Im bitchy, I moan, I groan.....anyway.

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  • AnnNYC
    AnnNYC Member Posts: 236
    edited May 2008

    So much suckiness, so little time!

    Harley, I hope you have better luck tomorrow.

    Felicia, sorry you have to be bothered with these doctors, but here's hoping your sinuses will finally clear up and sense of smell return...  and you WON'T have to deal with h2b's x...

    Hugs to you, DebC,

    Good luck packing, Traci,

    Megs, I'm STILL laughing about "opposite day"!

    And a hearty "Sorry, that sucks" to all!

  • revkat
    revkat Member Posts: 122
    edited May 2008

    I haven't posted before on this thread, because I'm not nearly as funny as most of you, and my sucky things have been sort of every day cancer type sucky things but this weekend . . .

    My mil had IDC stage 1 diagnosed 4 years ago -- lumpectomy, rads, arimidex. Earlier this year they thought they spotted some calcifications in the same breast so she went for an MRI. She lives in the rural midwest so that involved some travel and a 2 week wait for an appointment. Then her onco was on vacation so she had to wait 3 weeks for an appointment for him. So she went on Friday and, (can you guess?) somehow her records have all been lost. The MRI stuff never came and they can't even find the last mammo. I just want them to biopsy that sucker for her, but I guess she would rather avoid that. So they are sending her back for another MRI in (drumroll please) another two weeks!!!!!!!!! That sucks. My dh is a mess with my diagnosis, and now with his mom as well.

    And then, got a call from a long-time acquaintance. Last fall he quit his teaching job (of 20 years, that he liked) to take one in administration with more pay. He hated it and quit after 3 weeks. Fortunately for him the original school district hired him back, but at a different school, which he hasn't liked and has bitched about all year. So he asks how I'm doing, and I say OK and he says that's how he feels about his job. And then he asks how much more treatment, and I say 2 rounds, last one the first week of June, and he says that's about how long he has to stand this class he hates teaching.  WTH? I'm sorry, I didn't ask for cancer, I didn't quit two perfectly good jobs in two months, not liking your job is not the same as having somthing that could KILL you, and he knows that my job (that I love) will probably end (it's a temp position) before I recover from this. I've taken to not answering the phone if caller ID shows it's him (he's an exercise buddy of dh, so often calls him.)

    (Ps. I loved the thong story too, my girls (teenagers) were horrified, but it sure made me laugh "opposite day". So great)

  • sam408
    sam408 Member Posts: 474
    edited May 2008

    revkat -- Glad to have you join us. That sucks about your MIL's records being lost. My MIL also lives in a rural area and waited 2 months for a biopsy and then 6 weeks to see the doctor for the report. I would've lost my mind in that time -- I kept pushing her to call, but she wouldn't do it. I guess she's used to slower medical care because of where she lives.

    DebC - Hope you can feel our hugs. The crap you're going through sucks.

    Harley - Get to that dentist girl. I found mine on the internet. He advertised patient comfort and he's great at it. He has even mastered standing a certain way beside you so that you don't see the big needle coming. I love him. Wish I could send him to you.

    Cris - Glad the blues are at bay for a while.

    I know I'm missing a bunch, but I want to say a big that sucks to all  suffering from inconsiderate acquaintances, ridiculous vet bills, insurance woes and whatever else might be coming your way.

    My only bitch for today is I had a follow up with my BS and she's not happy with the way the PS is having me treat the wound. BS is more aggressive and wants me to clean and dress it 3 times a day instead of just once like the PS had me doing. She also wants me in a bra 24/7 to reduce the weight of my breast pulling it open. Gotta do what I gotta do, but this thing turns my stomach when I look at it and now I gotta do it 3 times a day. . .sucks.

  • Traci-----TripNeg
    Traci-----TripNeg Member Posts: 567
    edited May 2008

    Deb, I know I should know this but....what chemo are you taking? I'm so sorry you've got to do more tomorrow. And, the next time, and, the next time. That really sucks girl.  Frown

    Happy belated mothers day to all those that wanted to be a mother and for whatever reason, aren't.

    Hugs, Traci

  • sueper13
    sueper13 Member Posts: 360
    edited May 2008

    Hi all,

    THAT SUCKS!!!  

    Otter, your post made me laugh and then cry.  You word it so well and I feel you, sister.  My left breast is in a jar as well, it just hit me so true, what you said.

