Single life after a mastectomy
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oh HI girls
Bb yes my sweet country is going through such a crisis and all started when out of desparition the public gave power to an evil clown now is been 17 years of crisis
My family for more than they say they want to leave they wont . They are old and don't want to start fresh they fear but they stay so no much I can do from far. I's all very sad
Anyway I worked today started at 9am and was done at 6:30 pm I am sick of this job. I just keep positive I ll get a better one soon.
Oh Bb sometimes I wish I could live in my car and no have to pay rent lol or have to clean my apt and do all that it takes to have a place. Sometimes I feel like I have no more energy that reminds me tmw I must go out for a drive . Haven't drive for a week and I feel I must take the car out 1 a week at least they say is not good no to turn on the car for too long.
I must study for another quiz.but tonight I just want to have a tea and prepare the dough for my bread tmw and then tmw I ll do all I was to do today lol
G night ladies
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lol my bike is sleeping till April lol
So what we do is put some liquid in the fuel that way it can be 6 months sleeping and I won't get damage .
I sure miss her and summer bb
Hey look at this scarf I found I just have no time but I will try to make it for next winter bb thus colors reminded me of you .
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lol nah bb these are the colors you liked back when I was crocheting hats In 2013 .
So here is what my street looks like today
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Bb ha ha ha I hear you I love how I see all these ladies with nice natural looks but I never know how to do those and never really understand the 1 2 3 steps so always hate when I try for fun lol is like girl is it Halloween? Lol me too I try on some pink lipstick the other day and I felt sick but some people liked it lol Humm nah I just can't leave my slat red lol
I am now going to study for tmw I was lazy in the morning and just got a few things done and no I leave in a small building close to the Toronto airport and the lake . The high rise are too much $ lol but I am still only 15 minutes from them lol
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I found a few more quotes to share since another single valentine is here for us lol
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ha ha ha bb welcome to my team lol
I stopped caring about it years ago.
I feel I have lost all the romantic Spanish girl I use to think I was. Now I can't care less for anything that has to do with love.
But I do enjoy seen the romantic movies like just to dream a little ha ha ha but ya is brutal how life can just have such effect on us. I read msg that say we are stronger than life and we changed cuz we chose to. Well I don't agree I feel bb we changed cuz life just kept on coming hard on us with no warning so we couldn't be ready for it ?
Is all OK I am liking the bad ice I have become lol
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oh bb I couldn't go to work today. I woke up with so much pain in my neck I must have slept wrong and it kills. I didn't know you like horror stories there is a show called penny dreadful have you seen it . I tell you that is one of my favorites I love the actors and the guy is so hot. Is a horror but yet romantic one try to find it I promise u won't be disappointed lol
I love horror stories too ha ha
I also got my period on the weekend and Ithe is so heavy so this morning I couldn't get up to go to work ; (
I ll instead study for tonight exam . I will be able to drive so it won't be so bad . Usually I woke from work to school a good 10 blocks then back to the metro another 10 blocks so at least if I drive no walking much only 1 or 2 block to and from parking lot.
Hope you find that show and please watch so we can comment on it is really really good
Google it
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Hi ladies- still in Vegas and heading home this afternoon. We had a great time here. My surprise of the trip was to find out Diana Ross was performing at the hotel right downstairs so I went on Friday night. My sis and partner were too tired from the drive in so they opted out.
OMG , what a show and her voice and glam are just over the top! The audience was up and dancing and went crazy with love for her.
Some of the best pics of the night. I was 8 rows back from the stage!
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She sang the song from Mahogany too BB!
The song I love is called It's My Turn.......
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ha ha ha jazz I am so glad you went .you go girl is so good to enjoy a good concert and that was a nice one wow Diana 's voice must have been amazing
Bb the show lasted 4 season but it was one of the best I watch so far I rank it along with game of throne which is my favorite lol
Too bad you can't get it
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bb check this out
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I want to do that not to old people but to my couple friends lol always saying when will you get marry lol when will you get a man lol
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Has anyone heard from Simplicity lately?
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Hi and goodnight as its bedtime here xx
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bb- here is a link to the song. It really touched me at the concert and think you are right, it is a song for all of us.
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HI .well quiz was harder lol hope I did OK
I closed my face book so I don't have an update on simplicity maybe jazz will .
