My Husband, My Life, My Love, My Family, My Cancer
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Hello beauties~I think some how I have gotten a cold. I am convinced it's because I was out and about a lot last week.. resistance must be low. I am at the end of my 17th month of ibrance. My body feels it. No news on them moving out. I really need this to happen like now. I am worried they are dragging their feet. This is all so very hard to deal with. I agree 50's I just can't wait to not clean up after them. As of now, they do nothing anyway. I love her but she is making bad choices. I never dreamed this would happen. Shows you what I know...
Scwilly~ Hi darling. I love pools. I love flowers. I grew up with some Property and I had a pool and a barn with my horse fancy...... she was the little dickens! Had her from Birth, saw her being born. It was wonderful. I miss my childhood pool and Home. It was my Oasis, sounds like you're in yours. Loving that for you. So glad your liver got well, that is very scary honey. Keep giving it a good talking too!
Mae~ loving the cabin. I have to laugh because my DH said to me today, soon we are going to take a road trip down to Tennessee, he wants to check out lake front property's, he is really serious about selling the house and moving on. Especially now since the kids are old enough and should be on their own. I am pushing that issue so very much. I have done my job. I'm really for some space from DD, but my teddy bear DS I love and would be heart broken not seeing him everyday, he's so calm and kind. Just my baby. Always has been. I know you'll never go back, but at least you know you're loved their also.... I mean how could they not love you!? You worked you're butt off!!!
DH wants to build a house on a lakefront in Tennessee. I am all for it. I get scared when I hear anything about the future...I want to live.... I want to love my DH and be with him alone, I need peace. I worry though about giving up my medical Team and starting all over with that. Not liking that at all. Why is everything so difficult anymore.? I feel like I just don't want to have anything to worry about.... or anyone even. Stress can't be good for us.
Thinking of you Gracie~~~~
Much love to all~M~
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Hello Gals,
I am doing very well! Seems my days are busy. I feel recovered from the Y90 with a good appetite and plenty of energy. I will not know if it worked for a while. Although I could scan now to check on the Xeloda's status, I want to coordinate with my IR to have one scan for both. Feet are now peeling a lot from Madame X, but not too painful, so grateful for that.
Went shopping with one of my very good friends yesterday to assist her in choosing a dress for her daughters' rehearsal dinner. Neither of us are into the high fashion scene, but we had a super fun time. The wedding is in July in NYC and will probably be the most formal/fancy wedding I've ever attended. it will be my first experience with any type of "body shaping" underthings; could be quite comical!
My grandson and i worked in the vegetable garden a little last weekend. He designed and planted a little section of his own; very dear and very fun for Granny! Now if I could just get him to eat what he grows!
My cousin and her DH from Baltimore will be with us tomorrow night on their way to Acadia Nat. Park. No one loves coming to Maine more than they do and we usually have Maine seafood and a Maine blueberry pancake breakfast. I am thinking Crab melts on homemade wheat garlic bread with Havarti cheese with bacon crumbles.Also bought a giant eggplant today at Trader Joe's for $1.79. Eggplant parmesan? Small plates of tasty stuff? also some kind of salad.
Gracie-sad to think of you not feeling acknowledged. You are equally celebrated here! It is difficult for me to keep up, but everyone is in my thoughts and heart.
Lynne(Man) are you through "hell week?"
Lynne(50's)-the Father's Day BBQ sounds terrific! Hope the scans come out well. Can't hurt to check with rising tumor markers. Just wish we could erase any scanxiety. Are you surviving the cool weather? I have a British "cooker" that is on all of the time during the winter. We don't usually shut it down until end of June, and i am sure happy for the warmth of it just now!
Micmel- sounds as though you are soldiering on through all of your family drama. Sorry to hear that you may have a cold; hope it's quick. A lake house in Tennessee sounds divine!
Mae-you go girl. Get the heck outa there and don't look back.
To all of my dear MBC sisters-be pain free, trouble free, at peace.....Love, Mary Jane
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MJH~Hi there.... always good to see you.. I loved the idea that your grandson had his own area in the garden. That just melted my heart. That is what precious moments are made of. As I go through my family issues. I need to hear things so warm and sweet. My childhood was so neglectful, I wonder why I thought being a parent would be any better for me. I've always been Murphy's law. I am never giving my up on my Love for my children. Or my sweet DH. I don't know how he does it. I feel so badly for their behavior. One day at a time. Thanks for making me smile thinking about the vegetable garden....oh and have a total Blast at that wedding beautiful! Ahem pics of the dress please???