    Harley, have you considered just keeping the brown tooth?  Dentists suck!!

    revkat, that sucks about your mil. And insensitive "friends" suck.

    Annie Oakley guns?  Can we wear prairie skirts, and those boots that you have to button with a hook?!?!?!?  I love those boots!!!!  Where is the dreamers thread, and is it as sickly sweet as it sounds? (sorry, not very sensitive).....

    Deb, I am so sorry you have to deal with clueless people and mets. You seem like someone I would love to meet and know.  Your posts make me laugh every time, except when they make me cry.  Know that I am pulling for you, and will listen whenever.

    Anybody, I missed, I SUCK!!!  SORRY!!!!!

    Love, Sue 

  • jdash
    jdash Member Posts: 54
    edited May 2008

    this day sucked BIG TIME for me   went to the neurologist after work  had a  5 30 appt  sat there for 1 1/2 hr being tortured  took a xanax  boy does that relax you when you need it!  actually liked the doctor- he said i seem pretty strong to him afer all the tests he did but  he said my smile was a bit off and it could all come from tmj but

    said we will do an MRI of your head !WELL THAT SUCKS BIG TIME  i told him i didnt want to do it but of course i knew i would have to so i told him i dont do well with the waiting so they got me in tonite at

    10 45  who ever heard of an office that does MRI;s so late at nite

    SO THATS MY SUCKY DAY   i am back to his office later tonite

    want to stay in my bed and pull the covers over my head! he told me he would call me at 7 in the morning after he reads it so i didnt have to wait- IT ALL SUCKS but i have to say I loved this doctor!

    ugh ugh ugh! i hate MRI's especially of my head  hopefully they will find nothing there but my perfect brain!

  • jdash
    jdash Member Posts: 54
    edited May 2008

    this day sucked BIG TIME for me   went to the neurologist after work  had a  5 30 appt  sat there for 1 1/2 hr being tortured  took a xanax  boy does that relax you when you need it!  actually liked the doctor- he said i seem pretty strong to him afer all the tests he did but  he said my smile was a bit off and it could all come from tmj but

    said we will do an MRI of your head !WELL THAT SUCKS BIG TIME  i told him i didnt want to do it but of course i knew i would have to so i told him i dont do well with the waiting so they got me in tonite at

    10 45  who ever heard of an office that does MRI;s so late at nite

    SO THATS MY SUCKY DAY   i am back to his office later tonite

    want to stay in my bed and pull the covers over my head! he told me he would call me at 7 in the morning after he reads it so i didnt have to wait- IT ALL SUCKS but i have to say I loved this doctor!

    ugh ugh ugh! i hate MRI's especially of my head  hopefully they will find nothing there but my perfect brain!

  • Harley44
    Harley44 Member Posts: 2,126
    edited May 2008

    jdash,

    I hope your MRI goes well, and I'll be praying for good results!!
    I'm glad that your dr. is going to give you your results early tomorrow morning... that is wonderful, so you don't have to worry for days!

    Sue,

    I am seriously thinking, "it's not too bad!"  and I bought some new toothpaste with whitening in it, so I'll see how it goes tomorrow, when I call these dentists.

    My neighbor hates the dentist so much that she just doesn't go, and her teeth are looking bad.  But, I understand the fear.

    Everyone I may have missed, a BIG THAT SUCKS to all!

    Harley

  • AlaskaDeb
    AlaskaDeb Member Posts: 1,159
    edited May 2008

    Doctors and dentists and insurance...Oh, my!

    It all SUCKS!!!!!

    Traci - I HATE packing.  Just thinking about it is enough to make me head for bed and pull the covers over my head!  And why is it no matter when you start you are NEVER ready when the truck is ready to be packed.  I swear our stuff multiples when it knows we have to get it in boxes.  I swore I packed stuff I never knew I had when we moved.  Packing sucks!

    I am doing Avastin, Taxol and Zometa.  On the first week I get all 3 drugs, on week 2 it is just Taxol and then week 3 is Avastin and Taxol.  Then I get a week off.  It sucks, but it looks like ti is working (fingers crossed) so I guess it is worth it!  The alternative sucks, so I might as well get over my pity party....

    OK girls, I am all buzzed on my steroids and I can't sit still.  I'm going out in the yard for a bit while it is not raining.  I hope you all have a non-sucky day!

