2013 Survivors!!!

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  • Scottiee1
    Scottiee1 Member Posts: 1,790
    edited February 2013

    Hi ladies....Juneau....congrats...I remember you posting before and thought what a powerful photograph...way to go.



    Mcook....what a beautiful picture...love your page....it's going to be an amazing experience.



    Ireland, so sorry about the cafe!!!....sending prayers and thoughts that everything will be ok.



    Yes, the weight loss gang....guys you are all amazing whether you gained, lost or stayed the same. It is true what somebody said (can't remember who and I'm too tired to go back and check) but you ARE all getting healthier with your new eating plan....minus the beer, wings, ice cream and MARTINIS, of course...😡....the dietitian here wants to keep

    reminding you to focus more on your measurements.....don't obsess about the numbers...they will come, I promise 😘







  • iatigger
    iatigger Member Posts: 269
    edited February 2013

    Juneau very neat picture. Even though I didn't experience that, your pic definately hit home.

    Mcook, Very nice application.  If you come through Iowa I will definately cheer you on. 

    For those on the weight loss adventure I am at 216 today. I think that is what I quoted last week but I have a plan. Found a new free program at the Y in our area that is through Livestrong. 12wk program that you meet twice a week with a trainer and work out for an 1 1/2. Think this is just I need to get myself on track.

    Ireland, heres some positive vibes that your concerns are nothing.

    Believe, Received my bracelets today and love them!

    Have a great weekend everyone!

  • Chrisrenee77
    Chrisrenee77 Member Posts: 693
    edited February 2013

    mcook- your bio made me cry! I'm so proud of you, you can do this. How are you feeling today? You aren't doing anything too strenuous are you?

  • juneaubugg
    juneaubugg Member Posts: 517
    edited February 2013

    So I am about to be the speaker at a 12 step mtg tonight. The topic I've been given is gratitude. Boy is that a tough one for me these days. I Should be glad I'm alive, but I still get stuck in the fact that the being glad is a direct result of having fucking cancer! Even if I am NED. *sigh*. Hope I bring a strong message that helps but just one addict who may be still sick and suffering to find another day clean. Thanks for listening ladies!

  • iatigger
    iatigger Member Posts: 269
    edited February 2013

    Go knock em dead Juneau. I have a nephew who has started doing something similar and he has found it so enlightening. Still can't picture him as a public speaker but that is his new normal and it's saving his life.

  • mcook301
    mcook301 Member Posts: 314
    edited February 2013

    Juneau - good luck tonight I was at a stress management clinic this week and when she asked me to say things I was grateful for I was at a loss of words



    I wanted to say I am happy I am still here, that I love my life etc but I could find the words at that moment. I think this is why I needed this challenge to feel alive again not just sitting on my dam sofa every night or entrapped with daily work. I don't have kids, a husbands or even have allowed myself to settle down and buy a house I kept putting my life on hold to become my successful and be happy with where I was now I don't know who I am some days especially after BC because every has changed so maybe during my walk across the country I can figure this out and walk or run until I do :)

  • mcook301
    mcook301 Member Posts: 314
    edited February 2013

    Opps bear with the typos dam IPad and oxy :)

  • Believe777
    Believe777 Member Posts: 540
    edited February 2013

    MCook - wonderful photo on your page.  Great smile and your nieces are adorable.  Really, so proud of you!  I'm in Northern CA - if you get even close, I will come to hug you in person. (Don't apologize for typos - you are doing better than I am on my iPad - I can't make it work on this site at all (asks for Cookies - sounds fattening, I have to either use my iPhone or computer)

    Juneau - you will be sensational tonight - I can't imagine you NOT doing well talking about any subject!

    Blessings - thanks for the encouraging words.  I am disappointed but NOT giving up on losing weight.

  • Scottiee1
    Scottiee1 Member Posts: 1,790
    edited February 2013

    Mcook.....what Believe said.....except I'm in Toronto.



    Juneau ....knock em dead!!!!!! I know you will anyway.



    Believe....start measuring...you might be surprised 😘

  • mcook301
    mcook301 Member Posts: 314
    edited February 2013

    Believe thank you so much!



    Scottie- I wish we were head to canada too! I would def stop by for a hugs as well!



    U guys are awesome!

  • Tazzy
    Tazzy Member Posts: 1,442
    edited February 2013

    Really, dont have time to catch up - long full day at work so will catch up with the weekend.

    did catch your page mcook - way to go.  Wish you were coming up through Canada.  You go girl.  Your page brought tears to my eyes.   Oh! we'll be in your pockets when you run/walk.

    OK off to do dinner before I dont get my lazy butt off the sofa.    salmon fillet with steamed veggies - how healthy is that.  

    Sorry I'm late posting weights.. will do at the weekend.  Darn work Yell

    Hugs to all xxxx

  • Believe777
    Believe777 Member Posts: 540
    edited February 2013

    Juneau- I've got it! Tell them how grateful we are that you are here! Just a thought.

  • mcook301
    mcook301 Member Posts: 314
    edited February 2013

    All of you are incredible!



    Tazzy thank you!



    I hope to make all you proud and hopefully I can plan a way to make it so I can be places everyone might be able to come walk/run with me!

  • SherylB
    SherylB Member Posts: 147
    edited February 2013

    Juneau,

    Little late with my reading today. I wish you the honesty that you share will touch another addict who is still suffering. I always love the speaker meetings. Especially NA as I relate to them so much better than AA, however, I always get something from whatever folks share.