I hope anyone scanning this week can feel the love of support and understanding. I adore you sweet ladies. I have been thinking about Gracie.... Itmy must be my crazy surgery and then my family issues, that maybe I dropped the ball. I would Never want anyone to not feel welcome here. Especially here. But we all have ups and downs. No matter what I am here and I love you all.
Much love ~M~
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MJH~How long will you be gone for this wedding ? Sounds lovely. Have some cake for me. I love wedding cake. Should have had some recently, still wondering how all this happened. Much love ~M~
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Mae, What beautiful views from yout cabin! No wonder you want to live there. I could feel my blood pressure going down just looking at those pictures.
Mary Jane, Planting with your grandson must have been lots of fun. What kinds of vegetables did your grandson plant? As far as your menu is concerned, it all sounds good to me. What time should we arrive? As Iwas pulling weeds (again) today, I looked over at the fairy garden that my DIL planted with my granddaughters last year. Well, my DIL did most of the planting. The girls just got dirty. They aren't living here anymore, and it is kind of sad to realize that they won't see all the little flowers blooming. Of Course the girls probably don't remember the flowers, just the dirt and mulch. Well, I am enjoying the flowers anyway. They have lots of room to spread.
Micmel, You cannot blame yourself for the way Gracie feels. You had major surgery and the recovery, and I am sure Gracie understood that. You aren't solely responsible for any of us. We all have a part in supporting each other. There are no rules that say how often or when each of us should post. A lot of it depends on how we feel and what we have going on at any given moment.i know that I sometimes get so wrapped up in my life that I don't take the time to respond to people. I am just sorry that Gracie feels let down, and I wish we could help her. MBC really sucks, and everyone needs support. We need each other. I hope she comes back soon.
Here is a picture of part of the fairy garden. There were miniature cottages and other objects scattered around, too, but my DIL took them in for the winter.
Hugs and prayers from, Lynne
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Good evening ladies
Mae your cabin and view is divine. I’m happy that at the end of all your hard work you get to be there.
MJH I know you will enjoy the July NYC wedding.
I used to have a vegetable garden in NY but Since I moved south the soil and the heat has made me plant pineapples and hibiscus very low maintenance. I miss all my plants perennials and garden fare.
So I went to Trader Joe’s and a local Publix and made several bouquets of flowers. I sent one to my neighbor.
Pet scan was uneventful it always takes so long in the machine it seems like. I will call ONC tomorrow to pester and harass them for results. I had an MRI Monday of my spine and haven’t heard a peep. Scan-anxiety and then result anxiety and then dealing with the outcomes are the pits.
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Tanya~ lovely flowers..I love the vibrance and difference each flower has. Kind of like people. So glad your pet scan is over. I agree getting through is the hardest part. I just wish after all this time and day and age, they would Have a better handle on the big diseases out there. There is nothing wrong with pestering for those results you need to know them. I always hated waiting. Before they developed a patient portal. Every hospital should have this. Takes a lot of anxiety of waiting away some what. Gives you some power back of your own test results. I wish you nothing but the best results my sweet friend. I hope you find out quickly, and they don't play the I'll have someone call you Back routine.....nothing but good thoughts 💙 ~Much love~M~
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ok ladies, sometimes I think I am seriously loosing my mind. I ordered these shirts a while back for sleeping and I don't really like them. They weren't expensive at all And not even worth returning. So instantly my first thought was to shoot off a text to my DD to see if she would maybe want them to sleep in although they may be big on her. Before I could stop myself, I pressed send. I am so trained to love her and to want to help her and give her the best and share with her. What is wrong with me ??? Why is it that I keep getting kicked around be still go back for more ? I totally forgot what had even happened and my first trigger reaction was to give and to share. I love my kids so much. I can't believe what a moron I am. Ugh! I don't want this to be happening. I know my DH is really hurt. I can hear it when he speaks. I'm stuck smack in the middle. Because she's my blood daughter and he's the love of my life. He has never treated her. Any different than a blood daughter. He has been loving supportive and always there.
