Scares That Turned Out To Be Nothing

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  • 2019whatayear
    2019whatayear Member Posts: 468
    edited October 2021

    ctmb-

    I would say give a call to your MO just to be safe - it sounds like nothing but get it checked and then come back here and post

  • snorkeler
    snorkeler Member Posts: 10
    edited October 2021

    Hello everyone. I haven't been here for awhile but am glad that there is this thread. Never thought there would be a time when I didn't think every day about having had cancer, but it eventually happened. Then this year:

    (1) On my annual MRI an enlarged lymph node showed up and a follow-up ultrasound was recommended. My oncologist said wait a second, let's think this through, and called me in for an exam. Turns out the enlarged node was on the non-cancer side, on which I had had the shingles vaccination injections, and the node had gone back down by the time the oncologist felt for it. Soon after that the warnings about the Covid shots affecting lymph nodes came out.

    (2) At my regular oncologist follow-up appointment, labs came back with low potassium, which the onc thought was due to the diuretic I'm taking for high blood pressure. She was right about that, and I'm working with my PCP to tweak my hypertension medication. Most recent labs came back in the normal range.

    Just a good reminder to keep an eye on the big picture and not to automatically assume the worst. It's hard, but as I get older I'm sure I'll be getting more and more chances to practice. Winking

    Best wishes to all.

  • KungFuKitty84
    KungFuKitty84 Member Posts: 3
    edited November 2021

    I'm currently awaiting bing scheduled for a CT Guided biopsy, due to some "slightly enlarged" lymph nodes in my chest.

    I'd be lying if I said I wasn't terrified. I went off of my hormone meds back in April so my husband and I could try for a baby...now I'm fighting my life flashing before my eyes.

    Reading this thread has helped a lot though.

  • colt45
    colt45 Member Posts: 383
    edited November 2021

    KingFuKitty84,

    My wife had 21 nodes removed when she had ALND 9 years ago and experienced lymphadema on her cancer side for which she got therapy from a certified lymphadema specialist regularly. The therapist, who knows the lymphatic system A to Z told my wife that her "prominent nodes" were not really all that abnormally sized, even if larger (the bigger one was "up to" 2cm). Anyway, during her therapy, the therapist massaged the lymph away from her bad side and sometimes down the chest or across the chest to the good side. It's possible that those "prominent nodes" were reacting to 'working overtime' to compensate for 21 nodes missing on the other side. Turns out, all was fine.

    Prayers to you for the best outcome.


  • lexie2002
    lexie2002 Member Posts: 59
    edited November 2021

    Hi Brittanandherboobs

    I was wondering what they do for arthritis in your back?

    Thanks,

    Lexoe

  • sillyoldrabbit
    sillyoldrabbit Member Posts: 28
    edited December 2021

    I'm here reporting a chain of scares that turned out to be nothing and caused SOMETHING as a side effect. Months ago, I began developing a very sharp pain in my upper arm that was noticeable whenever I had to reach behind my back. It gradually worsened until it also hurt to reach behind my head to put my hair up, and finally it became impossible to fasten a back closure bra. At about that point, it started to really scare me, and I thought I might have bone mets. Went to see my PCP who believed it was shoulder impingement syndrome, but ordered an x-ray "just to be safe." Yay, she was right! So, I started PT for that (it's very much better now). But because I couldn't fasten my old bras, I ordered some new front-closure versions. Not long after beginning to wear those, I began to notice considerable pain in my ribs. OK, you know where this going, right? After a couple of weeks, it dawned on me that these new pieces of misery were way too tight around the ribs and were probably the source of the pain, so decided to chuck bras altogether. The pain definitely lessened, but by then, I think I'd become over-aware of rib sensations. I continued to notice many little twinges, off and on. Left side, right side, around the back. Whack-a-mole. My semi-annual oncology follow-up was just a few weeks away, so I decided to wait until then to talk to my doc about it. But I really don't do waiting well at all! Even though logic and my superficial knowledge of anatomy told me these twinges were most likely gas pains, my old reptilian brain couldn't let go of the fear, terror, horror. My oncologist ordered a complete series of x-rays of all the bones between my neck and waist, again, "just to be safe." The results came back a little while ago, and sure enough, there's absolutely NOTHING WRONG. Here's the kicker: I had worked myself up into such a state of stress and anxiety over these rib pains that my blood pressure was through the roof AND then I came down with Shingles on my head. (Which, of course, I instantly mistook for a brain tumor.) Now, I need to see an opthalmologist to be sure it hasn't affected my eyes.