Bb if I get my hand on that show I ll send your way cuz I really think u ll enjoy it
I am coming down with something like a flue I think. Tmw is my therapy which means I ll be hurt again
I also have an appointment with my bs on March 08 but now my family Dr called me and day is March 01 lol I ll try to change my day off now to that day.
I am glad I didn't work today but fear what will I find Tmw. On Saturday I implemented 23 releases to prd and who knows how all was today.
Abu way sending u hugs
Jazz thanks for the video I can't help to think of Michael when I see that lady ; (
I miss Michael 's songs I still play in my car I have all his cds
I feel the world will never have such talent
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E- I saw you were home today and hope you got through with all the challenges with the neck, period, etc. I hope you did okay on the quiz, so let us know?
Diana Ross and and MJ were tight. She had a slide show and had a nice picture of the two of them at the end. I bet she really misses him.
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ha ha ha jazz that is a nice quote lol
Exam was hard but I finished on time hope I didn't screw up. So many scenarios I this one
I have been managing with my period and neck is still stiff but had my therapy with the cupping thing again today.
The lady really has manage to lose up my skin but the scar underneath still very much hard
I will see my bs on March 01 now so I must swith the day off I had approved for March 8.
Today I sent my resume to a manager position which I was asked to apply for. I don't think I qualify but I don't care I apply anyway. Lol
I haven't heard from the job and I apply getting nervous I hope I can go away from this department soon.
I also prepared two boxes to mail tmw. Auch it ll be priced high but I amust sending grand MA a few things and also a plain for grand pa to keep himself busy ?
Also sending a coloring nice book those simplicity like to do .
Hope grand MA likes it and helps her relax a little.
Anyway I am going to bed I am super dead and my neck hurts
I manage to make an appointment tomorrow at 3pm to get a massage so u ll start work at 7am and will go away to that massage at 3 then school till 9:30pm
So turning myself in bed early
Night night
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Oh god BB, I am so sorry to hear this. Will PM you.
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HI ladies. Hope all OK
I just got back from school I passed my exam this time better mark so I am really happy got 81 then he evaluated me wrong so got 3 more points so I got 84/100
I also got a massage on my upper back today and well let say the guy may have fixed me up or made it worse lol no sure yet everything hurts now. He was really good. He also told me that it seems due to all the massage and therapy been done on the right side that I have tensed up the left ? Kind of made sense he says is like I have been competing some how .
I will work late shift tmw so I ll get to sleep in and thanks the universe for that.
Bb not sure what happen but hope u and the boys are OK.
Sending u all hugs
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Hi ladies- quick check in. Busy week catching up since getting home from my trip on Monday.
BB- thinking about you and hope things are stabilizing for your son. What stress this is for you to deal with, but know you said your son has struggled with this for awhile. Hugs sister.
E- good news about getting a better grade than expecting. I was totally a "B girl" when I did my accounting classes during the MBA I started years ago. You are doing well friend. Keep up the good work and glad you got a massage too.
Lily- are you doing better and is your breathing improved? Do you use an inhaler for asthma? I have had a lot more issues with my asthma the past few years.
June- hope you are doing okay and things with that boss are better?
I went to a biz lunch with one of my local partnering firms for work yesterday. I am creating a plan B in the event this other work with the collaboration team does not come to fruition soon. I feel there will be something there down the line, but not soon enough. Got another meeting on that next Friday with them, and wanting to be back to making money in March so will assess after the call if we are ready. Turns out one of my other clients here in town may be needing help soon and don't have contacts there anymore as we have not worked together for awhile, but can work through this other group for them too. I make a bit less money that way but get paid faster? Will see what direction we go next.
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Hi friends Well i had a ruff night
lets say hat massage felt better when it was been done then it caused me more pain. i was not able to rest much.
so yesterday Venezuela's gov decided to ban CNN from out country and CNN decided to fight back and they made CNN available now for free in Youtube. also one of our politic unfair jail guy's wife met Trump and well lets say Venezuela's gov is furious so now i am watching ever news there is cause USA is taking interest finally and maybe something will be done against the gov of Venezuela .
it is all so crazy.
i am just glad it is Friday tomorrow i have a training with off shore at 7am so i ll be in the office at 6:30 am tomorrow ;(
but will be able to go home around 2:30pm which will be very good for moi
hope all have an amazing weekend
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HI bb. I am glad things are OK
Regarding your tests Humm I think it makes sense that the stress is causing trouble.