He is very hard about things. He always has been and I know that they never had male affection the way they may have needed. He just wanted to teach them for themselves and provide opportunities we never got. I deeply need this to mend. I am hoping against hope, the phrase time heals all wounds is accurate. I can't handle the indifference and stress waiting for them to find a place to live. SIL is here doing laundry and NOT looking for a place to live, they aren't paying rent at all. Somethings gotta give. I'm so torn up inside. It's a huge mental mess and heart breaking thing. Oh geeze! Also, I don't want to have to get any lawyers involved. I just need them to leave our home. You're married now. It's time.. hint hint married. I am thinking they are worried if they leave, I might change my mind and not give them the things for the reception. She needs to do some major apologizing to DH and myself. She still has yet to do that. SIL, did it quickly.
Hope everyone's ok. Thinking of all scanning. Sending positive thoughts for wonderful results. We are in your pocket...
Love you ladies. Thanks for always letting me blather along. Gracie~ honey Ive been thinking, you need to jump in here honey. This is your place too. That won't ever change. Today is Friday... if I don't see your smiling face here by Monday morning. I'm going to dial up your arse! Much love to all ~M~
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Tanya, your flowers make my hart smile. Any flowers , in the ground, in the vase, they're soooo beautiful.
50sgirl, you are so right about Gracie. We all deal with depression , more or less and this is a sign of it. Even if it's not true she feels this way. I am so behind with reading the posts that I maybe miss a lot and by the time I am don with the reading I fall asleep. My baby grandson and my teenager grandson keep me very busy during the day and the weekend travel back home. I am not complaining, I love it. I am not very active here and if nobody is responding it's ok , I am grateful that I am part of this group, where I always can find support and love.
MicMel, don't blame yourself, you welcome warm everybody. I don't know how you find time to keep with all the posts and deal with surgery, recovery and all the painful problems at home.
Mae , this place looks as. A dream., perfect for relaxing.
Hugs and prayers to everyone with no exception . Elen
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Waving hi to all!
Stupid busy with work and cataract surgery/eye appointments. I work for a large Musical Theater company and we open our summer season next Tuesday. Nine weeks straight from there, so summers are crazy for me.
So sorry I can't reply to each of you...but I'm reading, loving the pictures and cheering for all.
Micmel...stay strong. I think you're doing an amazing job of keeping it together through all this.
Much love,
E
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the hardest thing for me is the way she treated DH. He took the buffer for me. And he saw some ugliness I haven't. It makes me sad to think she would disrespect someone so wonderful.. I think I'm seriously loosing my mind. One day at a Time. Ever since that day I walked into the breast center in January walking out I wasn't the same and never will be. Like I said. It's effected every single Relationship that I have. Emotional relationships are so very difficult, they upset you until you're nauseous and sick. I think my chemo meds do enough of that Thanks Elle. I need all the support I can get.
Much love ~M~
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Mae-Beautiful spot you have at your cabin! Loved the pictures! I would never leave. Glad you are saying good-bye to job. You deserve the break!
Tanya-Beautiful flowers! So nice of you to share them with us and your neighbor.
Lynne-Love your fairy garden. Nice job!
Mary Jane-Love that your grandson made his own garden. Yes, last week was my "Hell" week. I'm now in my good week. Next week is steroid/chemo week, then I start "hell" week again. You do have to post a pic of your "fancy" dress! Have a great time at the wedding and with your company coming up. I'm glad you are feeling great after you procedure!
Micmel-Hang in there. I hope they find a place soon, for your sake!
Had my every 3 week oncologist/blood work appointment today. I'm neutropenic (always am at this appointment, the white cells are always back up in time for chemo the following week), but my red cells and platelets look great. I have to see the PA next week on Wed instead of Thurs when I have my chemo, because there were no slots available on Thursday. The ding dong (who I had again today checking me out) said I scheduled your chemo for Fri next week. I said to her that nobody called me saying the scheduled me, and that I told her 2 weeks ago (when I tried to get it scheduled), I told her I was leaving for the weekend at 8am on Fri, and it had to be Thurs morning because my youngest grandson's pre-school graduation was at 1 pm on Thurs. I had told the oncologist what happened with Stephanie, and that it wasn't the first time. She said that I'm not the only one who has issues with her, and she wrote on my paperwork that Thurs morning was ok for me to get my chemo. So now I have to go to the office 2 days in a row next week. GRRR! I best not get her at checkout again next week, when I ask them to schedule my next chemo 3 weeks later again, so hopefully, I don't get stuck going 2 days in one week again!
