TIME TO CIRCLE THE WAGONS GIRLS
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Deb...I know you will be strong... hugs
Puppy so glad you here and doing ok...
Madison, I forgot to tell you I love your new avatar...wish I were warm...lol...
hugs to all my family.... back to work
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Deb,
We love you and you aren't waiting alone. I'm going to fedex Winston and Maggie up there. They'll keep you company!!
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Deb - you are much stronger than you give yourself credit for my friend. Each of us will be with you. Close your eyes and you will see us all there.
Hugs
Liz
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Deb - I hate that you're having to go through this at all - let alone having to go through it with doctors that are new to you ... sending you big hugs and waves of calmness and peace ... know that I'll be right there with you ... just look around - you'll see many of us walking beside you.
Hugs,
Doreen
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((((Deb)))), ((((Colleen)))), ((((SloneDeb)))), ((((Puppy)))), ((((Cheri)))), ((((CYs family)))). You all are in my thoughts and prayers today.
That was a weird post from Evansmom - very creepy - who is Evansmom anyway?
Love and hugs to all,
Suz
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Let's just pretend evansmom is a figment of our collective imagination.
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Only have a minute but Deb we are with you right now. Can you feel us surrounding you with our love. It's going to rain again here any minute now and I'll be looking for rainbows when it stops.
I don't know what's up with Evansmom but it's not fair to do this at this time. We regrouped and came back together. As others have said, we will stay together.
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Deb,
It's almost 5:00 p.m. my time, 2:00 p.m. Alaska time ... going to stop working now so I can go to the docs with you. Winston and Maggie aren't behaving so they have to stay behind. I'll stop and pick everyone up from the east coast, hit the north, then the south, swing through the midwest, hit the west coast gals, then we'll head to AK. The way I drive, we'll be there in about 20 minutes. Just in time for your appointment.
Sure hope this doc has a BIG office. Cause it's going to be crowed!! We'll be waiting right here to hear from you.
All our love,
Bren
PS - Ooops - Did the math wrong .. I think its 1:00 p.m. your time. Guess I have time to pick up the gals in Canada and swing by and get Michelle and Peter too!
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Deb...
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Bren,
Pick me up in Philly! Deb-I am praying for you and will be right beside you.
Take Care,
Joyce
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Deb thinking of you and thinks for doing the math for some of us. Once you got it to Eastern time I could handle the rest. lol
Evansmom we have been through alot so I wouldnt go there. Lots of people have alot going on right now in the circle and that is our main focus.
Colleen-thinking of you.
Puppy-I have you on my mind. Hope things are ok.
ok I gotta get bundled up cause its cold in Alaska. I will be there though and wouldnt miss it for the world cause Deb has always been there for me.
Amy
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Deb, I'm in the waiting room. Waiting for all of you. Buffy is with me. She said to tell you woof.
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Oh its Buffy the cancer slayer. We are in great hands now.
Amy
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Checking in on Deb, holding you hand deb . You are brave. Brave is doing something when you are frighten.
Puppy I know you have something going on but I missed what it is
I will go read and try to find out. thinking about you
Colleen prayers for the best possible path report.
Keeping Cy's family in my heart and prayers as they go through the difficult days ahead.
Oh my gosh Sige very long time no see!! {{Sige}}
Bren don't forget me either.
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Hi Deb,
It's a lil after 6 eastern time and I was hoping you know I am with you too. The circle is strong...gosh so good to see everyone coming back. I will be checking in on you Deb.
Hugs and prayers,
Candie
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Just a quick post...............Don't know Evansmom...don't need to.
Yes, the circle is back and unbroken!!!!!!!!!!
Deb: We are with you.........please post as soon as you can.
DebKY: Always thinking of and praying for you.
Puppy and Colleen...........you know you are in my heart.
Been a long, weird day, so I'll see all tomorrow.
Hugs,
Neesie
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6:20 central time here and just being a worry wart and checking in to see if Deb was back.
