TIME TO CIRCLE THE WAGONS GIRLS

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  • Naniam
    Naniam Member Posts: 586
    edited November 2011

    I am so sorry to come to share some sad but expected news.  We have lost Nicki.  

    Below is the PM I recevied when I checked into FB a few minutes ago.  I have no words.

    Brenda: I am not sure how to let you know and this is the only way I have to contact you. Our Lovely Nicki has passed and is in a pain free peaceful sleep now. The end was very peaceful with Terry stroking her forehead when she took her last breath.
    She was very very comfortable for the end.
    Terry and I and the rest of my family want to thank you and all of Nicki's friends for being so supportive of her over all these many years.
    Please know she is truly at peace now and her suffering is all over.
    Again, thank you for prayers, thoughts and friendship.
    If you could pass this information on to all of her other friends I would be so greatful.
    We are keeping Nick's face book page up if anyone would like to write her a memorial message.
    If you have any questions as always please feel free to get a hold of me.
    Again thank you.

  • footprintsangel
    footprintsangel Member Posts: 35,657
    edited November 2011

    I will miss reading your caring and peaceful note. God

    bless You my friend and see you again. You gave

    me a reasons to see the beauty in everything.

    Hugs and Prayer to Family.

  • thats-life-
    thats-life- Member Posts: 169
    edited November 2011

    thankyou for sharing your message naniam. The many words here have been beautiful, and im sure your friend will have felt them all.

  • bluedahlia
    bluedahlia Member Posts: 302
    edited November 2011

    Thank you Naniam.  We will miss our spunky Nicki.  So hard to think about.

  • Madison
    Madison Member Posts: 859
    edited November 2011

    Rest in peace dear Nicki

  • deborye
    deborye Member Posts: 2,441
    edited November 2011

    Death leaves a heart ache
    No one can heal
    Love leaves a memory
    No one can steal.

    She will be missed♥ 

  • shokk
    shokk Member Posts: 790
    edited November 2011

    Fly free Nickster.........may you new journey be filled with warmth and pain free...........we will miss you so much.......I love you sweetheart...........

    shokk

  • neesie
    neesie Member Posts: 1,110
    edited November 2011

    Just had to come back to the circle tonight.................be at peace now Nicki................thinking of all the 'miles' we have put on our wagons and Magic carpet.................

  • Naniam
    Naniam Member Posts: 586
    edited November 2011

    Our hearts never left the circle or the friends we made here.  So many of them now gone - far to many.

    Nicki, I will miss you in so many ways - Ride with the wind and be free, Chemosabi. 

  • moborn63
    moborn63 Member Posts: 7
    edited November 2011

    Oh Nicki you will be missed. Have a peaceful and loving journy. And we will see you on the other side.

    I want to post the lyrics of a song that is close to my heart. If I knew how to attach it I would. But here are the lyrics. If you want to hear the song here is the link.

    http://youtu.be/elm2xtkCPgY?t=3m9s

    I am including most of the lyrics and I hope it can bring you peace, love and hope has it has me, since I heard it two years ago.

    After the pain. After the tears, After the suffering, For so many years
    my body is letting me down. Even though I said No.
    My soul longs for freedom. So please let me go.

    Cause Heaven waits for me. The gates I can almost see.
    Heaven waits for me. I'll get to sit at his feets. Cause
    Heaven waits for me.

    No more crying, I'll won't be alone.
    My Mother is there waiting, for her child to come to home
    I'm is so sorry, I had to leave you here.
    But if you knew where I was going. You wouldn't shed another tear.

    I traded mortal, for immortality. Gonna a get me some wings
    I wish you could see. Don't cry for me, Don't shed a tear. But whatever
    you do try to make it here.

    Heaven waits for me, Heaven waits for me. Swing low chariot let me ride.
    Swing low chariot let me ride. I fought a good fight. I kept my faith.
    Beware the sting of death. Oh death where is your victory. Of father, thank you
    Thank You. Thank you father. I am finally home.

  • nosurrender
    nosurrender Member Posts: 737
    edited November 2011

    Dear Nicki, it is so hard to fathom, you no longer here. But I know you are close and will keep watch over us. I will miss you so much and I love you. God bless you, rest well, sweet friend.

