Any 40-ish survivors?
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Hi Nancy, sorry you had to do a BMX after doing the lumpectomy. I looked forward to my weekly fills and getting back to normal size, I was a large boob gal as well. Finally have my squishy swap date for May and can't wait. Hang in there every day gets easier or more normal.
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Welcome Nancy.... Sorry you had to join us but promise to cheer you on as you stomp BC to oblivion!!!
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Hi Nancy! So glad you found us!
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Thank you girls for the warm welcome! I was really needing a lift today, between pain and just starting to let the reality seep in, I can feel myself getting the blues. I am a typical kick ass cowgirl and hate feeling weak. Grrrr I hate this shit and really need to punch something, but then that would hurt my granny boobs.hahha.
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Welcome GreenCowgirl!! It does get better but sometimes punching something does help
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Welcome Nancy!
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Hi ladies. I was diagnosed the day before I turned 41. I also have young kids at home. My son just turned 8 and my daughter will be 10 next week. I am 5 days out from my bmx and on the road to recovery. I would love to make some friendships with people who get what I'm going through.
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o2bhealthy, Got anything in mind for punching!!:) I just feel better having found this group of ladies that seem to really get it. I am only 13 days out of BMX , Te's(big ol 700) and SNB and my general surgeon doc is treating me like a junkie because i want her to refill the vallium scrip-WTH!!!! I have been looking at the ladies going through the fills and i want to make sure i have some for that fun appt. Sounds like vallium and tylenol is the way to go.
Iatigger- How many fills did you have to do to get rid of the wrinkly skin? my boobs were huge,so they love having all the extra skin to work with, but its the musle that will be more unhappy about it all. i have triple set of wrinkle folds from the expanders being empty. I am soo taking a pic so i can see the progression with fills and to show others it does get better.
Welcome kap (Karrie) I just joined here to and feel very at home already, I am sure you will too.
Nancy
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Nancy, I actually had a fill during my BMX so I woke up with a little cleavage in the hospital. One side never did really have wrinkles but the cancer side did for a month or two. I think it depends on how they did the do the incisions. Mine was one big one from the middle of my chest to under my armpit. The muscle was sore on days where they filled a little too much but from what I have heard us large gals have a lot less discomfort than some with small ones. I just made sure to keep stretching and I had full range of motion fairly quickly. I have to say I can't wait for summer and not having to worry about bra straps under tank tops. Never been able to do that before.
-Aimee
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Welcome Nancy and Karrie! I'm glad you found us. We are all in different stages of surgeries and treatments, so we have a lot to offer. Wonderful group of ladies here. I'm so blessed to have known them for the last two years!
We also have a group on Facebook if you would like to join us there. Send me a pm, and I can add you.
For me, fill days and the days after were really painful. But I was small before and hardly had any skin to work with. Valium and Tylenol were definitely needed.0 -
Nancy - how about hitting a pillow or screaming into a pillow. I do not recommend walls or other people cause that can hurt your hand ;~)
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Iatigger- ia m also thinking about those bra free,strappy dresses and what to do whit all my huge bras!!!! I also have different inscisions on each side, i think they needed as much acess for the bmx, but were trying to be cautious to save my nips. My 4 year old saw me getting dressed yesterday and announced Mom i do not like your boobs. I tried not to laught, i just said yeah me neither, but they wont always look like this, soon they will look like what you were use to. He said okay, cuz i dont like those!!!!
O2Bhealthy, my hub pulled my last to drains last nite, our ps assistant said he could, i was kinda freaked but it went great-I am untethered!!!! woo hoo! Not sure why I a in a funk today, can't get any energy, i was great yesterday, perhaps i overdid it? I think if i can get out and walk i can burn off this frustration energy!
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Hi Ladies! I'm not really sure if this is the right place for me to post or not. I was diagnosed in 2007 at age 39. I had found the lump years before when it was very tiny, but numerous mammograms, compression studies, and ultrasounds all said it was a cyst and I was told for years not to worry about it. Finally the lump got too large, and I decided to have it removed. Imagine my surprise when I found out it was cancer! I had a BMX the month after that, and then went into liver failure from a reaction to something they gave me during the surgery (either an antibiotic or an anesthetic). I was jaundiced and sick for months and couldn't start chemo because of it. Eventually, my liver improved and we started chemo. After the chemo was over, I started Tamoxifen. I am still on it, but developed a complex ovarian cyst and enlarged uterus while taking it. My remaining ovary was removed this past January at age 44 (my other ovary was removed in my 20's due to severe endometriosis) and now my doc wants to switch me to Arimidex. I'm really scared of taking the Arimidex. I think it's bad enough that my ovaries are gone at age 44, but to completely deplete myself of estrogen really scares me. But since they left my uterus in, my doc wants me off the tamoxifen. Anyway... that's where I'm at right now. I have to get a dexascan and some bloodwork, and then I have an appointment with my onc in April to (probably) switch to Arimidex.