Amy
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don't know what is going on here again but at any rate
DEB, I am sitting right next to you Holding you TIGHT
Puppy, I hope your appointments went ok
Colleen, STOP GOOGLING!!!!!!! HUGE HUGS TO YOU!
Odalys, I didn't realize that it was just a week later for you to hear this sad news.
Boo, glad to see you here.
Charlie, if you are reading this, know that we are always with you.
I know our Vickie is having a trying time and my prayers are with her.
Peter, I am thinking of you, Mate.
((SHEL)), I hope you are healing well and I am here for you always.
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OMG is that our PEGGY????
HELLO MY FRIEND!!!!
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So glad to see the Circle back to normal. It's sad that it took such a terrible thing, but I hope we can keep it this way, maybe our way of honoring CY.
Deb, I'm waiting here with everyone else to hear about your test, praying for good news.
Glad to see all you again!
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6:43 central time - checking on Deb.............
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Checking on you too, Deb. I've been thinking about you all day...
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7:48 eastern time...I,too, am checking on Deb
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Holding my breath and praying for good news.
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Good evening Circle Ladies. Just checking in to see if there is any news on Deb. I thought I would bring along some hot cocoa since its cold in Alaska.
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7:30 Central time. Just got home from work. Looking for Deb.
A big hello to everyone else. See ya in the morning. That is after I grab a cup of hot chocolate.
Nicki
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Hi Girls,
Well, I had a pretty good day. Warren's dad dropped him off this morning, and we spent the day together. It was unexpected (he was supposed to leave to go skiing with his dad today, I guess something happened with their plans) and it kept me from lying in my bed all day, so I guess it was a good thing.
Brenda/Namiam - Thanks for your kind words. I'm really going to just try to wait until next Wed before I panic, in the hope that I'm panicking needlessly. Knowing that you are here for me is very comforting.
Doreen - Thanks, I can use all the prayers I can get right about now. My mind is reeling as far as how I'm going to swing driving into Boston every day for radiation, how long the rads will be, and of course, I can't help thinking about even stupid things, like will it mess up my hair (my friend's husband has no hair on one side of his head from throat cancer rads.)
Gina - What can I say? Thanks for the call, it was good to be able to talk to someone while I was still in shock.
MB - nice to see you, and thanks for the prayers and healing thoughts
Peter - nice to see you too, it's been a while! I hope you are doing well and that you get good news about your ribs (I think?), I have kept up with you on the dreamer's thread, but my mind is a bit fuzzy right now.
Angel - good to see you, and thanks for thinking of me. I hope you are feeling good and that Karl and the girls are doing well.
Sue/Gus - man, I feel like a broken record, but good to see your smiling face too. Thanks for the offer to help, you are too sweet. I need to see what I'll be dealing with, but I'm hoping that radiation will be more manageable when I haven't just finished 4 months of chemo!!
Candie - my fellow Jersey girl, I know, it's really hard to comprehend that our sweet CY is gone, I really have no words for it.
Madison - I've been freezing and shivering since I got the news, that fire is just the thing, thank you!
Nicki - For all the help you given me, the jokes you've shared with me, I can't thank you enough. I know, while there is definitely plenty of information on plain old squamous cell carcinoma, there is very little on the perineural invasion (PNI), and the info on that is very negative, but limited. I'm really trying to just force myself to wait until next Wed when I meet with the rad onc. The fact that I'm even meeting with a rad onc is traumatic enough quite frankly. Thanks for always being there for me.
Suz - yes, it does feel like kind of a lot for one week! Not to mention the fact that something definitely seems to be up with my dad's health. He has lost about 15 pounds in a week, is severly anemic, and is having dr's appts right and left. He's in NJ, I'm in MA and my sister is in VA, so we have to rely on what he says, and god bless him, he's a dear sweet man, but he's become a bit of an alcoholic (more like a big alcoholic!) since my mom died, so it's hard to get a straight answer out of him. We can only hope for the best.
