Scares That Turned Out To Be Nothing

Hello everyone. I haven't been here for awhile but am glad that there is this thread. Never thought there would be a time when I didn't think every day about having had cancer, but it eventually happened. Then this year:

(1) On my annual MRI an enlarged lymph node showed up and a follow-up ultrasound was recommended. My oncologist said wait a second, let's think this through, and called me in for an exam. Turns out the enlarged node was on the non-cancer side, on which I had had the shingles vaccination injections, and the node had gone back down by the time the oncologist felt for it. Soon after that the warnings about the Covid shots affecting lymph nodes came out.

(2) At my regular oncologist follow-up appointment, labs came back with low potassium, which the onc thought was due to the diuretic I'm taking for high blood pressure. She was right about that, and I'm working with my PCP to tweak my hypertension medication. Most recent labs came back in the normal range.

Just a good reminder to keep an eye on the big picture and not to automatically assume the worst. It's hard, but as I get older I'm sure I'll be getting more and more chances to practice.

Best wishes to all.

I'm here reporting a chain of scares that turned out to be nothing and caused SOMETHING as a side effect. Months ago, I began developing a very sharp pain in my upper arm that was noticeable whenever I had to reach behind my back. It gradually worsened until it also hurt to reach behind my head to put my hair up, and finally it became impossible to fasten a back closure bra. At about that point, it started to really scare me, and I thought I might have bone mets. Went to see my PCP who believed it was shoulder impingement syndrome, but ordered an x-ray "just to be safe." Yay, she was right! So, I started PT for that (it's very much better now). But because I couldn't fasten my old bras, I ordered some new front-closure versions. Not long after beginning to wear those, I began to notice considerable pain in my ribs. OK, you know where this going, right? After a couple of weeks, it dawned on me that these new pieces of misery were way too tight around the ribs and were probably the source of the pain, so decided to chuck bras altogether. The pain definitely lessened, but by then, I think I'd become over-aware of rib sensations. I continued to notice many little twinges, off and on. Left side, right side, around the back. Whack-a-mole. My semi-annual oncology follow-up was just a few weeks away, so I decided to wait until then to talk to my doc about it. But I really don't do waiting well at all! Even though logic and my superficial knowledge of anatomy told me these twinges were most likely gas pains, my old reptilian brain couldn't let go of the fear, terror, horror. My oncologist ordered a complete series of x-rays of all the bones between my neck and waist, again, "just to be safe." The results came back a little while ago, and sure enough, there's absolutely NOTHING WRONG. Here's the kicker: I had worked myself up into such a state of stress and anxiety over these rib pains that my blood pressure was through the roof AND then I came down with Shingles on my head. (Which, of course, I instantly mistook for a brain tumor.) Now, I need to see an opthalmologist to be sure it hasn't affected my eyes.

I'm looking for the life lesson here. I wish the lesson was that most of the time, our fears turn out to be irrational, but there was a time my fear that a suspicious lump might be cancer turned out to be very rational. I dunno. Life is hard. Life is full of absurdities.

Oh, thank you, Pi-Xi. Looks like you've really been through the real (as in not imaginary) wringer. It seems that some of us are hard-wired with an overly twitchy nervous system. Hugs back. Be well!

My new lump just under sternum nearer left (breast cancer) side -.8mm x 4 mm x 7 mm. 5 days of attivan and ambien to get through to results on this one. One day off line, walking the dog, attending boy scout ceremony. What a f in roller coaster.

Biopsy results: Benign vascular lesion, most consistent with hemangioma. I've had 4 biopsies in my life. 1st - Cancer, 2nd (other breast same time - not cancer, chopped that one off too anyway because it was so dense they said they'd never be able to tell if / when it showed up on that side). 3rd - Recurrence cancer in axillary nodes. 4th (this one) clump of blood vessels or whatever the hell my body made but this time not more cancer. $!@#!^$#^ this disease.

Purplecat, - Always such a relief to get that B9 report!! I'm so glad for you!!

Noticed the thread was bumped and that I was the last one to check in here. I have another update from a few months ago. In October, my annual MRI showed changes. This wasn't surprising after the May findings and subsequent biopsy, but they made me do ANOTHER biopsy -- two, actually, because there were two spots. The wait between imaging and biopsy was nearly a full month, and it was just as stressful and scary as my original diagnosis, but just like in May, the result was scar tissue. Whew. Again.

Has anyone had malignant calcification while on Anastrozole waiting for biopsy and very scared

I will be 4 years out April1

This thread has been helpful given that I've had a cough for two weeks and none of the OTC drugs I've taken have made it go away. I do have some drainage in my nose, and I can feel mucus come up into my throat in the mornings and sometimes at night, but I was coughing slightly for a month before it got worse. I'm trying to set an appointment with my PCP to get a steroid or something stronger to see if that will knock it out. The pollen count has also been over 10 for the past couple months. Praying it's just a lingering allergy issue. Has anyone had a cough problem and it turned out to be nothing?😬

I had promised myself that i would write here once im done with my own scare incidence.

I am almost one year out from my active treatment and am on kadcyla which is a target therapy. One day during shower, i felt a lump on top of my incision. It was a hard painless lump, exactly like the one which i had before. I was like, "Oh God, not this again!".
I didnt want to start another cancer journey just when i was almost done with my first. I was disappointed to think that the target treatment wasnt working. My family would be so sad.

I was already planning my funeral that night.

I didnt want to shock my husband and wanted to give myself the benefit of doubt that maybe this was a breast change after radiation or hormonal change during my menstrual cycle so i gave myself 2 weeks to see if the lump would disappear. The lump was still there.
So i mustered up the strength to tell my husband and inform the oncologist about it. She scheduled an ultrasound.
The radiologist was pissed that i waited for 2 weeks when i should have come as soon as i could.

What she found was, as my ultrasound report read "dense fibro-glandular parenchymal tissue... post operational changes seen... no dominant mass"
But what were the hard lumpy changes felt, i asked and she said its just radiation changes. But that was almost a year ago, i told her. She said, that happens so not to worry and go home.
So yes, that was my first scare. I'm thinking there will be more to come.

While i had waited for those 2 agonising weeks, i had scanned this whole thread and some people had put my mind at ease with their stories and made me less scared which is why i had promised i would write too in case someone else is going through similar.