TIME TO CIRCLE THE WAGONS GIRLS
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oh my........."latkes ad sour cream"........i'm in!!!!!!
these gummy boobs "ain't that gummy" lol........i'm a hurtin girl today........back to my percocet induced euphoria, just wanted to say "hey"........and find out when my head is scheduled to go on mena's body ahhahaha!
take care girls....... and carrie, i won't even bring my smokes anywhere near you ok?0 -
Wow Kathy sounds like a fun celebration whenever the timing is. I better get my wagon tuned up because thats a long haul from Alabama but Northeast is my favorite part of the US.
Peggy--ROFLMAO--You go girl. I like how you changed the picture from her pono pics and put clothes on Mena. Had me worried when I first clicked on the thread.
O.k. back to work for me but I will be back for the stew when it is ready. Take care. Amy0 -
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Okay ladies...I give you...
Mena BEFORE...
and Mena AFTER...
ROFLMBO!!!!!!!
Peggy
PS: Sorry babe...you asked for it LOLOLOL.
OK, NOW EVERYONE KNOWS WHY I CALL MENA, MASTER---- 
AND SHE CALLS ME PUPPY!!! PEGGY, I'M NOT SAD ANYMORE, YOU ROCK!!!!!!! PUPPY 0 -
Hey girls,
I heard from my MRI's last week, sorry it's taken me this long to post about it, but it takes me forever to type anything, I keep trying and then my post just disappears, so frustrating, so I just give up. But not this time, this is what I know : They 'think' that I do not have mets, but I have a LOT of problems in my spine. They found 6 'benign' tumors in the marrow of the vertabra. 3 in the thoracic spine and 3 in the lumbar spine. Some of these "benign" tumors are compressing my spinal cord, and the thoracic ones are pressing forward on organs, which is probably the pain and lump at and under the ribs. There is major damage, degeneration, and decciation to the vertebra and discs from L1-S1. I have 3 ruptured discs, several broad based bulging discs with small to large annular tears, bilateral facet degeneration resulting in many major cord compressions, spinal stenosis, and deterioration. There is a lot more but I would have to copy the report, there are several pages, 2 full pages on findings of just my lumbar spine, no way I can remember it all. lol. But my brain is okay, lol, my severe headaches are coming from nerve compression from my spine.
I guess it's good news, I hope that they are sure that these 6 tumors are benign, not exactly sure how they know this, because I did ask the onc were they cystic in nature or were they solid mass tumors, she said solid mass tumors, some of which were very large????? Oh well, I'm not going to worry about the mets part.....I'll just hold on to their impression that they don't believe them to be mets....now to try to deal with this pain! Please continue to pray, seems my options are very limited.
Now, I know that I will forget someone or lots of someone's and before I go on, please forgive me, I did take some notes, but I know I didn't cover everyone. I have you all in my daily prayers.
Liz: I don't think I've been out of the medic wagon since you joined us. It's great to have you join this wonderful circle of love and support. Please don't ever worry about "whining", it's not called a whine here at the wagon circle it's a call for help, and that's what we are here for. I pray that everything works out well for you and your in-laws.
Kathy: I want to welcome you and your husband to the circle as well, you both have come to the right place. I hope that your infection is healing and that you are feeling better. I think that it is wonderful that your husband has been so supportive throughout your bc journey. I think for that alone he should be pampered by the circle girls. I am sorry though that he has to have surgery, but am glad that they don't think it's cancer. We will be very happy to help you both in any way that we can. My prayers are with you both.
Kristin : I hope that your first chemo went well. Just drink, drink, drink. It really does help to flush out the toxins quicker. I know that it doesn't seem like it right now, but before you know it, chemo will be over and you will be back to living your life, and chemo will be just a memory! You are in my prayers!
Vickie: I pray that Trenton is found soon, healthy and unharmed. I know that this has to be so hard on you and your daughter. I just wanted you to know that I haven't forgotten either. This past Saturday, Trenton's story was on AMW, and the entire time I was watching it, I was thinking of you and your daughter and how difficult this has been for you. I'm so glad that you had a good visit with your daughter, I know that you miss her, but spending time with her especially now had to be so comforting. You, your daughter, and Trenton are in my thoughts and prayers.
