TIME TO CIRCLE THE WAGONS GIRLS

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  • nosurrender
    nosurrender Member Posts: 737
    edited November 2011

    Wow it has been a long time...

    After finally retrieving my password, I was able to log on again. I went straight to my old PMs because I wanted to read some of the many, many PM's Nicki and I shared. I saw so many names of sisters who are no longer here.

    I did not know that Nicki was at the beginning of a new trail, a beautiful, peaceful trail that leads to a waterfall in an opening of the forest. There, Distored Humor is waiting for her. She will climb on and ride - free of pain, worry and every trace of cancer. She won't be alone. All those who have gone before her are waiting... and they will keep watch over our circle from the stars.

    Nicki was one of my first friends here. She is strong, funny, sassy and a joy to know. I hate we are losing her, but I don't want her to suffer anymore either. This is so sad.

    May she feel the peace of God by her side now and may He bless Terry and her family at this very hard time.

    Nicki- you are forever and it will never be goodbye.

    I love you,

    g

  • crazydaisy
    crazydaisy Member Posts: 100
    edited November 2011

    Ride little palimino, ride till you reach the other side where nothing can ever cause you pain or sadness. Your beautiful words and spirit will forever live on. Prayers for you and your family Nicki, may you all find peace in this sorrowful time.

  • Isabella4
    Isabella4 Member Posts: 1,352
    edited November 2011

    Nicki....love and peace for you.

    Isabella.

  • thats-life-
    thats-life- Member Posts: 169
    edited November 2011

    gosh ladies, those words are beautiful, and the picture is beautiful.

  • justjudie
    justjudie Member Posts: 196
    edited November 2011

    Nicki, our sister, peace and comfort to you. Hope you can feel all the love we are sending to you.





    Judie

  • elmcity69
    elmcity69 Member Posts: 320
    edited November 2011

    (((((nicki)))))))

    prayers, love, thoughts to you, and to those who love you

    <3

    j

  • apple
    apple Member Posts: 1,466
    edited November 2011

    what a thread.. so much love

    prayers again for you Nicki

  • illinoislady
    illinoislady Member Posts: 39,751
    edited November 2011
    IllinoisLady wrote:

    Nicki -- I've known you by all your names and treasure all the "Indian" talks we had for so long.  You have a loving, kind, caring great spirit.  Those parts of you will always be no matter where you are --Paliminoridesagain.

    Loving, gentle hugs,

    Jackie

  • PLJ
    PLJ Member Posts: 65
    edited November 2011

    I never had the honour to know you, Nicki, but I wish you peace and love.

    Hugs,

    PLJ

  • ritajean
    ritajean Member Posts: 4,042
    edited November 2011

    Nicki,  About five years ago I reached out in the early A.M. hours to Illinois ladies, looking for help and companionship before going through the chemo journey.  You were the very first response to my plea for help and I have never forgotten all the encouragement that you offered.  Thank you so much.  It was a very special treat to get to meet you at JanClare's house at the very first Illinois ladies' gathering.  My thoughts and prayers are with you now.  Hugs!

  • Bren-2007
    Bren-2007 Member Posts: 842
    edited November 2011

    Nicki .. thinking of you today and hoping you are without pain and are at peace.

    I miss you and love you,

    Bren

  • wendyk13
    wendyk13 Member Posts: 1,458
    edited November 2011

    Safe journey Nicki to the land of peace and joy, of cloudless skies .... Thank you so much for all your words when a scared little girl first cane here and you said...don't worry, honey...you can do this and I will help. I never forgot.



    Chemosabi rides....forever.

  • zap
    zap Member Posts: 1,850
    edited November 2011

    HI Nicki!  It is so good to see so many of the "original Illinois girls" here with their messages of good will.  I remember you in the early days (five years ago) and you told me you knew about Gillson Park in Wilmette.  I liked walking there and so also did you!  I hope this finds you at peace and painless. You are one proud nurse and you gave so much good care to others.  I hope you are getting the most compassionate care now from others.