Next weekend we are going up north (to the mountains) with a bunch of fellow mini cooper owners (I think there were 100 of us last year). We are going up with 10 cars on Friday (taking all day to get there, stopping for lunch, usually it takes 2 hours), taking back roads through NH and ME. Then on Sat we line all the minis by model, in a ski area parking lot. Love looking at all the different Minis. Never see 2 exactly the same. Different stripes, different rims, something always different. At 10 am we take of on another run (I think we are up to 15 in our group, there are several different runs). Another all day affair, through VT and NH this time. Then we climb Mount Washington (the highest peak in the northeast) with just Minis. We go up 1/2 hour before sunset, and watch the sunset. We took our daughter's mini up last year, because her's is an automatic (our's is a standard). I was scared to death. I had been up twice before (I was in my teens both times), but had forgotten that there is nothing stopping you from going over the edge of the windy steep climb. I also do not like heights (how I skied for decades, I'll never know). Not sure if we will take the climb up the mountain this year (we went up when I was in college with his standard Datsun hatchback, we had to stop to cool off the brakes many times on the way down). It was beautiful last year, we were above the clouds! We'll see... Minis on Top here we come.
Hugs and prayers to all!
Lynne
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Tanya, I love the flowers. I also like the shells. They are beautiful. You grow pineapples. Oh, there is nothing like a fresh pineapple. Yum. Do you like the heat in Florida? I would never make it through the summer unless I stayed in my house all day. I don't do well in hot weather.
Lynne, You Mini trip sounds like so much fun. Several years ago, my DH and I were driving home from the mountains, and we saw a bunch of Minis in a parking lot on the side of the road. Maybe it was part of that big group you ride with. This is motorcycle weekend. I am surprised it's not raining. It seems like there has been bad weather for the motorcycle for the past few years. Stephanie was not at the desk when I checked out after my appointment on Monday. I have to go back for repeat labs next Monday (neutropenia here too but platelets and RBC also low). I already have my next appointment, so I won't have to see her. That ride down Mt. Washington scares me. I find myself leaning to one side as if it will keep the car from careening off the road. It would be a long tumble down. The view is beautiful from the top. One time we took my mother-in-law up there on Labor Day. When we got to the top, it was snowing like crazy and the wind was howling. We didn't even have jackets with us. Of course, there was no view anyway.
Elena, You must have a lot of energy to take care of your two grandchildren. I know how much joy it must bring to you.
Elle, Are you having cataract surgery in boyh eyes or just one? My DH had one eye done a while ago. The other still seems to be okay. I was amazed how quick the surgery was. He sees really well now. He hadn't realized how much the cataract affected the color and clarity of his sight. Of course they implanted a lense, too, so that helps
Has anyone heard from Bigbhome? I hope her DH is recovering without issues. I know that she was going through a rough time with her own health. I hope she is okay
Have a good night, everyone.
Hugs and prayers from, Lynne
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Lynne(Man)~the mini run sounds like an awful lot of fun. I just don't know how you do it. Maybe it is just because of where my cancer is located I haven mode troubles being up for long periods of time. It's right at the base of my spinal chord and is a very chronic thing. I saw my grand doggie a few days ago. I was doing perfect before that. He is so huge. That even him banging up against me threw my back a little and ever since then its been tweaked. DH has been talking to about looking at lake front property. I like the sound of that. I hope to hope they find a place soon. It's wearinf on DH and I. But especially him. Enough is enough. You have a blast and i aM glad when your hell week is Over! You're pretty amazing. Much love.
Thinking of Bigbhome and DH. Worried about you. Keetmom, Minnie, Grannax, MJH, Runor, Magda. Scwilly,Tanya,Gracie, Mae, Divine,Elle,Holmes hope all is ok my dear...Blueshine...Chelle,Nan, GP... 50's, Lynnwood 🌷🌷🌷🌷 hope everyone has a good weekend.
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Got my PET results and they are fantastic. The last visible lesion on my right hip decreased again from Feb. 3.1 to 1.9. Everything else is stable. Thanks for all the support ladies.
The MRI report I don't understand so the ONC can put it in plain English for me on Wednesday.
Lynne your mini cooper group sounds amazing. I actually love those little cars and have never ridden in one.
50's I have a love hate relationship with the heat but prefer it over the cold.
Have a wonderful evening!!!!!!