Debbyfive: I am so sorry that your feelings were hurt, but as always you are so sweet and forgiving. Please don't worry about hurting anyone's feelings, you focus on you right now. You have had so much to deal with lately, and your upcoming surgery is more than enough for you to deal with. Please, please, please, take care of you. We are here for you, and I think that you are so kind and giving, you shouldn't have to worry about anything right now but you! So please promise to do that.......just concentrate on taking care of you and letting us take care of you as well. You need your rest, so let go of your worries, and relax and eat, and don't even think of leaving this circle......we love you and are here for you.
Amy: I am sooo sorry about your friend Dana. I pray that she is at peace with her decision and that she can find comfort soon. BTW, I just wanted you to know that I think you are one of the strongest ladies that I've had the pleasure to meet. I can't imagine doing all of the physical labor that you are doing while on chemo, and with mets. Just wanted you to know that you are an inspiration, and thanks for all of the wonderful donkey stories, I look forward every day for an update on what your donkey's are up to, they are so child like, I love it!. Give Mazer the Tazer a big hug for me, some days I feel exactly that way.
Mena: You also amaze me! Just like Amy, I cannot imagine doing all the things that you accomplish with mets, and on chemo. You are such an inspiration to so many! And I love your pictures, well I'm actually really jealous of one, but that's okay, you are beautiful! You are in my prayers every day as well. I know that you are gonna kick this cancer and be stronger than ever!
Deb C.: I'm sorry that you've had a few down days, but you are entitled to as many as you need! You are so strong, I can't imagine facing rads so far from your family. But you handle it so well, and still have so much encouragement for everyone here. You should be a writer as well, I love to read about your drives, the beautiful things that you describe, it's as if I'm there. You have such an expressive way of writing, and I want to thank you for sharing. Your stories have helped me on some pretty down days. I hope that you are feeling better, I would love for you to join me in the Medic tent, you could tell me some more stories, and maybe I could wrap your arm? You are in my thoughts and prayers!
Robin: I hope your doing well this week. Let us hear from you, we are getting ready to make the trip to TN for your scans tomorrow. Hope all is well.
Carrie: My sweet friend, you do so much for others everyday, I am so sorry that you are having such a bad day, I hope that you are feeling better now, you are always in my prayers. I hope you are able to join us in the middle of the circle soon, and let us know how you are.
Denise: I'm so glad that you have an appt. at the Cleveland Clinic, I think you'll be in great hands there. I know that trying to make a decision on something so serious has to be scary, but I know that you will make the right one, and we are all here for you. Praying for you everyday!
Peggy: You crack me up! I love your pictures, I don't know how you find the perfect picture for every occasion, but you do. I want you to know that you brighten my day as well, and just wanted to say thank you!
Nicki: Thank you so much for all you do here. You are the best nurse, always there when we need something. I love reading your updates every day as well. You help so many everyday with your words of comfort.
Jeannie: I hope your appt. with your surgeon went well today, and hopefully it won't be much longer and you can put all of this behind you. I know that you are tired of going to dr.'s, surgeons, surgeries, treatment, and more treatment. You are tough, your just tired. Hopefully you can get some rest soon. We are here for you!
NS: I don't know where to start. You are a great friend! Your posts are so beautiful and so full of love and support for everyone here, just like you! I look forward to reading your updates every day as well. Thank you for starting this wagon circle, and for everything. You do so much for others, your kindness and love surrounds us here! You are a very special person, and you are in my prayers everyday as well.
I would love to be able to come out of the middle of the circle and the medic wagon and be more helpful, but I'm not quite up to it yet, but I am here and want you all to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers every day, and will be checking in more regularly again. Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers!
Love and Hugs,
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(((((JoJo)))))
I just wanted to say...how the HECK do you guys remember everyone's name????? I don't make long posts on here because I can't remember everyone LMAO.
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Ok! Its official lol. I now need 2 pieces of paper to take notes. This is truelly a wonderful place. I love coming here.
First off, who ever it was that says there are losing their long posts. You will see everyone on of my posts is edited. I save as I go along. Like Im gonna do right now!