    Deb C

  • MissShapen
    MissShapen Member Posts: 3,963
    edited May 2008

    jdash, Wow, I've never seen an MRI scheduled so quickly! He didn't give you time to change your mind! Sounds like a great doc. I hope it comes back all clear. This is some scary crapola! I'll be praying for you as we all await your results first thing in the morning!

    Traci, I feel for you, girlfriend, with the tribulation of moving! I think I'm going to live in this house forever, just so I won't have to pack it up. I will say one thing... the new house will be SO CLEAN! That's the one thing I like about moving. A sparkling clean home! Plus, the old house is so easy to clean when it's empty! Someone mentioned their garbage getting packed..... we had garbage packed and moved from Europe back to the states. LOL Hide the garbage!!!

    Deb, I am so thrilled that the chemo regimen is working for you. With each pain, try to visualize a pacman head eating away at all the bad crap inside of you. He's gonna eat all the cancer cells and then you're gonna poop him out in a giant rock and flush him into the depths of the sea, never to be heard of again.

    [Then your mom's gonna get to tell all your friends and acquaintances about it.]

    revcat, welcome to the bitch line. Don't worry about being funny. You only have to know how to bitch to post here. :-) So sorry about your MIL. All that waiting has got to be awful for her. Poor thing!

    Harley, you get your beehind to the dentist with that black tooth! Bawk bawk bawk. Like I keep telling one of my friends who needs to go, but is afraid,"It only hurts for a few seconds while they're numbing it!"

    Hanna, I'm so glad you're back to normal. All that cleaning and crap scared me to death. I thought someone had killed you and gotten the clone of you from under the porch.  We need the crazy, nutball Hanna, not some Cleaver beaver.

    Sheila, sorry you have to do so much cleaning and dressing changes of the boobers, but I think your BS is right. I have read so many stories of infections and such....

    Otter, hang in there!

    A big THAT SUCKS to all.

    Love you all,

    Miss S

  • drcrisc
    drcrisc Member Posts: 134
    edited May 2008

    Hi all,

    I actually had a decent day which was a good thing because it was my BIRTHDAY!!  And I didn't have to remind anyone...

    So many sucky things today...

    Harley - how about some White Out for that tooth?!  I think I have some somewhere... Sealed

    Sheila - I agree with Miss S.  Changing your dressing 3 x a day sucks, but infections suck more!

    jdash - glad you got your MRI so fast.  Hope all is well.

    Hanna and Felicia - Move on over, pardner! 

    Deb C - Glad you got through the yucky-sucky part.  Hope the steriods calm down soon.

    To anyone I missed - a go-large "That Sucks!"

  • [Deleted User]
    [Deleted User] Member Posts: 2,728
    edited May 2008

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    edited May 2008

    Cristine:

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  • jdash
    jdash Member Posts: 54
    edited May 2008

    its 9:00 am and i didnt get my phone call from doc yet-  i slept with the phone next to my ear and my friend coincidentally called me at 7:00 when the doc was supposed to and i almost had a stroke! i called his office but it was closed and left a message so i got up and got on the train to NYC for work ! the reason he got me in so fast is becos I INSISTED !!! i would not take an appt wed at 9 45

    I told him my bc history and that i am tortured by the wait and he understood and got me in right away-  it wasnt because he wanted to it was becos i wouldnt give up till he called the scheduler-  thats what you have to do when you want something-  you have to ask for it and keep asking till you get the answers you want-  good lesson i learned from this whole bc thing!  ugh  did i just say good??? CANCER SUCKS BIG TIME! I HOPE THIS DAY ISNT MY SUCKIEST!

    KEEP PRAYING FOR GOOD RESULTS-  funny thing is i will be happy with anything he tells me besides brain mets -look what bc does to us Foot in mouth  happy with any other disease than cancer  

  • jdash
    jdash Member Posts: 54
    edited May 2008

    and one more thing...... Traci  thank you for starting this topic

    i love it and dosent it feel good to be able to post here !  just saying CANCER SUCKS makes me feel better

  • LorenaB
    LorenaB Member Posts: 91
    edited May 2008

    A big HUG and "that sucks" to all of you.  Jdash, I hope you hear from the doc and get good news soon! 