Tanya
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Congrats Tanya.... fabulous news!!! We need and love some great scan news. Way to go. I wish nothing more than decades more of success and happiness and loving that awesome family of yours. 🍾🌹🌹😙🥂🍻🍸🍺🍷🍷🎆🎆 Much Love ~M~
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Tanya, GREAT news!! Very happy for you!!! Hope you do something fun to celebrate!!0
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Micmel, I had been after my daughter for a while to move out (this is a few years back) and I don't think she thought I was serious. Then one particularly bad fight and something in my head cracked. It literally made a ripping sound and that was it. I was done, this was over, TIME TO GO. From that point on I was a broken record. Not mean, no snotty, just relentless. "Here, Hon, I folded your laundry, when are you moving out? Do you need me to get your lunch stuff, when are you moving out? There is some mail for you, I read it, I like to open your mail, when are you moving out? There's a hole in that shirt, when are you moving out?" She finally got the message. She moved out.
Of course you are loving and giving. If you stop being that way you will betray yourself, not your daughter. If you act in a way contrary to your nature, it will bother you forever. Right now she has the stain on her hands, right now she is the one who shit the bed here by being a turd. You have NOT stooped to that level and I don't think it is in your nature to do so. Withdrawing the venue or other plans that you have paid for, I think, would just add fuel to the fire of reasons to hate you and blame you. Give her none of that. Act with utter dignity in respect to the things you agreed to do. See, that is how we adult. We DO the things we say we will do and we CARE about the reasonable expectations of other people. As much as you are hurting, set the example of what decent, dignified conduct looks like. Do not give her ammunition to bring back against you later. You will be able to say you provided her AND her partner with a home, food and support. You will be able to say that despite how incredibly hurt and betrayed you were, you stood by your word with honour and did the things you said you would. The only person who acted like an asshole in that scenario was your daughter. It is HER responsibility , at some point, to explain to you what the hell she was thinking and apologize. But in the meantime, keep your promises then get them out. At which point you no longer owe her a damn thing.
Take a deep breath and just hold tight through the next few events. Yes, I agree, she does not deserve anything. However, this is not about what she deserves. This is about you not tossing another log on the fire by going back on your agreements. The steps you take, your conduct under heat (and this is heat!) may very well determine if this rift can be healed, or become permanent. Right now you want her gone. But you don't want her gone forever. Leave the door open. I think not paying for her party will be slamming the door shut. You want to get through the reception and then close the door gently and with grace, with her on the other side of it. She can always knock. But she might not if it was slammed in her face with an act of (deserved) angry revenge. Remember, every one of us totally gets why you are angry and we are angry for you! We would all want to pull the plug on the party too! But, in the end, I think it would be a bad move. That is what my gut tells me. I am so sorry you are in this mess!
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Tanya- CONGRATULATIONS!!!! That is great news! Did you go out and celebrate?
micmel- I agree with runor. You don't want to feed the fire. You also don't want to give your sil any ammunition that he can use to keep your daughter under his control. He may have won this battle but he won't win the war. Your daughter will come back to you; they will always need their mommy. I always tell my children to kill them with kindness. I hope this ends for you soon.
Mae- I love the view from the cabin. I believe that things happen for a reason and you not getting a better monetary bonus gave you a bigger bonus in the end. Your beautiful life with your DH in a beautiful place. When you move there will you still be able to use the same MO?
Gracie- I am so sorry if you feel that no one cared but we do. I was very worried about you because you were going into a dark place and I'm sorry but when I read posts like that it scares me and I have to make myself stop reading for a while. I know that you were waiting to see what your scans read this time to determine if you were stopping all treatment. I have seen you on another post and know that you have had your scans but have you gotten the results? We all have to stick together. We are the only ones that understand what each other are going through.
I want to thank everyone for being so supportive. I realized last night that I will never be able to talk about death with my DH. I was telling him about the woman who was cured and how on another site she said it would be 5-7 years before it would be the norm for everyone and I said that I hope I can make it that long. He actually said" why where are you going?" I said well realistically unless the cure comes sooner than later this disease will take my life. He got sooo upset and started yelling that he hated when I talked like that and that I'm not going anywhere. I really need to find someone to talk about my wishes for when it does happen because right now he's not there.
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Tanya, That is great news. WOOHOO! I am dancing here.
Holmes, My DH doesn't like talking about the possibility of my dying either. He said he wants me to survive for 20 years, so 17 to go. Who knows what will happen, but I focus on today. This moment is all that is guaranteed for anyone. So I will tell you what I say to myself everyday. - IT'S GREAT TO BE ALIVE!