I'm married, but don't have kids (just fur-kids for us). I work full time and am pretty active-- I ride my horse, ride my bike and like to kayak and hike. Despite that and really watching what I eat, I've still gained weight on the tamoxifen-- I'm about 10 lbs overweight, and it won't budge! I'm sure that won't be any better on the Arimidex!
Anyway... just thought I'd introduce myself and say hi!
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Welcome Cowgirltuff, sounds like you had a really rough experience the last couple years. I like to think the weight gain comes from being in our 40's. I know mine did long before I started on Tamoxifen and I actually have been fortunate to have lost 20 lbs since my diagnosis but don't know if it is due to the Tamox or just all the stress and things that come with the DX. Hoping all goes well for you if you switch to Arimidex.
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Welcome cowgirltuff! So glad you've found us! You fit perfectly
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Nancy-I'm not sure if I found the right you on Facebook. Look for me-Kim Melvin. I look just like my picture. Should say I'm from Queen Creek, Arizona.
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Kim HI i found you and sent a friend request.
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Cowgirl.... I think (could be wrong) that I read or was told that the risk of tamoxifen causing uterine cancer is so slim and the risk of bone loss is greater with the AI. So when I spoke with my MO he is leaning toward keeping me on tamoxifen for 10 years, til I am 59, but wants to re-discuss next year. Initially he thought 3 years Tammy and 2 years AI.... Newer studies show 10 years of Tammy are optimal... I do not want bone loss, etc... And believe I have a greater risk of that than uterine cancer.... Plus, my gyn says that uterine cancer risks can be monitored...looking for spotting etc.. But it is true the risk goes up post menopausal.
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bdavis-- I hope you are right that the risk of uterine cancer is small, as I would really prefer to stay on the Tamoxifen. Especially with me riding horses, I really don't want any more bone loss than what will happen with the oophorectomy. I do have a small fibroid, though, and I'm not sure if that will get worse on the Tamoxifen for 10 years.
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iatigger-- You are probably right about the weight gain being an over 40 thing, although I will say that I only noticed the "jiggly" tummy after I started the Tamoxifen, so I tend to blame it on that!
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Hey girls, if I haven't responded to you on Facebook, I'm sorry. For some reason I can't see a lot of the updates on my phone. Hopefully I've added those that need to be added? If I haven't, send me a friend request. Kim Melvin. Thanks!
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Hi Ladies,
How are you? It's been a while since I was on this forum, probably over a year since I posted anything. Been busy with life, and the kids (6 year old twin girls). I was diagnosed in 2010, BMX in Sept 2010, chemo and herceptin. Once I was done with herceptin my life became absolutely crazy with catching up with the kids and friends, felt like I neglected everyone while I was going thru treatment, so there was very little time to catch up on this forum. I would read posts here and there, but thought it was time for me to move forward and try to forget (as if that is ever possible) about cancer. I thought I was fine until today. One of my dear friends had a re-occruance a few months ago and now she is getting ready for hospice. She is 37 years old! It really hits home because I was 39 when I was diagnosed. Anyway, just wanted to say hi and re-aquaint myself with all you wonderful ladies again.
Basia
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Hey there Basia!
I totally understand about trying to move on. I think a lot of girls who originally started out here have done just that. There's a large group of us on Facebook and would love for you to join us there. Send me a friend request, Kim Melvin (should be same or similar picture, I live in Queen Creek, Arizona) and I will add you to the group. E communicate daily and actually all day long there. Lots of great ladies and lots of fun.
I'm so sorry to hear about your friend. I know it's extra hard when it's someone close to our own age. We have a couple ladies that are in stages of recurrence, and some that are actively going through treatment.
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Thanks Kim! Will friend you, my name is Barbara Syversen so when you get the request, please don't ignore it
Last night I said my final goodbye to my friend. She passed away Sunday night with her family holding her hand.
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Barbara, I added you to the group.
I'm so, so sorry to hear about your friend. I can't imagine how hard that was for you. We're here for you. xo
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bump!
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Basia, sorry to hear about your friend. wow i dont understand cancer, some had re-occurance but live for years and some are so unlucky
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we are still an active group for anyone that is interested. We have just moved over to Facebook
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Hi Burley can you invite me on the fb link?? My fb is Kymn Perry. Thanks looking forward to reconnecting
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Hi everyone! Dx'd last Oct. at age 46. Had UMX w/TE in Nov. and am scheduled for my exchange sgx in 1 month. I will also be having a reduction/lift on non-cancer side. I have been one of the "lucky" ones, not needing rads or chemo, but am on Tamoxifen now. Again, lucky, as I have so far not noticed any significant SE's from it. Looking forward to my exchange sgx, and hoping my luck will continue and everything will turn out ok and I will be happy w/results. I'm a married gal (27 yrs.) with a 24 yr. old son. DH has been very supportive and loving throughout all my emotional high and lows. He thought I was complex before - Little did he know that it could get much worse!
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