of the things I don't like about BCO's change is that I can no longer check the active topics - which was helpful when time was really short.
Robin, sending you a PM.
Vickie, you had better not be going anywhere. We'll get a posse together and bring you back. The magic carpet hasn't been out for a few weeks.
"I don't know and don't care who started what, who said what or who is doing what now. I know who I trust and who I don't. I make my own decisions and form my own opinions." Liz, you said it well.
Margaret
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All's well that ends well.
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Yes, I am hungover. I got my results on my endometrial biopsy and it is B9. I celebrated.
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Good news on the B9 Susan..bad news..nasty hangover...
Congrats on the B9
SoCal
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