Is terrible what stress can do to us. My family is OK they are waiting for things to change and we all know it will take at least 100 years for our country to be what is was. It's been bleeding for 18 years now and no an easy fix.
Communism has taken all including the hope of the public the students are now more than ever getting involved and that will be hard to watch the students been kill in the street but they are the once whom maybe be able to succeed at getting other countries involved in helping the country in the past it always had open arms with the rest of the world now it needs help.
I am OK just trying to study and keeping my mind off other issues
Sending u a big hug bb
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Good morning ladies- back from my second yoga retreat, this one was local so I was able to come home and sleep in my bed fri and sat nights. Back in a retreat center we used to go to here in town years ago and just perfect. Some people I knew, other new friends. The yoga retreats have really been helping me to get restored and I feel more open and clear now to move forward with the next steps with my work and some other things in life. I am very grateful for my yoga practice and the yoga community here in my city.
BB- I think giving the trauma program a try is really worth it. I respect the need to not discuss anything further here on family issues as well.
E- very sorry to hear about the continued troubles in your country of origin. I fear the entire planet will become ruled by communists or fascists very soon.
June, Lily, Simplicity, and everyone else here, wishes for a peaceful Sunday.
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hi ladies,
i am relaxing and watched some good movies. we have president day off. so i need to take some real rest and prepare for the deadline on 3/3.
hope everyone is enjoying their weekend....
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Hi June- good to hear from you. Let us know any interesting movies you are watching!
Enjoy your downtime before the push to the deadline. I know that world only too well.......
BB- retreats are so great and many times, parts of families go on them. Hoping your program can offer you some good ideas there. They really do help!
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Watching some old movies on TV today while I work on a presentation for a talk I am doing this week at a technology group in town. I think there is a new series on HBO starting tonight called Big Little Lies. Going to check in out, I tend to like the HBO mini-series.
I met a woman at my retreat who developed insulin resistance and we talked a lot about food and the importance of protein. She was vegetarian for awhile and that made her insulin go high. I did vegetarian this weekend, but they had things like cheese and beans for protein. I won't say the food was particularly good at this retreat center, very basic. But the leader got our feedback on that for next time.
One day won't hurt you with the ravioli and cookies. Check your blood sugar in the morning to see what all that does to it so you know. I heard the Girl Scout cookies were out and about.....
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BB- I know one vegan and she is also gluten free person so food is just a big problem for her. Those pork chops sounded very tasty!
And I don't beat myself up when I eat some goodies, nor should you. Every personal trainer I have ever worked with, and even my nutritionist said the goal is to be mindful the majority of the time, let loose a bit from time to time. I did so last weekend while I was out in Vegas, indulged in more carbs than I normally do including dinner at a lovely Italian restaurant with a fab pasta dish. Tonight I am making some shrimp in a lemon artichoke simmer sauce with a low carb pasta.
I am seeing my endocrinologist a week from Tuesday and think she will be pleased as I have lost 8 pound since I saw her end of December (basically 4 pound a month). Now I just need to keep this going.....
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BB- I am insulin resistant which means my body cannot properly process the sugars in my body. Therefore, it results in excess weight in my abdomen. That was a precursor to my diabetic situation. I thought this was happening in my 40s, had all the signs of it but my primary care doctor was checking my fasting blood sugar and it was fine. Then along came the A1C and it became clear I was heading towards diabetes.
My endocrinologist is working with my meds along with ensuring I am doing my part to exercise and eat property to get this all back in balance. Most of my weight is around the middle, which is insulin resistance. We are working to get the blood chemistry back in to balance and that will help my metabolism. Kind of complicated but this plan is working?
Maybe find out about the trauma program and what is required and how soon you can get in? Then you can talk to your family and see how they can help your mother while you do this. Maybe get through the back surgery first and then go to the trauma program? Maybe your mom can go spend time with your sister for awhile? I think it will be difficult for you to do any of this with the ongoing elder care. You will be in a better place to help your mom when you are feeling better?
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