    Thanks to all of you for making me smile a little bit, I'm feeling crappy today and need to find something to cheer me up.  My dbf was over last night and I'm sure he was tired of hearing me complain about being bald and sick and boring -- but geez, couldn't he have made one nice, reassuring, loving comment to make me feel better?  I mean, I'm glad he's sticking around and his hugs and his presence mean a lot to me -- but when I'm feeling this blue it's just not enough.  I just cried and cried after he left.

    Maybe if I start moving these chemo drugs will begin to work their way out of my system.  Blech.    

  • Hanna
    Hanna Member Posts: 228
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  • [Deleted User]
    [Deleted User] Member Posts: 344
    edited May 2008

    Oh, my.  I'm way behind.  I'll have to catch up later.  I've read a few posts, and when I read Amy's quote I had to share this story of "anger."  I'm only sharing part of it, OBVIOUSLY.  I soooo feel for this mom.

    This story is about Adam.  He was dxd with stage IV Wilms Tumor.  It's a form of kidney cancer.  He was three at diagnoses, and is now four. 

    While visiting my dd this weekend she told me what this mom wrote.  She was letting out her anger.  I thought GOOD FOR YOU!

    THIS TRULY SUCKS:

    http://www.caringbridge.org/cb/viewJournal.do?method=executeInit

    "Now that I have told you what is going on, can I be honest and tell you how I feel right now and over the last few days. My emotions have gone from extreme saddness to a lot of ANGER!!!! Let me tell you why I am so angry!

    --I am angry because our 4 year old has become so familiar with the hospital that it is normal to him and refers to it as his.

    --I am angry because when he meets new friends we say...this is so and so, he has cancer just like you. Instead of he likes baseball too..

    --I am angry because when I take Adam to the bathroom instead of saying "hit the water" I say, be careful with your IV and don't let it come out..

    --I am angry that instead of learning to write his letters at school, he has learned the names of all his chemo. drugs and learned to give himself shots..

    --I am angry that when we walk out into the hallway Adam says, wait--I need my mask!

    --I am angry because our 4 year old now weighs 2 pounds more than our 15 month old.

    --I am angry that I feel like I now have "visitation rights" to see Austin and Alyssa.

    --I am angry because I feel so angry!!

    --I am angry because there is still no cure for this horrible disease and I know that someone else will endure this same journey.

    --I am angry that it took a "nightmare" like this for me to realize the importance of every day and how insignificant so many things that use to worry me really are.

    --I am angry that although I believe God is in control and have faith that he will cure Adam, I still feel fear and saddness when I hold my child.

    --I am angry because I want to scream and can't, so, I have to write this in order to get it out!!

    Please forgive me for the explosion of emotions. I hope it doesn't change your feelings towards me. You all always comment on our strength. I am not sure how truthful that is. My strength is only God given, because my earthly body is definitely weak! Please continue to pray for Adam and our family, as you provide us with more comfort than you can imagine. I know this is just a phase of "grief" that I am feeling. I do believe that God has a plan for Adam and our family. I believe God has special jobs for Adam to do that will change lives. My hope is, however, that Adam is changing lives now. Please don't wait until tomorrow to do something you can do today. Love your children. Hold them and let them know how much they mean to you. Play with them instead of cleaning your house or mowing to lawn. Do things and don't wait. I promise you, you never know what tomorrow will bring. This has been a hard way to learn these lessons of life. My hope is that no one else that I know will learn this way. Take each day as if it is your last. You can't go back!!

    We hope to be home tomorrow afternoon. I will pray relentlessly tonight to remove my anger and emotion so that our time home will be glorious.

    With love,

    Sharon"

    I hope you didn't mind me sharing this story.  When I read her comments I thought we not only needed to share our good times, but ALSO our anger and disappointments.  We are so fortunate to have a place right here to do so.  Most people do not understand what we are/have been going through.  Even though this mom's trials are so different from ours, I believe we can understand the anger with which she's going through. I just want to grab her and hug her.  However, I'm sure there's a great support group (or at least I hope so) where her child lives much of the time.

    Shirley

     
  • lvtwoqlt
    lvtwoqlt Member Posts: 765
    edited May 2008

    shirley, no I don't mind you sharing this story. We have a woman at church who's 16 yr old son has an inoperable brain tumor around his brain stem and they are going through alot now at St Jude's.

