Light from around the world for LongTermSurvivor/Stephanie

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  • elainetherese
    elainetherese Member Posts: 1,635

    Stephanie,

    Thank you so much for sharing your experiences with dying. Who knew that it would entail as much work (if not more) than living? I particularly want to thank you for explaining the difference between healing and curing. That has been very helpful to me.

    I'm Catholic, and when I hear "On Eagle's Wings," I always think of you and the others going through this thing called dying.

    And He will raise you up on eagle's wings,

    bear you on the breath of dawn,

    make you to shine like the sun,

    and hold you in the palm of His hand.

    Much lovingkindness,

    ElaineTherese


  • feelingfeline
    feelingfeline Member Posts: 5,145

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  • lekker
    lekker Member Posts: 238

    This is a white hummingbird photographed recently in Santa Cruz. Beautiful!

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  • KDs-Husband
    KDs-Husband Member Posts: 75

    Oh Stephanie,

    It seems that light attracts even more light, and that beauty attracts even more beauty.

    How contagious is the gift that you have so generously shared with so many, that it rushes right back at you through this thread.

    I know these thoughts, feelings, pictures, stories, etc. are all for you, but we ALL get to benefit from them.

    A complete circle of LOVE. Heart

    Eternal thanks,

    Louis

  • Zoziana
    Zoziana Member Posts: 102

    Stephanie, I feel very, very blessed to know you in my life. You are a unique light who has helped me, and I know others, so very much. I've got my own oddly crafted "liberal" and non-linear Christian spirituality which sustains me, too.I am very, very glad to hear you donated your writings to the Bay Area project, hard as taking that step must have been. You have so much to share and others can learn so much from you. I agree entirely, as someone above said: This thread should really be called "Light from Stephanie sent round the world." Sending you peaceful love to wrap around yourself. I am very grateful for your existence now and forever.

    imageThis is in the Santa Cruz foothills, on the San Jose side. I walked by myself in a light mist on a morning when it was about to rain. I am glad I went; being outdoors was a caress from the universe, and I hope you, too, can feel that caress when you look at this picture.


  • rara_avis
    rara_avis Member Posts: 29

    Dear Stephanie,

    sending you warm wishes for peace and comfort

    with utmost respect and love,

    -Erica

  • gmafoley
    gmafoley Member Posts: 5,978

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  • ruthbru
    ruthbru Member Posts: 47,800

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    From the Mission Concepcion in San Antonio

  • farmerlucy
    farmerlucy Member Posts: 596

    Thinking of you dear Stephanie.

  • cling
    cling Member Posts: 263

    Stephanie: Thinking of you and wish you are peaceful and comfortable. Thank you for your love to BCO sisters.

  • Rosevalley
    Rosevalley Member Posts: 1,664

    Much love and light to you dear Stephanie. May your transition be peaceful and gentle. I think of you every day and join the huge circle of caring and love here. Lovingkindness to you.

    love rosevalley

  • mara51506
    mara51506 Member Posts: 6,565

    I am thinking about you too Stephanie. You have been so kind to everyone here and we will miss you. We know it is a time of transition for you and wish you well on your way.

  • lalady1
    lalady1 Member Posts: 530

    For you dear Steph - my favorite Lord Byron poem:

    She Walks in Beauty

    She walks in beauty, like the night

    Of cloudless climes and starry skies;

    And all that's best of dark and bright

    Meet in her aspect and her eyes;

    Thus mellowed to that tender light

    Which heaven to gaudy day denies.

    One shade the more, one ray the less,

    Had half impaired the nameless grace

    Which waves in every raven tress,

    Or softly lightens o'er her face;

    Where thoughts serenely sweet express,

    How pure, how dear their dwelling-place.

    And on that cheek, and o'er that brow,

    So soft, so calm, yet eloquent,

    The smiles that win, the tints that glow,

    But tell of days in goodness spent,

    A mind at peace with all below,

    A heart whose love is innocent!

  • ruthbru
    ruthbru Member Posts: 47,800

    Thinking of you, dear Stephanie.

  • kt1966
    kt1966 Member Posts: 1,021

    Thinking of you as you continue your journey. Peace, comfort and love to you

  • Noni
    Noni Member Posts: 74

    Thinking of you Stephanie. Counting you as one of my many blessings.

