My Husband, My Life, My Love, My Family, My Cancer

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  • mara51506
    mara51506 Member Posts: 6,508
    edited 4:35PM

    Tougholdcrow and others with recent scans that are stable, I am very happy for you all, may that continue.

    Irish and others in pain, may that pain ease for you, in pockets for that as well.

    I am in an odd mood. Woke up with tears because of a weird dream, in the dream a kid was pulling at my pants. I told the mother to get the kid to stop pulling at my pants, wound up yelling at her and scaring the kid. I woke upset since I am not a yeller at children or adults and in the dream people filmed it. Sometimes I talk in my sleep as well, mostly when waking but hate when the dream is upsetting. I am presently just telling myself the dream is over and not worrying about it as my mind is prone to do. Wonder if it means worrying about financial security, like I wear the pants in the family and something is causing the security to go down. Who knows, all just really weird to me. Enough of this dumb topic.

    Not sure what I wish to do today. I am expecting peanut butter that I ordered from Amazon, crunchy as there was no smooth but did pay under half price with gift card. Not too much laundry to do, I am sure I can scare up a blanket to do. I still like doing them one at a time. Cleaned filter of my actual dryer and was shocked how much lint came out of both the washer but also the dry. Crazy though not sure why I am surprised between cat fur and lint from the fleecy blanket. Cleaned it after a blanket dry overnight and everything was covered, it looked like the filter had never been done. I do use a couple of filters to keep stuff from getting into the hose though. Works pretty well. Oh well, nice that stuff can still surprise me these days. Other than normal sweeping and vacuum, my house does not look bad and one nice thing about a small space is that it takes all of 30 seconds, sweeping, vacuuming and mopping each room.

    Edited, I was super hungry so kept first meal simple. Took a frozen penne pasta with chicken and added some ham to it. Microwaved for 4 mins on high. Put some sour cream and onion and garlic seasoning with bit of salt. Put a bit of sour cream in as well. Mixed up and it was very good, tasty and filling. Glad I did that.

    I hope everyone has a good day and in pockets for all who need me, especially those dealing with SE, pain or whatever else life is throwing at you easing everything for you.