    Another bitch about insurance here. My DH is on a blood pressure medicine (Diovan) our insurance had it at $50 for a 3 month supply. Last week I had the doctor fax in the prescription for this and 2 other medicines. When I got the medicine, my bill was 48 dollars more than it was 3 months ago. I checked and they moved the diovan to the higher payment tier April 1 and did not notify me (50 to 85). His other medicines went up less than 10 dollars each. When I called they said that all the medicines were re-evaluated on the first and the price increase went into effect then and there is a lower cost alternative blood pressure medicine that he could take but we need to go to the doctor and have a new prescription faxed in to be filled! My husband is a long haul trucker and it is hard to get him home for an office visit. The thing is 2 yrs ago the medicine that they are recomending, was what he was on when the doctor gave him samples and with the first prescription for that medicine, they suggested Diovan as a low cost alternative.  I am fighting to get a refund of the difference. Don't know if that is going to happen.

    Sheila

  • Harley44
    Harley44 Member Posts: 2,126
    edited May 2008

    Miss S.

    I got an appt. tomorrow afternoon, at 1:45pm, so I'll be scarce... not around here. 
    In fact, I have to go out and apply for a job, since I keep spending so much money...  yick!!

    BTW, the spot has lightened considerably, but I have to get things checked out.  I think the receptionist said that I could get a cleaning some time in June, but first things first.  She was VERY NICE!  She even had an appt. today, but I chickened out... BAWK BAWK BAWK!  LOT IT!!!  Thanks for making me laugh!

    Cristine,

    Thanks... I would LOVE to just put wite out on that spot!

    Happy Birthday, belated....

    Harley

  • smithlme
    smithlme Member Posts: 383
    edited May 2008

    On Otter's recommendation, I'm coming here to bitch a blue streak...yet again! I met with my genetic counselor yesterday. We had our phone interview last week to go over family history. She plugged my info into her computer and I'm at 67% for BRCA1 and 23% for BRCA2. She personally walked me down to the lab to have my blood drawn, put my bar code sticker on the vial and took it to FedEx to be over nighted to Salt Lake so they'd have it this morning. Hopefully, the results will be in by my June 2 appointment, with her. If I test positive, she's recommending a full hysterectomy, which I will have asap. If I am positive, it will answer my questions as to where this Cancer came from, twice. Then I will know if I possibly have "given" this gene to my 4 children and 3 grandchildren. If I test negative (my hope), I will be a fluke. I am praying I am a fluke.

    All this Cancer crap SUCKS and I want someone to find the reason and the cure...NOW!

    Linda

  • Traci-----TripNeg
    Traci-----TripNeg Member Posts: 567
    edited May 2008

    ((((((((((((((jdash))))))))))))))) Any word?

    This morning I got up, got some coffee, took a shower....I was feeling pretty good.....ready to kick some ass at work! As per usual, I dug into my drug bag and popped my xanax and wellbrutrin. oops....that wasn't xanax....that was ambiem. Surprised I realized this when I started getting dizzy reading emails. I puked at 10:00 and have been half asleep/half working at my computer since then.  Good grief.

  • AlaskaDeb
    AlaskaDeb Member Posts: 1,159
    edited May 2008

    Traci - that sucks.  You need to get one of those "old lady" pill boxed (like my hubby called them.)  I put everything in one for morning and one for evening.  I started that after I took a generic valium instead of my lexapro....oooops!  It also helps for those days when I can't remember if I took the silly pills.  At least this way I can just look in the right day and see.  Find some strong coffee, or a couch for a nap!

    Deb C

  • badboob67
    badboob67 Member Posts: 236
    edited May 2008

    Well, ladies...I've not posted for a while, but I see there's been plenty of suckiness to go around.  "THAT SUCKS!" to all of you!

    I'm having a rotten day. A whole lot of different circumstances have worked together and we're in quite a bad spot right now. Of course this has to happen on the heals of progression and a very *costly* change in treatments. We were planning on adding AVASTIN in a month or two, but there is no freakin' way we can swing the copay on that. I'll see the onc on Thursday and hope that he'll be able to start the paperwork for assistance.  This is just plain ridiculous! My husband works as many hours as they'll allow (which has been less than 32 a week for the last several), we don't GO anywhere or DO anything...we don't BUY anything besides food and gas...AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH  My husband DID get an offer for a SECOND job, but his current boss told him he would be fired if he took it.  SWEET. I actually had an SSI caseworker tell me this morning that we are "well off" and my Medicaid (secondary--been relying on it to help with copays and prescriptions) is going to be canceled. WTF???? What are we supposed to do?????  You know, we've never been "well off", but we were at least able to pay our bills and have a special treat every now and then...........BEFORE CANCER. I hate that my dh and kids are going to suffer for years to come because of the $$$$ aspect of this crappy disease!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

    I just want to scream until my throat bleeds.

    that sucks... 