Hugs and prayers from, Lynne
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Holmes..my husband is the same. He knows the seriousness of this cancer, even saying it is too painful to "mourn in advance". So we enjoy our lives..both of us living in denial and actually having fun. We agreed to acknowledge the disease and all the side effects but not let it be the center of our universe.
When I progress, he and I will both deal with it together.
Your DH loves you.
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I'm off to see my granddaughter's play today. She's in Aristocats. Her part is one of the country dogs. This is her fifth play with the academy in Temple. I'll drive down and spend the night in a hotel, first time I've ever done that. How did I get to 70 without staying in a hotel by myself? But I will be right next door to my kids.
I started back on Ibrance about a week ago, I had been off for a month, the SE are always worse when I have had a break. I'm losing so much hair. Great
I'm sure I'll have lots of pics when I get back. I love my little star.
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holmes, I plan to keep my MO but living a 9 hour drive means I’ll only be in town every 2-6 months for scans/follow up (depending on stability). I will have routine blood work and H&P targeted therapies every 3 weeks at a local-ish hospital.
My DH is like yours too. He’s 9 years older than me and diabetic, we assumed I’d outlive him but immediately following my diagnosis we had a couple of serious conversations about it. After my 1/2 way through chemo scans and generally good condition, things went back to normal mostly. He talks about the future without a thought about me not being here.
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Hello ladies~ sounds like some loving husbands who cannot bear the thought of life without their best friends. I feel it deep in my Soul for each and everyone of you, and each and everyone of them.. it's a horrible feeling of helpless falling and no one can catch you this Time. Today was a tough day. Lots of emotions running all around. Somedays I feel like no one even really wants to listen to me and my fears and feelings surrounding my cancer and anger. I keep hearing, that I'm not the only one who has it. I realize it effects everyone differently, but we don't want to not be able to speak about what scares us the most. That doubles the difficulty. Somedays I just don't know how I haven't lost my mind. The men in whites coats should be here soon.
50's~ your loving DH wants to keep you around, forever and doesn't see anything else as a possibility. So precious love and so painful at the same time.
Sandi~ welcome and it seems like the common theme. For you as well. A Loving DH who will have it no other way.. My DH and I are very open about discussing things. Ive already had all my Power of attorney drawn up and everything is in place. What a horrible thing we all have to ever deal with. I'm very sorry this is the common thing for us all here also. Loving DH's and cancer.not that having loving DH’s is bad. But I know that the need to talk and share with them, will never not exsist
I find I mourn daily somehow. I am constantly sad. No matter what I am doing. I never seem to do anything correctly. I haven't had a very successful life for myself. I have spent a good portion of it with injuries. You loose your self worth and it is hard to even feel like you even bring anything of value anymore. Always worried about making someone mad or doing something like going and getting cancer And have everything change in the blink of an eye. Never even saw it coming. People start to drop away like flys and you just sat and watched it happen.
Grannax ~ wouldLove to see the pics of the little 🌟 star. I hope you sleep like a baby in your hotel. Please enjoy every single second of your granddaughters show. You're such a wonderful supportive grandmother. Warms my heart so much . Goodnight ladies. Sleep well.
Much love ~M~
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waving to Mae!! Sunday night dinner tomorrow? Good to see you. Hugs ~M~
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Tanya, what fantastic news!!! So happy for you!
Lynne(50s}, I am having both eyes done two weeks apart. They were both pretty bad with the right being a bit worse. I'm with your husband, it is absolutely amazing how much better my sight is. I knew it was pretty darn bad, but wow! The world is so bright and colorful again. second eye (left) coming up this Wed.
Thinking of you all... some day I'll be able to keep up. But for now I'm grateful I can keep such a busy schedule and feel almost "normal" doing it!
And to all... a good night!!!
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micmel- I understand where your coming from. Sometimes we need to talk about it to feel somewhat better but they have made it clear that we can't talk to them. This site really helps. The women on here are remarkable and I have learned so much.
elle- I agree with you. I work a full time job and still feel nor
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hi ladies!! THEY FOUND A PLACE!!! I am so happy honestly I am. I am just hoping once she leaves, I won't loose her totally. We had a recent talk and she apologized kinda oddly. But we aren't arguing nowand they are going to be moving soon. I just wanted to share my relief. Thanks for all the advice and support my sweet friends. I hope everyone everyone is enjoying their soggy Sunday. Much love ~M~
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I just had a grand mal seizure, heading to Er
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