JoJo: You have touched my heart and I need to start our campfire conversation with you. NO METS - thats fantastic. But, Im reading bits and pieces from the test result and my first question is "What is the treatment plan." Just because they are benign doesnt mean no treatment. I evaluate lots of people everyday, old people, I mean really old people - in their 80's and 90's and they have similiar conditions. Now if they can do it, you surely can, especially with the circle standing behind you. I see them after surgery for rehab. Spinal stenosis and cord compression - thats is really tough to deal with. Liz and I are becoming really good partners at the red cross wagon. I see some healing music, maybe enya? Scalp massage with warm lotion to ease the stress and make the damn headache go away. Good pain meds, good anxiety meds, and some other things - shhhh - I cant talk about!! Some nice warm tea, with a nice breeze coming into the wagon. Just relax tonight! (edited again)
Kristin? Ok your next. We were with you all the way baby! First one is done and the countdown begins. I have a special place in the medic wagon. Let us know how you are and what you need. We are ready, arms open.
Shel: Im so happy the exchange surgery is over. Once you get over the pain from the surgery, when you feel the gummy bears? Well, its nice. I wrote a post on the reconstruction thread. The other night I turned on my side and I felt like I had boobs again. I peaked down my pajama top and they looked like boobs. It was a great feeling. Takes about one month for the swelling to go down to really see what ya got. (edit again)
Debbyfive: you just hang in there. There will be so many of us around on Friday, the doctors wont know what to do.
Roxwood: Rachael, where are you? liz and I could use some help in the medic wagon. Havent talked to you in a while. Thought of you today and was sad that I havent heard from you. Hope all is well, and your just taking a break. Lots of Holidays to celebrate this time of year.
Vickie: you picture was beautiful. And oh I yearn for those good lookin sailors and wacs! (editing again. Now isnt this boring?)
PoohRN: If your reading this, please join us. We have so much fun. Havent heard from you for a while. Hope everything is going fine.
Mena: Man what a good lookin body. I am soooooo jealous. And you dared to challenge Peggy? Ahahaha she gotcha.
Liz: Isnt it so typical. Non compliance with their medications. Cause they dont want them or are they forgetting to take them? Either way, Geez! these old folks could learn a thing or two from all of us.
Kimmie: I thought the same thing. Do me, please do me.
tgirl: Twin sister? ahahahah - I just spit my wine out on the computer. Hmmmmm is there a picture of you somewhere?
Kathy: Prairie oysters: ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!! Your pot luck party sounds like so much fun. Is the circle invited? Can we contribute ideas? You could name the dish after us!! First I wish good luck with your husbands surgery. How scary that must be. Then I wish the best 20th wedding anniverary and 1st year anniversay. Now those are really "rights of passage." Dang breast infection. Come on into the middle of the circle. We have lots of things that will help you heal. So impressive being at the NY Cacner Center. Can you believe this is us saying "oh we just left the cancer center." Three years ago, I would never have believed I would be saying that. Anyways, rough day for you, glad its over.
BeachCottage4Us: Severe asthma is just awful. Lots of mold in the air. Hope your feeling better. The medic wagon has lots of nebulizers and inhalers to help you along the way. And our back rubs are fantastic. Got some warm chicken soup for you. Warm liquids are always so good with asthma.
MB: Im on your bus. And I too miss the chat, but love these discussion boards.
DebC: The way I see it? After tomorrow you are at the halfway mark. Getting close to being done - and how wonderful that will be. I think we in the circle have to plan a special party when Deb finishes rads. What do ya think?
Peggy: Oh how I wish you could see me laugh out loud. Everyday, you do something that puts a smile on my face. So thanks a bunch! BTW: I asked Vickie for good lookin sailors and wacs from that boat of hers. Ohhh Im so excited.
NS: How can we say thank you enough. This thread has ended up being the best thing for me and I know for others. I hope everyone knows they are welcome here.
OK! So now there is me. I am so crazy. So I went to my hair stylist today. Had her cut my hair short in a pixie (I cant belive I am saying that I had it cut short) But for the first time since chemo, I have a style if ya know what I mean. And OMG! I went to my natural color - black - its me again, as I smile and look in the mirror. Only difference is I used to have very long hippie hair!!
Next thing: I see my PS tomorrow with mixed feelings. He is talking about doing nipples and I dont know if I want them or not. I know I should put this in the reconstruction section, but hey, your my friends. A part of me says no way no day, but then something is whispering in my ear to just do it. Then I think, geez more money, more surgery. I am so cofused about what I want to do. Will probably make my decision at the last minute. Just blurt it out to the PS.