Neesie - I know, don't these flippin' agressive spreading cancer cells KNOW that I am a Circle Girl for crying out loud?!?!?!
Jan - thanks for your kind words, I hope you are hanging in there.
Susan - I always love seeing your avatar, I love how that Glinda dress is like the Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants - it looks great on everyone! Thanks for your kind words, it really helps knowing there are people pulling for me.
Jan/Wild - thank you my friend, I hope you are hanging in there too
Amy - thank you so much, I know you are dealing with plenty yourself right now! Yes, I've been googling "SCC perineural invasion ear" but had to stop myself, because I could only find two kinds of news - bad and worse! It's reminding me a little bit of my triple neg googling in the very beginning, but I feel like I've beaten that, so I do have hope! Hugs to you my friend, I always smile when I see your pots.
Deb - I'm hoping you are able to post something tonight about your appt. I know you are going through a major nightmare yourself right now, so I appreciate you thinking of me. xoxo
Puppy - I'm sorry, I haven't really been reading, I'm sorry to hear about your news. What a week this has been. I'm hoping there is another post from you with good news.
Carrie - thanks for the prayers! Yes, Warren and I used to love Veggie Tales when they were just the little 30 minute videos. The feature movies were OK, but not really the same thing. He loved Larry the Cucumber, and we used to have Bob the Tomato and a few other ones too, but we only have Jr Asparagus left, and he is my favorite! I'm so morbid, yesterday I was thinking I would like to be buried with him. (How weird is that?!?!) And yes, I'm stopping that nonsense right now!
Odalys - I'm quite sure I told you how sorry I was to hear about your mom, but just in case I didn't, please accept my condolences. Yes, something is obviously going on these past few weeks, way too much sadness!
Iris - My goodness, it's so nice to see you! Thanks for your well-wishes, they really do give me strength. And yes, I am going to try my very best!
Margo - yes, an unbelieveably sad day, and yet, your smiling face in your avatar always brings a smile to my face as well. Thanks for your kind words.
Barb - Thanks for your prayers, I am grateful for every single person who says a prayer for me.
Liz - I'm reading a book called "Peony in Love" right now, and one of the themes is that love doesn't end when we die. I think CY is proving that to be true!
Brenda/BMD - Can't remember if I already said hello to you or not! I'm starting to lose it a bit I think, I'm really tired!
Gina - I was bummed when I realized I missed the lunar eclipse. I love stuff like that. Thanks for the pictures!
Sheri - That is so kind of you. And yes, I once explained the atmosphere and camaraderie at Dana Farber as being "like a permanent state of just after 9/11, everyone is friendly and kind to each other" I think that's true of this place too. We all "get it", so when someone is hurting or in trouble, we know how to rally!
Sue/Boo - thanks (and I'm really worried I'm starting to repeat myself now, despite the notepad trick!)
lini - always so good to see you my friend, thanks for your prayers
suzfive - I can feel the warmth, thank you
shokk - so fabulous to see you my friend,
Oh my gosh you guys, it's my sister on the phone, the hematologist called my Dad tonight, and told him to go to the hospital tomorrow for a blood transfusion. We don't understand what is going on with him, but it seems like something is really wrong. I need to talk to her for a bit. Sorry to stop in the middle of my post.
For all of those that I didn't get to, thanks you so very much for all your support. My love to you all...
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Oh my goodness, Colleen you have a lot on your plate. Big hugs to you and I really hope everything turns out ok. I'm not sure that I understand your dx (is it a final dx?) I have never heard of this. I hope everything is ok with your dad. I do understand the alcoholic aging parent. Been there!
Deb, any news???? Sending big cyber hugs to you also!
Too much sadness here. We need to be strong for one another.
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(((Gina)))
Hi!! Nice to see you again!
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My Lord, no news on {{{DEB}}}! HMMM sure hope She didn't hurt the doc.
{{{{{Hugs}}}}}
Puppy
{{{Colleen}}}
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