  • otter
    otter Member Posts: 757
    edited May 2008

    My brain will only let me go as far back as Nicki's cowgirl pic.  That's Annie Oakley, isn't it?  Thanks for the inspiration.  She looks like she wouldn't hesitate to shoot someone who messed with her. Can I take her along tomorrow, when I go for my 3rd Taxotere/Cytoxan tx?

    ...Which brings me to Harley-with-the-tooth.  You will be in your dentist's chair at the same time I'm in my chemo chair tomorrow. Wanna trade?  I hate dentists, but with my ever-increasing exposure to medical  procedures, I now realize there are worse things.  A blown vein, with Taxotere & Cytoxan leaking into the back of my hand, comes to mind.  (I'm not saying that has happened yet, but it's a recurring nightmare I have.)  As they come at you with those medieval devices, just ask for some good drugs.

    . ..but don't do what Traci did, and take the wrong good drug at the wrong time.  Ambien instead of Xanax... WTF?  Timing is everything.

    Shirley, that story about the little kid with Wilms' tumor and his mom's anger and frustration is so sad. I just can't imagine being a parent and watching my child having to deal with all these things we're dealing with, along with just being a child.  Who wrote that script, anyway?  Who made those rules?  Watch out, I don't want to offend anyone with how I feel about things being "for a reason," but I really can't think of any good reason why a 4-year-old kid should suffer like that.  Sorry. It just sucks.

    DebC, I hope you are feeling better today.  Things have been really sucky for you, and you deserve a break.  Hey, do you like to play outside?  Maybe you could go catch me some fresh salmon, if something is running right now, and quick-freeze it and send it to me.  I know they do that, 'cause my dh and I went fishing on the Kenai oh-so-many years ago, and brought back 5 nice sliver/coho salmon as checked baggage.  Don't go to any trouble on my account, though...   :)  (otters love fish!)

    Linda, you will get this genetic testing thing out of the way, and you will get your life back.  After the good path report, it would have been nice to have had a break from sucky things for awhile, yes?  I would offer to chant, "negative BRCA, negative BRCA," but that did me no good whatsoever with my Oncotype results.  It just made the score higher, so I'll shut up.

    And, finally, to those of you who are battling with insurance companies or pharmacies or employers .... that just SUCKS!  I keep waiting for something to happen with my insurance coverage.  So far, I've been really lucky; but sooner or later there will be a mis-entered CIP code, or a clerk who took Ambien instead of Xanax, or somebody who just hates their job... and I'll end up with a claim denial.  My chemo treatments are costing around $6,000 each, but so far it's all been covered.  I do have some tiny little claims that are outstanding, like my Oncotype test, but no news is good news, right?

    I'll be going to chemo camp tomorrow, and it will be late when I get home; so keep the light on for me.

    otter 

  • AnnNYC
    AnnNYC Member Posts: 236
    edited May 2008

    Diane, I don't understand how an employer who can't provide more than 32 hours of work per week can deny his employee (your DH) the right to take on extra work elsewhere - WTF???

    (But YOU are worth more than all the $$$$$ in the world to your family, don't forget that.)

    Love and THAT SUCKS to all,

    Ann

  • jdash
    jdash Member Posts: 54
    edited May 2008

    traci  i cant believe you did that  -  i always worry about popping the wrong pill

    well this dosent SUCK -  MY MRI came back great

    doc says my brain is perfectly normal   first time anyone ever told me i am perfectly normal  hahahaa Foot in mouth