And then there is the lump I feel. It in the same spot and feels just like my bc. Surgeon, Onc, and PS dont think its anything to worry about. Ultra sound shows a 1cmm nicely rounded lump. Im not worried about it as much as bothered by it being there. I am so tired of feeling a lump at the five o"clock position of my right breast.
So whew! If I missed anyone, Im sorry. You are all so dear to me.
Nicki (edited 5 more times to save all of this lol)
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Hi Circle-sisters!
My first chemo today went well! Nosurrender, you were right - the actual infusion itself was a piece of cake. In fact, I hate to say it , but I even had some fun, chatting with two other ladies that were there that were BC veterans. I developed a headache during the cytoxan, but they slowed the drip and that took care of it. Thank you all so much for your encouraging words! I had you all with me in my thoughts while I was there and it was such a boost! It is weird now though .I feel like I am sitting here waiting for the sh*t to hit the fan! Dont know when it will hit or how hard .just have to wait to see! LOL. But I know I will get through it, especially with you guys out there helping me!
Kathy I love what you said about respecting diversity. You are in a great position to be able to impact so many people! I am proud to know that you are one of the teachers out there helping to shape our future! Your party sounds great! I am not too far from NY so count me in!
Deb Denial-land, eh? I think I moved in right down the street from you in that neighborhood! It is a great place to live, except for the times when you have to take a trip back to Reality-land, and then you almost have to go through another mini-process of accepting it again. It is tough! But you are tougher, and you can get through this! Glad to hear your lymphedema is improving!
Debbyfive I dont know you all that well yet, but I am hard pressed to imagine how you could hurt someones feelings. But, I do know that sometimes things that are typed can inadvertently be misconstrued, and maybe that is the case for whatever situation you are concerned about. I am keeping you in my prayers for your surgery on Friday!
Newvickie Thanks for the great breakfast! It was just the sustenance I needed to get me through my first chemo!
Nicki I did South Beach 2 years ago. It really worked! I lost 9 pounds in 3 weeks. Which is really good for me.
Lizws The stew sounds great! I am ravenous. Must be the steroids!
Carrie Hope you are feeling better soon. That sounds like it was a scary incident but it is over now and hopefully will not happen again.
Amy You so accurately captured one of my fears!!! The man, never saw that one before comment to some strange reaction to the chemo drugs. LOL! Luckily that did not happen!
Peggy I have no words for that picture of Mena! ROFLMAO!!!! Mena, that outfit you wore last week did not do you justice! Although it was close! LOL
Shel Keep that percocet coming. Glad to hear you are home safely and now on the road to not needing the percocet in the near future!
Jojo So glad to hear your news! I am pulling for you, and hope you are able to manage the pain.. I am chanting B9 B9 B9 as I type this!
I am getting tired now, so I will take a rest from my computer. Thanks again everyone for getting me through this milestone day!
Love to all!
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To All my Sweet Sisters, thank you for all your kindness, and comfort, and to PEGGY, for making me laugh!!! SO many of you have such sadness to face, I Pray for everyone of you, and send Healing light, and The Spirit Of The Wild, to take good care of YOU ALL!!! JoJo, Nicki--- What can We Say, having you both to keep such great records, makes it posible to know the needs of us ALL!! for that i personaly thank you, and everyone else, that keep the wagons going, without them, today i would have been lost, But the Comfort food, was sooooooo good, i will never forget the smell. nor the taste. love you sisters, see you tomorrow, and will be praying for (((((((GODS SPEED)))))))(((( HEALING LIGHT)))))))((((((( THE RAVEN SPIRIT OF THE GODS))))))) Puppy
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Ok: one final note.
Where is fancyc and susancmc? I miss both of you also.
Evening tide has arrived. The air is calm, the sun is setting. There is a bit of chill in the air but Im not cold. The campfire is so warm.
I need to put my husband in the circle. I mean, right now, immediately, whew. He's has a cold! Im putting him in Quaranteen. And he is such a baby. Poor guy. He helped me so much and he doesnt know how to let someone help him. If you walk by his wagon - stay away - highly contagious!!
So I wish to end this evening as I get ready for bed, a nice song. Took it from Mama Mia - only changed the words a bit.
Is there a friend out there?
Someone to hear my prayer?
Gimmee! Gimmee! Gimmee!
A friend after midnight
Wont somebody help me
Chase the shadows away
Gimmee! Gimmee! Gimmee!