  • jaybird627
    jaybird627 Member Posts: 1,227
    edited November 2011

    Sending peace and love and hugs to you Nicki (NNN). Please let me know if I can do anything for you, I am SO close by...

    Janis

  • Mazy1959
    Mazy1959 Member Posts: 254
    edited November 2011

    Love , hugs and blessings to you Nicki. You and all who luv you are in my prayers. Luv, Mazy

  • Nico1012
    Nico1012 Member Posts: 1,152
    edited November 2011

    Prayers for peace and comfort going up for you, Nicki.

    Gentle hugs my friend,

    Nico

  • wendyk13
    wendyk13 Member Posts: 1,458
    edited November 2011

    Nicki...wishing you peace this morning, praying for painfree days.

  • Odalys
    Odalys Member Posts: 929
    edited November 2011

    Thinking of Nicki and wishing her peace.  As someone already said..."Ride little palomino, ride till you reach the other side".....Cry

  • Blundin2005
    Blundin2005 Member Posts: 27
    edited November 2011

    Peace to you Nicki and light every step of the way. 

  • Bren-2007
    Bren-2007 Member Posts: 842
    edited November 2011

    Hi Nicki ... I'm thinking of you today and hoping you are resting and free of pain.

    Missing you and sending love,

    Bren

  • [Deleted User]
    [Deleted User] Member Posts: 344
    edited November 2011

    Nicki, many years ago you invited me to "join" the Wagon Girls.  You gals had so much to say that I couldn't keep up with you. 

    I knew this day would come, but, as usual, I go into DeNile with the hopes it just all goes away.  You, dear friend, have been an inspiration to ALL.  You have been so strong, fought so hard and now it's time to take that last ride.  I pray that your ride will be easy, no storms, and you see the most awesome and peaceful place that God has waiting for you. 

    There have been so many women that had to leave us and I know they will embrace you with so much love.

    We love you, Nicki, AKA Chemosabi and Paliminoridesagain.

  • mamanmidwife
    mamanmidwife Member Posts: 15
    edited November 2011

    thinking of you because i loved all of your names be in peace

  • Bren-2007
    Bren-2007 Member Posts: 842
    edited November 2011

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UvYIjFtPQEk&feature=youtu.be

    I hope the link works.  I'm posting it here for Shokk, who wants to honor Nicki with this Native American song.

    love,

    Bren

  • shokk
    shokk Member Posts: 790
    edited November 2011

    Bren thank you so much for your help.......after all these years I am still such a computer moe......

    Nickster I pray that you are having a pain free day......and that all your dreams are peaceful.......

    your friend.......

    shokker

  • AnnNYC
    AnnNYC Member Posts: 236
    edited November 2011

    That song was beautiful and made me cry -- thanks Shokk and Bren.

    Nicki, sending you my love -- always.

  • beesie.is.out-of-office
    beesie.is.out-of-office Member Posts: 1,435
    edited November 2011

    Chemosabi, Nutty Nurse Nicki, Palaminoridesagain... you are in my thoughts every day. You have always been my inspiration.  I hope that you have peace and are out of pain as you ride through this part of the journey.  

    Much love always, Beese. 

  • retiredlibby
    retiredlibby Member Posts: 23
    edited November 2011

    No more pain, Nicki.  No more sadness, no more fear.  Only light and love and peace for you from now on.  You carry our love with you, always.

    L

  • Bren-2007
    Bren-2007 Member Posts: 842
    edited November 2011

    Nicki .. thinking of you today.  I hope you have peace and are comfortable.

    love you dear friend,

    Bren

  • Octobergirl
    Octobergirl Member Posts: 18
    edited November 2011

    May you feel a circle of love and everlasting peace in your heart. And may you ride on your beloved palomino with the wind in hair and mane.   October

  • marie5890
    marie5890 Member Posts: 111
    edited November 2011

    May the purest of profound peace, serenity and comfort be more powerful than anything else you have ever experienced in this life  be the gift given to your soul at this time Nicki.

    That palamino ride sounds perefect. Perfet joy and profound freedom.