    out to celebrate

    and off to the dentist for TMJ

  • [Deleted User]
    [Deleted User] Member Posts: 344
    edited May 2008

    I don't know which page I stopped reading.  I left town last Friday and returned Monday.  So, if I repeat myself IGNORE me!  I've got several more pages to read.  And I must watch American Idol tonight..forgot last week.  I think I already posted that AND IT SUCKED!   BeastyBabe, when I first read your post a few days ago I started to respond.  Then the phone rang.  Your post brought me to tears.  You're the same age as my oldest daughter.  Sweetie, we know about being scared.  It's just not fair!  I don't think I've responded to your post (if my memory serves me right).  Hang in there.  And please come back often and let us cry with you.  Of course I've got several more pages to read...you may have posted again without me knowing.  I'm giving you a {{{{{{{{{BIG HUG}}}}}}}}}}}!   Hanna, what a beautiful story.  I had not seen it on TV or heard about it.  Thanks so much for sharing.   Damn, Felicia, you're still having sinus problems!  Geez!  Bless your pea-picking heart.  That really sucks!  And now an Oral dentist?  And yeast infection and thrush!  And back to the onc!  You must be in love with SUCK!  Right now I think you win the prize!  Okay, the post I'm reading is from May 6.  And today's the 13th.  Geez, I've got more catching up to do and I hope the sinus issue ends by the time I get there.   Bin, I'm sorry, but I had to laugh at your post.  I can see the lawn mower dragging you around!  LOL  I know, it's not funny cuz you hurt yourself.  I think the riding mower would be safer for you.  I DO NOT DO LAWNS!  Neither does my dh.  He hires the boy next door.  When he goes off to college I hope my dh can get on the riding mower that's been used about twice.    I don't get to have my house cleaned by someone.    Yogi, by all means call someone about your mail.  When we were building we were the only house on this block.  We would come over often and check.  My dh was using a flash light one night doing some work because he didn't like what the contractor did.  Anyway, this crazy man on the street behind us came over to check who was here.  He had a gun.  Then one day there was a little poodle on our porch.  The girls and I road in front of his house to ask if his poodle was missing.  He then starts accusing me of "hitting" his mailbox (stealing).  Maaannnn, I got mad!  That's been almost 30 years ago.  The man was a nut case.    ShopMama, hope you get that MRI.  I hate my insurance company too.  I used to have the BEST!  I won't go into details.  But it SUCKS!   Loki, your stupid PS!  I would have thrown up in his office!  HA!  That would have taught HIM a stupid lesson to talk to his patient like that.  How horrible!  That's just plain wrong!   Lisa, you are sweet to your dental patients.  I love hygienist who put us at ease.  Lord knows I sit in those dentist chairs enough.  I've almost paid for his boat!

    I'm on page 58!  Three more to go.  But I have to watch American Idol at 8 PM.   Hi Harley!  Sweetie, your case managers do not know how your insurance works.  They're idiots!  Don't get me started!   I'm with you, Badboob (referring to page 58..LOL)...about crappy insurance and mean doctors and Walmart not letting us have our merchandise and that we need a cure and it would save insurance a lot of $$$$ and it sucks that you have to go to the SS office WITHOUT an appointment!  IT ALL SUCKS!   Sheila, sorry about the dog throw up.  I have a cat that loves to do that!   Pia, it's nice that you had someone else to clean up the throw up.   Marsha, I love your pills.  I want some.   Deb, a tattoo!  You are brave!  You guys are going to have a ball.  You must post pics after it's done!    I see where I posted a couple of posts on this page.  I won't reply to myself.   Otter, it's sweet that dh cooks most meals.  But they can still be a pain in the ass!  Mine cooked while I was doing chemo.  And cleaned the kitchen most of the time.  But he didn't clean the house.  Guess that was too much. LOL   Sheila, I still have my VCR.  Yep, I need to upgrade to a DVR.   Badboob, darn, what's wrong with people!  I'm sorry you have to be "fitted" again for a stupid bra.  I know how that feels.  I just LOVE looking in the mirror with my new bra a new prosthesis.  Looks really sexy!   Lorena, great that your chemo is done!  Oh, I remember that day so well.  I was sooooo happy.  And you've got a son that is will to keep an eye on your head.  How cute!   Loki, loved the ripped pants story!  And the thongs!  You had me laughing.    Okay, I'm off to start watching the Idols in a few minutes.  Gotta go pee!  I'll catch up on the next three pages later..hell, by the time I get back it will have probably grown to seven pages! Shirley

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    edited May 2008

    I don't know which page I stopped reading.  I left town last Friday and returned Monday.  So, if I repeat myself IGNORE me!  I've got several more pages to read.  And I must watch American Idol tonight..forgot last week.  I think I already posted that AND IT SUCKED!  