A friend after midnight
Take me through the darkness
To the break of the day
Is there a friend out there?
Someone to hear my prayer?
Gimmee! Gimmee! Gimmee!
A friend after midnight
The wagon circles here
And our friendships tight.
Good night my friends. See ya in the morning.
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I just can't believe how wonderful this thread is. How can anyone ever doubt the love that goes into this. Such concern for all of our sisters in need right now. I love all of you for remembering what where when and how. I'm lost at hello.
Kristin, so glad everything went well. Remember I'm just around the corner and will come if needed.
Shel, hopefully the pain from the surgery will calm down and you can rest.. keep up the good stuff.
Debbyfive, so glad about your son and hope he's doing better.Another hug for your surgery this week.
JoJo, only want good news, tell them you're not accepting anything bad.
Mena, can't wait to see you Thursday, maybe we'll both wear our bikinis togeather for the show!!
AlaskaDeb, the week's almost over and you can go home. My friend's wife had cancer in the base of her brain and would travel to Boston for radiation so I know how hard it must be on your family.
Robin, checking in on you sister.
Love to all and sweet dreams sisters, sleep well and have only good dreams.
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Nicki, I love your song, I was just about to post a song too. It's been in my head all day, so I thought I would post it, with a few "minor" changes, lol. I love Baby James, and this is his version, well it was, lol!
You've Got A Friend
James Taylor
When you're down and troubled
And you need a helping hand
And nothing, whoa nothing is going right.
Close your eyes and think of us
And soon we will be there
To brighten up even your darkest nights.
You just call out for The Circle Girls
And you know where ever we are
We'll come running, oh yeah sister
To see you again.
Winter, spring, summer, or fall,
All you have to do is call
And We'll be there,
with The Circle Girls.
You've got a friend.
If the sky above you
Should turn dark and full of clouds
And that old north wind should begin to blow
Keep your head together and call our name out loud
And soon We will be knocking upon your door.
You just call out for The Circle Girls
and you know where ever we are
We'll come running to see you again.
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you got to do is call
And We'll be there,
with The Circle Girls.
aint it good to know that you've got a friend?
People can be so cold.
They'll hurt you and desert you.
Well they'll take your soul if you let them.
Oh yeah, but sister's don't you let them.
You just call out for The Circle Girls
and you know wherever we are
We'll come running to see you again.
Oh Sister, dont you know that,
Winter spring summer or fall,
All you've got to do is call.
We'll be there, yes we will.
With The Circle Girls, You've got a friend.
Aint it good to know you've got a friend.
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Evening girls, I know I'll miss someone so please forgive me as I'm still trying to remember everyone. You all are in my thoughts and prayers.
Carrie, asthma is the pits to put it nicely. Rest and relax inside the smokeless circle and we'll take care of anything you need.
MB, good to see you too. I haven't had much time to chat either. But I do so love this place.
Amy, thanks for the warm welcome. I have your friend Dana and her family in my mind and am praying that she is comfortable and pain free.
Silvergirl, I had horrible heartburn during chemo and after. My oncologist added an extra acide reflux med and I'm much better now.
Vickie, Trenton and his family as well as your daughter are in my thoughts.
Peggy, boy you are good!
Mena, all I can say is woohooo what a body! You are such an inspiration to me with all you accomplish while taking care of you and everyone else.
Kathy, I hope your breast infection is healing well. Your party plans sound great. Do it when you both feel up to it.
JoJo, thank you for the welcome. Anything I can do to keep you comfortable just let me know. Also, tell the docs we only expect good news.
Kristen, way to go! I'm here if I can help you in anyway. I had no problems with chemo thank goodness. Just some progressing tiredness.
Shel, I remember the first day after exchange surgery. Like Nicki, I realized I had nice soft boobs not too long ago.
Debbyfive, hope there's lots of room in the waiting area on Friday as we'll all be there waiting.
Nicki, don't know if father-in-law is taking his meds or not. Everyone says he is - but I question that. He may be but not taking as directed I think. He'll be having a cystoscopy soon and we'll know more about future dialysis. I'm still leaning on no nipples! I've had 7 surgeries since July of 2005 and don't want anymore unless it's absolutely necessary. I'm happy with my results and my PS said I could always do them 10 years down the road. Keep an eye on that lump which I know you will.