    I'm looking for the life lesson here. I wish the lesson was that most of the time, our fears turn out to be irrational, but there was a time my fear that a suspicious lump might be cancer turned out to be very rational. I dunno. Life is hard. Life is full of absurdities.

  • pi-xi
    pi-xi Member Posts: 177
    edited December 2021

    sillyoldrabbit,

    Wow! What a story. I’m glad for no mets, but stress can kill. Hugs.

  • sillyoldrabbit
    sillyoldrabbit Member Posts: 28
    edited December 2021

    Oh, thank you, Pi-Xi. Looks like you've really been through the real (as in not imaginary) wringer. It seems that some of us are hard-wired with an overly twitchy nervous system. Hugs back. Be well!

  • Akolmchen30
    Akolmchen30 Member Posts: 2
    edited December 2021

    Hi there, I'm new to this community and this is my first post. I've been reading these forums and getting good info. But now I wanted to pay it forward in case my story helps someone else in the future. I was diagnosed with IDC in November and my surgeon ordered scans for staging ahead of neo-adjuvant chemo. Well I had an abdominal CT scan that came back showing a liver lesion and these were the radiology notes: "Solitary, peripheral hypoenhancing lesion in segment VI measuring 1.4cm, concerning for potential metastatic deposit." Well, if that didn't freak me right out. My surgeon orders a liver MRI for the next day. I couldn't bring myself to check MyChart after for the results because I was afraid that if the lesion was metastatic, I would be alone at home spiraling with no easy way to get questions answered. So I distracted myself and waited for a call. My doctor just called and confirmed the lesion is a hemangioma and there's no evidence of metastatic disease. I know these results very well could have gone the other way, and still could in the future, but for today I'm glad to be out of the woods on that scare!

  • 7of9
    7of9 Member Posts: 474
    edited February 2022

    My new lump just under sternum nearer left (breast cancer) side -.8mm x 4 mm x 7 mm. 5 days of attivan and ambien to get through to results on this one. One day off line, walking the dog, attending boy scout ceremony. What a f in roller coaster.

    Biopsy results: Benign vascular lesion, most consistent with hemangioma. I've had 4 biopsies in my life. 1st - Cancer, 2nd (other breast same time - not cancer, chopped that one off too anyway because it was so dense they said they'd never be able to tell if / when it showed up on that side). 3rd - Recurrence cancer in axillary nodes. 4th (this one) clump of blood vessels or whatever the hell my body made but this time not more cancer. $!@#!^$#^ this disease.


  • purplecat
    purplecat Member Posts: 227
    edited May 2022

    Happy to add a new story to this thread. 2 weeks ago I noticed a small patch of blotchy reddened skin near my incision site. When it hadn't faded after my shower, I touched it and noticed that the area underneath had turned a bit firm and lumpy. I got in at the surgeon's office the next day, and they were able to get me in for mammogram and ultrasound the same afternoon. Recommendation: biopsy. Long story short: it's scar tissue.

    Both the PA at the surgeon's office and the radiologist had told me it was most likely scar tissue, but even so, in the days before the biopsy and during the wait for results I felt just as much dread and foreboding and general terror as I had during the diagnostics for the cancer. That surprised me. But even though I wasn't able to pull out of it, I've collected some anxiety management strategies over the past few years, and was able to use them to stay functional and productive and even calm at work. Even the fact that I was able to postpone this biopsy until a convenient time, instead of my usual "Take-time-off-work-and-cancel-fun-plans-to-get-answers-RIGHTNOWNOWNOW" seems like progress. So, maybe that's something to be celebrated too.

  • anothernycgirl
    anothernycgirl Member Posts: 821
    edited May 2022

    Purplecat, - Always such a relief to get that B9 report!! I'm so glad for you!!