    BeastyBabe, when I first read your post a few days ago I started to respond.  Then the phone rang.  Your post brought me to tears.  You're the same age as my oldest daughter.  Sweetie, we know about being scared.  It's just not fair!  I don't think I've responded to your post (if my memory serves me right).  Hang in there.  And please come back often and let us cry with you.  Of course I've got several more pages to read...you may have posted again without me knowing.  I'm giving you a {{{{{{{{{BIG HUG}}}}}}}}}}}!  

    Hanna, what a beautiful story.  I had not seen it on TV or heard about it.  Thanks so much for sharing.  

    Damn, Felicia, you're still having sinus problems!  Geez!  Bless your pea-picking heart.  That really sucks!  And now an Oral dentist?  And yeast infection and thrush!  And back to the onc!  You must be in love with SUCK!  Right now I think you win the prize!  Okay, the post I'm reading is from May 6.  And today's the 13th.  Geez, I've got more catching up to do and I hope the sinus issue ends by the time I get there.  

    Bin, I'm sorry, but I had to laugh at your post.  I can see the lawn mower dragging you around!  LOL  I know, it's not funny cuz you hurt yourself.  I think the riding mower would be safer for you.  I DO NOT DO LAWNS!  Neither does my dh.  He hires the boy next door.  When he goes off to college I hope my dh can get on the riding mower that's been used about twice.    I don't get to have my house cleaned by someone.   

    Yogi, by all means call someone about your mail.  When we were building we were the only house on this block.  We would come over often and check.  My dh was using a flash light one night doing some work because he didn't like what the contractor did.  Anyway, this crazy man on the street behind us came over to check who was here.  He had a gun.  Then one day there was a little poodle on our porch.  The girls and I road in front of his house to ask if his poodle was missing.  He then starts accusing me of "hitting" his mailbox (stealing).  Maaannnn, I got mad!  That's been almost 30 years ago.  The man was a nut case.   

    ShopMama, hope you get that MRI.  I hate my insurance company too.  I used to have the BEST!  I won't go into details.  But it SUCKS!  

    Loki, your stupid PS!  I would have thrown up in his office!  HA!  That would have taught HIM a stupid lesson to talk to his patient like that.  How horrible!  That's just plain wrong!  

    Lisa, you are sweet to your dental patients.  I love hygienist who put us at ease.  Lord knows I sit in those dentist chairs enough.  I've almost paid for his boat!  

    I'm on page 58!  Three more to go.  But I have to watch American Idol at 8 PM.  

    Hi Harley!  Sweetie, your case managers do not know how your insurance works.  They're idiots!  Don't get me started!  

    I'm with you, Badboob (referring to page 58..LOL)...about crappy insurance and mean doctors and Walmart not letting us have our merchandise and that we need a cure and it would save insurance a lot of $$$$ and it sucks that you have to go to the SS office WITHOUT an appointment!  IT ALL SUCKS!  

    Sheila, sorry about the dog throw up.  I have a cat that loves to do that!  

    Pia, it's nice that you had someone else to clean up the throw up.  

    Marsha, I love your pills.  I want some.  

    Deb, a tattoo!  You are brave!  You guys are going to have a ball.  You must post pics after it's done!    I see where I posted a couple of posts on this page.  I won't reply to myself.  

    Otter, it's sweet that dh cooks most meals.  But they can still be a pain in the ass!  Mine cooked while I was doing chemo.  And cleaned the kitchen most of the time.  But he didn't clean the house.  Guess that was too much. LOL  

    Sheila, I still have my VCR.  Yep, I need to upgrade to a DVR.  

    Badboob, darn, what's wrong with people!  I'm sorry you have to be "fitted" again for a stupid bra.  I know how that feels.  I just LOVE looking in the mirror with my new bra a new prosthesis.  Looks really sexy!  

    Lorena, great that your chemo is done!  Oh, I remember that day so well.  I was sooooo happy.  And you've got a son that is will to keep an eye on your head.  How cute!  

    Loki, loved the ripped pants story!  And the thongs!  You had me laughing.   

    Okay, I'm off to start watching the Idols in a few minutes.  Gotta go pee=empty my bladder, void, urinate!  I'll catch up on the next three pages later..hell, by the time I get back it will have probably grown to seven pages!

    Shirley