I need to write two commercials to record on the local radio station. If someone wants to give me ideas, or even write one I'm game. The one's I keep writing end up being over 1 minute. They need to be 30 sec or 1 min.
Blessings and Hugs to all.
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i am having the worst night ever.......can i go in the middle?.......i'm not usually overly needy, but my heart is near about broken tonight.
i'd appreciate the "circling"......what a crappy night!
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I'm here for you, Shel. Sent you a PM.
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Shel, here's a nice warm area with a soft blanket and pillow. come into the middle and we will comfort and care for you. Big gentle hugs
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thanks you gals........just thanks!
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Shel-
Of course you can go in the middle. Back up and read Vicki's post about keeping men in the basement and putting them away when you're through playing with them! I often have said that I might still be married to Prince Charmless if he had lived in a house down the block. I love my sweety but as a general rule men are sure high maintenance!! Especially after you've learned to be enough for yourself on your own.
Just a quick few notes. Nicki that was YOU who left that gooey brown mess in the waiting room? I thought somebody spilled the chocolate fountain. He said to come back in 3 months and he doesn't want to do anything with it right now. If it doesn't continue to grow he might just leave it there! 'Scuse me---can we discuss the headaches every day, which is what started this whole magillah in the first place? And the frog eye---but only on one side? Sure wish he had said something definitive---I'm being three monthed to death!
Jeannette---when you grow hair you can be Crested Eagle.
Kathy---does your son share recipes? That turkey lime chili sounds absolutely scrumptious! And bless you for being a principal---a jewel in your crown in heaven, as my Mom used to say.
NS---too funny with the arm there, girlfriend. Don't know which one is funnier---"what arm?" or "Falcon training accident". Can I channel you the next time somebody says something stupid to me?
JoJo---my sister had surgery a few years ago on her back. They took 5 ping pong ball sized cysts out of her spinal column, reamed out the stenosis, shoved the discs back in place and stabilized the whole thing with rods. She can't get through the metal detector in the airport anymore (I'm not kidding) but she is much better. So have faith.
Vicki---I understand your feelings completely. I always thought having a guy available on an "as needed" basis was a good idea. Now if we could just train them to enjoy shopping for shoes it might be a different story.
Going to snuggle down in the wagon early---have a wonderful book about India that has captured my fancy. It's a bazillion pages long and my eyes don't always want to focus together by the end of the day so this may be a loooong project.
Sleep well and warm, sisters.
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By the way---did I miss something but where has Rhymee been?
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Oh Shel, We have a big old fluffy feather bed ready for you! I have a mug of Hot and sour soup and a cold beer...red stripe I think
If you can't mix the beer with your meds, just roll the cool bottle on the back of your neck...it feels soooo good.
Get some rest. We are here.
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shel, i put in the most comfortable recliner in my wagon for you...stellar view,of course...
can i have a sip of your hot and sour soup?
tia!0 -
deb -
i hope your lymphedema just disappears!
thank you for your virtual nature views, i absolutely
adore them...
oh to think of bald eagles as an every day kinda occurence...
rest rest rest
rads mean rest....
i love to come home to the wagon it gives me great comfort to know there is a circle to go if i need it...
but for now, i am riding buck shot0 -
Circle Girls, we need to send a special group chant out to our dear sister Carrie who is back in the er with breathing problems...
I am going to saddle up and ride over there to make sure they are treating her right!!!
Oh Shell... one big OWIE! for you !!! Come into the center hon, we will protect you from all nasty men!
Mena??? Hubba hubba baby!!! I never knew you looked like that... but then again you DID start the "Mojo" thread!
Peggy I am going to be very careful about any pics I leave around for you to get your little hands on! ROTF!
Hey Kathy, I used to be a caterer, I will help you with your party girl!
Jojo- you listen to the Circle Medical Director Nicki! Treatement!! She is SO RIGHT. I hate it that you are in so much pain, there must be something for you... a good neuro surgeon for a spinal operation is where I would start... but check with Nicki first!
Vickie, I keep praying for Trenton. I can't help but feel he is alive. I really think he is. We just need to FIND him. I hope your daughter feels better soon...
Amy I am so sorry about Dana. My heart goes out to you.
Kristen! You did it! You have ONE DONE!
Now keep drinking and take your meds BEFORE you need them!!!
Robin gets her scans tomorrow... Robin you are in our prayers...