  • moderators
    moderators Posts: 8,637
    edited November 2011

    Sincere condolences, from all of us here at Breastcancer.org.

    The Mods

  • pickle
    pickle Member Posts: 70
    edited November 2011

    My sincere condolences to all the BCO people that knew Nicki. I did not know her personally but remember some of her wonderful posts and I know from your posts that she was special to all of you. Her original name here " Chemosabi" stood out because that has been our team name for our yearly Run for the Cure.

    Nicki/Chemosabi/Palamino rides again....Peace.

    Respectfully,

    Beth

  • hdangelbaby
    hdangelbaby Member Posts: 412
    edited November 2011

    i am new to this part of the BCO network

    i am 7 months pfc, and 4months since rads

    why in the hell do i feel depressed? all the time?

    i should be "so happy" all of it is "done", says so many of my friends.. why do i feel this way?

    i don't understand

  • valjean
    valjean Member Posts: 1,110
    edited November 2011

    Nicki,



    May God's grace be upon you

    And May you wake cradled

    in the arms of Jesus.



  • Mazy1959
    Mazy1959 Member Posts: 254
    edited November 2011

    God bless

  • wendyk13
    wendyk13 Member Posts: 1,458
    edited November 2011

    Ride free, Nicki!



    To your family...my sincere and heartfelt condolences.

  • Isabella4
    Isabella4 Member Posts: 1,352
    edited November 2011

    Nicki...you will be greatly missed. You were one of the most valued members of BCO.

    Peace to your family as they have to go on without you.

    Isabella.

  • socallisa
    socallisa Member Posts: 10,184
    edited November 2011
  • reesie
    reesie Member Posts: 413
    edited November 2011

    I posted on the Stage IV thread for Nicki (thanks that-life) but wanted to post here too. Nicki was a wonderful person and was so helpful to so many. I'm sorry to lose her but am so grateful that she is pain free now and that her passing was peaceful. Goodbye my friend......ride...

  • Bren-2007
    Bren-2007 Member Posts: 842
    edited November 2011

    NIcki .. thinking of you this morning as you begin your new travels.  I will miss you so much.  You have been my friend for so many years. 

    love you lots,

    Bren

  • bluedahlia
    bluedahlia Member Posts: 302
    edited November 2011

    Nicki was a very strong warrior and defied her doctor's timing.  I will miss her strength,

  • TheShopMama
    TheShopMama Member Posts: 276
    edited November 2011

    Had to come back to the wagon circle where I met so many of my closest sisters.  Chemosabi is now free from the beast.  Ride free, chemosabi!!!  Fly with the dragonflies to new worlds unknown.  I love you and I will miss you.

  • beesie.is.out-of-office
    beesie.is.out-of-office Member Posts: 1,435
    edited November 2011

    Rest in Peace, dear Nicki. 

  • crazydaisy
    crazydaisy Member Posts: 100
    edited November 2011

    Another Angle has gained her wings, RIP Nicki......Chemosabi

  • Dilly
    Dilly Member Posts: 394
    edited November 2011

    Sincere condolences to Nickki's family and friends. What a loss. 

    Rest in peace, and ride free in the wind, dear woman.

    Kathryn

  • Odalys
    Odalys Member Posts: 929
    edited November 2011
    RIP Nicki.  Cry
  • [Deleted User]
    [Deleted User] Member Posts: 344
    edited November 2011

    Nicki, there are no words to express how very sorry I am that you had to leave us.  Selfishly we all wanted you to stay.  You have endured so very much with grace and strength.  You will not be forgotten.  We love you, Nicki. 

    One of my favorite songs and favorite versions.

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w_DKWlrA24k&ob=av2n

  • lizws
    lizws Member Posts: 789
    edited November 2011

    Nicki you are free from all you've endured in the past few years.  I know you are celebrating CY's birthday with her and catching up with all our wonderful friends who have left before you. 

    Soar my friend.....until we chat again.   Hugs

  • marie5890
    marie5890 Member Posts: 111
    edited November 2011

    Wide that beautiful palamino, wind in hair and mane. 

    Rest is blissful peace, Nicki.