    Hugs, Sheryl

  • Tazzy
    Tazzy Member Posts: 1,442
    edited February 2013

    mcook:  you make us proud.

    Juneau... give them your wonderful honesty - someone will get something from it.

    Love you allxx

  • Scottiee1
    Scottiee1 Member Posts: 1,790
    edited February 2013

    Mcook....we are proud of you no matter what....that goes for everyone here....such a bunch of wonderful strong women I'm proud to call my second family. Some of you test

    my cheerleading abilities with talk of beer, martinis, cake , wings..oh, I'll stop here...

    Feel another massage coming on....lol....ladies, have mercy...it's hard enough being 65 AND a cheerleader....be kind to the ole gal.



    Seriously gals, to come here and laugh, cry sometimes, with you lot, is the best medicine

    in the world.



    Ok, this is where I could get thrown out here.....gentle reminder for you Super Bowl fans.....NO SHOPPING FOR BEER AND WINGS....big brother is watching. 👀



    Love you all. ❤❤❤

  • iatigger
    iatigger Member Posts: 269
    edited February 2013

    Scottie you are going to have to look the other way, I can't do celery and carrots during the Super Bowl, I will just have to ride the bike extra long today and tomorrow in preparation will that pass?

  • 301724
    301724 Member Posts: 185
    edited February 2013

    So proud of you Juneau and MCook!

  • mcook301
    mcook301 Member Posts: 314
    edited February 2013

    Thank you so much 301724!



    Wow I better get training today! Going to the mall to walk since it is still -10 below yikes who lives in this crude:)

  • aruba
    aruba Member Posts: 276
    edited February 2013

    Hi guys, so after all the dr appts. being fine this week,  Thurs night i turned over in bed to the right and got really dizzy.  Got up slow to go to bathroom and back to bed...again to right was dizzy.  Looked online and saw BPPV, a type of vertigo ( I have never been dizzy) but said they do epleys maneuver where you put pillow behind shoulders and lie down quickly with head to right then left etc.  I did this and boy the room was spinning!   yest was ok while I was up and took it easy.  Last night I went sleep was ok...just a bit when  I turned, but today when awake i feel a bit off only when i turn my head.  I have never had veritgo and of course my mind goes to very scary places.  I am fine when I sit still, just when I move head...so debating if I go to urgent care of hold off and call pcp on Monday.   I hate being scared! 

  • mcook301
    mcook301 Member Posts: 314
    edited February 2013

    Aruba- I would just call to check with you doctor did you have any colds in the last week that could have settled in your ears? I maybe would just call so you don't have to worry all weekend? Ugh hopefully it is nothing but getting dizzy probably isn't something you should ignore :)

  • lostinmo
    lostinmo Member Posts: 332
    edited February 2013

    Aruba-do you have any sinus congestion?  I was getting dizzy at night when I rolled over but I had stopped taking my allergy pills. After I started those back up it has stopped but like you I freaked out at first and was ready to make a phone call. Mine was only when lying down though not sitting up. Sending ((hugs)) try not to panic just find an answer.

  • aruba
    aruba Member Posts: 276
    edited February 2013

    I do have allergy and roof of mouth was really itchy last week which is a sign of allergy. But nose has been good...no cold or anything.   I am fine if I don't turn my head real fast...boy can anxiety rear its head fast.

  • Believe777
    Believe777 Member Posts: 540
    edited February 2013

    I will be interested in what you find out too. I have those little dizzy spells when I go to bed too. I think we are both taking Arimidex? They go away, so I didn't think much of them.

  • aruba
    aruba Member Posts: 276
    edited February 2013

    Believe, I thoguht about Arimidex too, but have been on it since Nov 14th with only some small aches in finger joints etc. till now.

  • Outdamnedspot
    Outdamnedspot Member Posts: 164
    edited February 2013

    I  have heard of a lot of cases of vertigo this winter and from what I have heard, the docs have chalked it up to a virus.  A good friend's mom was in hospital for 8 days with it, had a ream of tests and all came back negative for any disease.  

    Good luck and I hope you feel better soon.

  • mcook301
    mcook301 Member Posts: 314
    edited February 2013

    Sorry Aruba hope you get it figured out soon:)



    Ok ladies I just peaked at my results from exchange surgery and only you will get this. I just cried I don't like them and they will never look normal again. Yeah they are just boobs or so people think but they look ugly! I am so sad but I will pick myself up and move on just need to have a good cry by myself on this one. Speaking of the conversations on DH I have never cried in front of him because he could not handle it. He is great at somethings but open communication is not one of them so frustrating because sometimes I just want to be able to share and talk with someone and he can't.

  • unowhoandwhy
    unowhoandwhy Member Posts: 54
    edited February 2013

    mcook, hugs to you! I am sorry you are so upset! I haven't had my exchange yet, but I know a lot of people who have and they all say to give it time. Those darn squishies take a while to drop & fluff into shape & some take longer than others.

  • KarenZ0305
    KarenZ0305 Member Posts: 345
    edited February 2013

    McCook - I'm sorry you are sad. Maybe they haven't "settled down" yet? I only had a lumpectomy so I don't know what you are feeling but I hope you are feeling all of our arms around you in comfort while you let it out.

  • Believe777
    Believe777 Member Posts: 540
    edited February 2013

    Aruba-I take my Arimidex at 9:30, they basically knock me out. I'm asleep by 10:30. So much for insomnia being a side effect. I have the joint pains too, mainly in my right wrist. I started them around June of last year. So I guess we cross that off. No sinus problems here either.