Lisa?? Please check in, I am worried about you.
Deb, I hope your arm continues to improve. Make sure you eat a lot of protein while on rads.... it helps with the fatigue.
Debby, I hope you are resting up for your surgery....
Laura, it is always so nice to see your smiling face here!
Today was another glorious day. It will be very hard to see the cold come after beautiful weather such as we have been having....
If nobody minds, tomorrow night I want to bring my cat to the circle... it will be his last night as a long haired, dread locked, Bob Marley look alike... because on Thursday he is going for his first haircut! And first vet visit since he adopted me. I am nervous and hope everything will go ok and I even bought him a thick fleece blanket in case they cut off too much hair! So if you see something that resembles Cousin It with dred locks eating crickets outside my wagon tomorrow night.... don't shoot it!
Checking in for evening watch.....
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riding for carrie 2nite...
carrie, you are at the top of my arms as i lift you up, sister...feel comfort and heal, dear friend!
thanks g, for the heads up!
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Back from BC retreat, what a relaxing experience! There were two other gals from BC.org there.
Wow there's been a lot of activaty in the circle.
Welcome to those that are new since I venture out!
I stayd in today, I think I must have been snoring, sorry if I woke anyone.
I had three Dr appointments yestreday and only made it to work for about an hour. Didn't go in today because I was so sore from the PT workout and the gyn biopsies that I just stayed in bed.
my prayers are with all of you tonight as they are every night especially those in the inner circle.
gentle hugs and prayers0 -
Good morning. Early watch has arrived. Sleepy eyed, but Im here. There is a chill this morning. Campfire is warm. No crickets today. Hmmm I wonder why. Ah, but then there are no mosquitos either. Coffee is brewing. Have a big pot ready for you all when you wake up. I rode the perimeter of the cicle with my horse. Leaves are wet with dew and you can see breath coming out of his nose. The illuminated wagons are so beautiful, just breathtaking. We are both resting now. He is eating apples! Oh that gives me an idea. Maybe some homemade apple crumb coffee cake? Can you smell the apples and cinnamon. Its looks so good. For me, breakfast will be a piece of string cheese and a V8. How boring is that?
tgirl: Just remember, its not how your write, its what is in your heart. And we all have HEART HEART HEART!
JoJo: How did you know I love James Taylor. What great words for this circle. One of my favroites, although not well known, is called "Sunny Skies" - it really makes me feel so happy when I hear it. Now, NS is right. How about a 2nd opinion by a neurosurgeon?
Amy: Just like liz, I had heartburn during and after chemo. I was on Prevacid and it didnt take it away totally. My PCP game me Reglan - the combo did the trick. And besides the chemo irritating the lining of the esophagus and stomach, it can also cause constipation - which is a major reason to get heartburn, cause things just stop moving. Hoping you feel better.
Shel: OMG dear Shel. Second day post op and now your having to deal with other emotions. Kept you in the circle all night. Men, just make me crazy sometimes. Im feeling feisty, so roll up you pants, take off your socks and show him your tatoo. Now whos in control? Sending you a big hug.
OMG: This is just too funny. My husband called me into the bedroom for a bit. My dog mister (half black lab, half border collie and all monster) is laying in my spot. He is on his back with all four paws up in the air. And his head is turned slightly resting it upon my pillow. What a site to see!
Jeannie: 3 months? You gotta be kidding. If I were you I would call back the office today. If daily headaches arnt symptoms, well then, I dont know what it. And by the way, I fed "Distored Humor" some beef a roni - he plopped a big one right in the doctors private office on the carpet. The smell will be there for days upon days!! Ahahah - serves him right.
BeachCottage4Us: sorry about the asthma. Please let us know how you are doing.
Im so confused. Are there 2 carries? There is our carrie and denise. And then BeachCottage4Us whose name is also carrie?
NS: yes, sometimes we sure do think alike.
cthompson: Im so glad you are back from your retreat. We missed you.
lini: where are you? Havent heard from you in a while.
laurap: Your presence in the circle just warms my heart. So glad you are here to help those in need.
kristin: OK - please let us know how your first night was. Got lots of tricks in the medic wagon, but need to know which one to pull out.
OK! So I woke up and I look like crap! Why is it that the hair always looks nice when its styled? Its way too dark and way too short. Hope I can play with it.