  • colt45
    colt45 Member Posts: 383
    edited February 2023

    Bump

  • purplecat
    purplecat Member Posts: 227
    edited February 2023

    Noticed the thread was bumped and that I was the last one to check in here. I have another update from a few months ago. In October, my annual MRI showed changes. This wasn't surprising after the May findings and subsequent biopsy, but they made me do ANOTHER biopsy -- two, actually, because there were two spots. The wait between imaging and biopsy was nearly a full month, and it was just as stressful and scary as my original diagnosis, but just like in May, the result was scar tissue. Whew. Again.

  • alicebastable
    alicebastable Member Posts: 1,953
    edited February 2023

    Purplecat, you deserve a pitcher of Margaritas!

  • colt45
    colt45 Member Posts: 383
    edited February 2023

    purplecat,

    By sharing your scares that turned out to be nothing—you have undoubtedly helped many here.

    Bless you

  • purplecat
    purplecat Member Posts: 227
    edited February 2023

    LOL, Alice! From what I know of your history, if you say I’ve earned margaritas, I’ve earned them!

    Colt, I’ve had so much support from this site and am glad my experiences can help others.

  • beaglelove
    beaglelove Member Posts: 8
    edited March 2023

    Has anyone had malignant calcification while on Anastrozole waiting for biopsy and very scared

    I will be 4 years out April1

  • lillyishere
    lillyishere Member Posts: 786
    edited March 2023

    beaglelov, I googled and it seems that malignant calcification can be from previous cancer treatments. Hopefully, they are harmless. When are you going to have the biopsy? Keep us posted.

  • homemom
    homemom Member Posts: 842
    edited March 4

    This thread has been helpful given that I've had a cough for two weeks and none of the OTC drugs I've taken have made it go away. I do have some drainage in my nose, and I can feel mucus come up into my throat in the mornings and sometimes at night, but I was coughing slightly for a month before it got worse. I'm trying to set an appointment with my PCP to get a steroid or something stronger to see if that will knock it out. The pollen count has also been over 10 for the past couple months. Praying it's just a lingering allergy issue. Has anyone had a cough problem and it turned out to be nothing?😬

  • wallycat
    wallycat Member Posts: 1,421

    Homemom, my cough was in my late 30s after traveling to Singapore and Hong Kong…well pre-breast cancer. Still, my cough lasted for nearly a year. My doc (at the time) said I had reactive air-ways. I was surprised they never did xrays as I am a former smoker. It finally went away on its own. I know allergies can cause nasty coughing. Best to you.

  • momofquackytoddler
    momofquackytoddler Member Posts: 5

    I had promised myself that i would write here once im done with my own scare incidence.

    I am almost one year out from my active treatment and am on kadcyla which is a target therapy. One day during shower, i felt a lump on top of my incision. It was a hard painless lump, exactly like the one which i had before. I was like, "Oh God, not this again!".
    I didnt want to start another cancer journey just when i was almost done with my first. I was disappointed to think that the target treatment wasnt working. My family would be so sad.

    I was already planning my funeral that night.


    I didnt want to shock my husband and wanted to give myself the benefit of doubt that maybe this was a breast change after radiation or hormonal change during my menstrual cycle so i gave myself 2 weeks to see if the lump would disappear. The lump was still there.
    So i mustered up the strength to tell my husband and inform the oncologist about it. She scheduled an ultrasound.
    The radiologist was pissed that i waited for 2 weeks when i should have come as soon as i could.

    What she found was, as my ultrasound report read "dense fibro-glandular parenchymal tissue... post operational changes seen... no dominant mass"
    But what were the hard lumpy changes felt, i asked and she said its just radiation changes. But that was almost a year ago, i told her. She said, that happens so not to worry and go home.
    So yes, that was my first scare. I'm thinking there will be more to come.


    While i had waited for those 2 agonising weeks, i had scanned this whole thread and some people had put my mind at ease with their stories and made me less scared which is why i had promised i would write too in case someone else is going through similar.

  • homemom
    homemom Member Posts: 842

    It actually went away at about 8 weeks which fits in the timeline of "post viral cough syndrome". Such a relief! I had never heard of that before.