    Thank you .

  • artistatheart
    artistatheart Member Posts: 1,437

    Our dear Stephanie, you are so loved here..... You have helped so many through some very difficult times. May you receive these blessing back to you 1000 fold and have a spectacular journey to that place of light that you have always graced upon us.

  • Hummingbird4
    Hummingbird4 Member Posts: 220

    Sending love and peace to you, Stephanie. You are always in my thoughts.

  • juli24
    juli24 Member Posts: 80

    Dearest Stephanie,

    I haven't posted in quite a while due to a set back but I wanted to let you know I have held your strength, wisdom, kindness, love, and "light" in my heart. You helped me no longer fear death or the unknown but rather to embrace the now. I pray that your now is peaceful, warm and full of the love coming your way from all of us. Soft, gentle hugs to you my friend, Juli

  • Longtermsurvivor
    Longtermsurvivor Member Posts: 738

    My physical body continues to deteriorate, while my spirit remains bright. So grateful for gratitude, love of intimates and your care and notes too.

    Am slowing down at bco now and will ask my local friend caregivers to continue to read this bco topic.

    Thanks to those who read my personal blog and send messages from there to here!

    Friends will keep that blog updated when I'm no longer able.

    My fondest dream is to die next Wednesday, November 2 when the veil between worlds is thinnest - All Souls Day and Day of the Dead.

    A friend shared this with me, so I'm sharing it with all of us:

    All Souls Night - Loreena McKennitt – Lyrics

    All love in all ways and for always, Stephanie


  • ruthbru
    ruthbru Member Posts: 47,800

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  • ssinuk
    ssinuk Member Posts: 63

    dear Stephanie, I have never corresponded with you before but recently in a dark time I found some of your writings on BCO - and was so inspired I started to track down your posts. Know that you have created an amazing and beautiful store of wisdom love and hope that will nourish countless women walking the dark path you walked before us with such unique grace. Thank you with all my heart for this great gift of light you leave on the world. You are extraordinary and beautiful and I hope you can feel that huge love radiating back to you from this world.

  • ssinuk
    ssinuk Member Posts: 63

    Not a sunrise or a bird - but down to earth joys - children in a tree. The beauty of the now. image

  • feelingfeline
    feelingfeline Member Posts: 5,145

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  • Longtermsurvivor
    Longtermsurvivor Member Posts: 738

    From my personal blog update yesterday:

    all love & light & exhaustion, Stephanie

    Hold Me

    Izetta Smith

    Hold me, hold me, never let me go.

    Hold me like the leaves on the ends of the branches.

    And when I die let me fly, let me fly,

    Through the air like the leaves when they're falling.


    Hold me, hold me, never let me go.

    Hold me like the stars in the sky high above me.

    And when I die let me fly, let me fly,

    Through the sky like the stars when they're falling.

    xox

    Ye (Radical) Faerie Hymnal lyrics here:

    http://www.radfae.org/hymnal#Hold%20Me


    Listen here:

    http://www.gatheringofcircles.com/songs_we_sing/14%20Hold%20Me.mp3


  • feelingfeline
    feelingfeline Member Posts: 5,145

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    (floating lantern being released. Could see the lantern for miles)

  • littleblueflowers
    littleblueflowers Member Posts: 391

    You are a blessing, beauty and grace follow you until you become the grace. May it be on All Souls Night if that remains your intention. I cant imagine a better time to leave. May beauty surround you.

  • badger
    badger Member Posts: 24,938

    ((Stephanie)) sending light and love from Wisconsin.

  • Blinkie
    Blinkie Member Posts: 123

    Let's all pray for Stephanie to have a peaceful transition on Wednesday, November 2nd.


  • KDs-Husband
    KDs-Husband Member Posts: 75

    Stephanie,

    At church this morning we sang "Joyful, Joyful We Adore Thee". As the lyrics passed on the screen, this verse caused me to think of and pray for you:

    Thou art giving and forgiving,

    Ever blessing, ever blest,

    Wellspring of the joy of living,

    Ocean depth of happy rest!

    Thank you, Thank you for teaching all of us so much about living and dying.

    Eternal Lovingkindness,

    Louis