I got news last night that I have to go to Northwestern Memorial Hospital this morning to evaluate someone. Thats downtown Chicago - so I might have to cancel my doctors appt.
Oh - and last, but not least - I got my nursing spectrum magazine and the add is still there for Breast Cancer Specialist! And stupid me, I havent even begun to write a resume. Nor do I have the energy to be right on during an interview. But its like someone is waving something enticing right under my nose. Oh Well!
Ok! Time to go for a bit. Hope everyone has a great morning.
Nicki
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Hey Nicki, Carrie, is our Carrie, BeachCottage4Us (Patti) started a thread in the Inspirations/Prayer Forum requesting prayer for Carrie. BeachCottage4Us/Patti is only the messenger, Carrie is the one having the asthma attacks. Did I make any sense or just confuse you more? LOL
Hugs,
JoJo
Here's something for you Nicki, hope you enjoy!
Sunny Skies
James Taylor
Sunny skies sleeps in the morning
He doesnt know when to rise
He closes his weary eyes upon the day
Look at him yawning
Throwing his morning hours away
He knows how to ease down slowly
Everything is fine in the end
And you will be pleased to know
That sunny skies hasnt a friend
Sunny skies weeps in the evening
It doesnt much matter why
I guess he just has to cry from time to time
Everyones leaving
And sunny skies has to stay behind
Still he knows how to ease down slow
Everything is fine in the end
And you will be pleased to know
That sunny skies hasnt a friend
Sunny skies sleeps in the morning
He doesnt know when to rise
He closes his weary eyes upon the day
And throws it all away
Looking at the snow and trees that grow
Outside my window
Looking at the things that passed me by
Wondering if where Ive been is worth
The things Ive been through
Ending with a friend named sunny skies0 -
HI Gals,
It is a cool crisp morning here and the fire feels good. I can smell the coffee brewing and the fog has lifted. I'm getting ready to go see a new doctor that will help me get started on a trial that includes both abraxane and avastin vs. placebo...am looking forward to moving to the outer circle to protect those that need the inner. One baby step at a time. Thanks so much for protecting me and keeping me warm these past few scary weeks. Yee Haw! Lisa0 -
Ah my friend, Nicki. Thanks for asking. I'm right here. I've been lying a bit low. Been working and running the boy around. I decaffeinated my body this week, so I'm running on empty. I have my expander surgery one week from today, so I've been waking up in the middle of night a bit anxious. I sure do hate the whole anesthesia, chance of infection, surgery thing, but it's something that I've got to do so that I can attempt to move on. I'm sure that everything will be fine, but I am the Queen of Anxiety when it comes to things out of the norm.
I check in regularly and always send my prayers to all. You all are my hope and my comfort. I learn something about myself and humanity from each and every one of you. I love all of you and wish you all only the best.
Now pass me a biscuit....
lini0 -
(((Shel)))...I'm so sorry. Wish I could be there to give you a big hug (and give Mr. Wonderful a swift kick).
JoJo...thanks for your sweet thoughts of us at this time...it means a lot. I am happy to hear your good news of benign and an ok brain!!!
Peggy...we're taking notes! It's the only way I can keep track...feels like high school.
Kristin...glad that the first round went ok...hang in there and it will be over before you know it.
Alaska Deb...how many more to go? Hoping it isn't many so you can be home with your loving family.
Liz...thank you...commercial spots for...?
Silvergirl...after recent nasty heartbreaks I've decided that the only way to keep a man is in the basement! LOL...I've decided that Rent a Husband would make a great idea for a business! Rent em and send em back. Are you coming to Ithaca any time soon.
NS...Thank you and good to see you. You are such an inspiration here. Read Lindy's suicide notes this morning...wish I hadn't but it truly doesn't seem like she did anything to harm Trenton. Post some pics of you cat for us! I posted some pics of Nathaniels new fur baby on the fur children thread last night.
Nicki...thanks for your wonderful visuals...as usual.
Trying not to leave anyone out...thinking of you all and hoping for everyone to have a relaxing, peaceful, healthy, happy, B9 day!!
Hugs all around
Vickie
Still waitin for them sailors to arrive! I probably missed them...usually when my ship comes in I'm at the airport!0 -
(((Lini)))and a biscuit. I'm with you when it comes to being the Queen of Anxiety. It sucks. You'll be fine, we'll keep you safe.
hugs
Vickie0
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