My Husband, My Life, My Love, My Family, My Cancer
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Welcome, Rabbit. The shock is normal. It will wear off when you get a firm plan in place. But, that takes awhile.
I woke up this morning to the worst SE of Xeloda. Hand and foot SE. Blisters on both feet. I was bragging because I hadn't had it and I'm finishing my third cycle. Thought maybe I wouldn't get it, wrong. I'm kinda bummed about it but thanks to the Xeloda thread, I know what to do. I have all the creams and tips on how to treat HF.
I guess that means my tearing down the shed days are over for awhile. Javier is coming on Thursday to finish what I started. 💞
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skitz now we have rain. Orlando’s weather is a bit different but they’re probably getting some rain too and then hot sun. I ate at Bonefish while in Orlando. There are so many restaurants I guess it depends on what’s your favorite. I’m from Tampa weather is similar but we’re close to the Gulf of Mexico.
Mae thanks for posting the steps. Every new piece brings it closer to being done.
Welcome Rabbit. We all just read for awhile being in denial. I’m on Ibrance faslodex for 2 years now. My initial diagnosis was stage 3 in 2003. It was shocking the first time and the second. A lot of inspiration on here people fighting and living their lives with what they have in front of them treatment scans and whatever we feel up to doing.
Good morning all treatment today. The loooong appt.
Tanya
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Rabbit, Hello. Sorry that you find yourself here, but hopefully you’ll get some helpful advice or info. I’m somewhat new to this too and the shock has worn off but I haven't completely accepted the reality yet. At first I was afraid to read anyMBC threads, but once I started I actually felt more knowledgeable about what others are dealing with and how they’re still going about their lives. I had my first scans a few weeks ago and they showed some improvement so for now I’m feeling good mentally. My DH and I are still planning trips and going place
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Rabbit, Hello. (I sent my post too soon, so I’m starting again). I’m sorry you find yourself here but hopefully you’ll get some helpful info or advice. I’m somewhat new to MBC and BC in general, and the shock has worn off but I’m still in some denial. I started out reading here (and other threads)to find hope that people are doing ok with their treatments but now I read because I feel like I know them and look forward to their updates, good or not so good. I had my first scans a few weeks ago and got good news that there was some improvement, so for now my head is in a good place. The uncertainty stays in the back of my mind but I’m a sucker for that line about the many advancements and new treatments coming for MBC.
Hi to everyone else. I’m another one who has trouble responding to all the news but I do feel like I have a little home with you all. Thanks.
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Rabbit, you've come to the right place. You can see in this group that women can still lead a good life. We are not perfect. You can shout and moan and cry and we will all,listen and understand, and cry with you and laugh with you. Welcome. These ladies have helped me a lot. I don't post so much, but I follow. Guess I don't have a lot to moan about. Just getting on with it. 3 years stage iv. Lots of love x
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Divine~I am glad to hear that it's outpatient. Mine wasn't, but the recovery period and a week before I stopped ibrance. I hope you bounce back quickly. Maybe it's time to pick your favorite chair on that porch! When is the surgery? I'm having a chemo brain issue about now!
Blueshine~Hello lovely! Always lovely to see you. I am smiling knowing one of my sisters has checked in. I keep track of these things ya know?! Thanks for the good wishes. I hope for us all, we can get good news!!
Runor~Hello dear. My step mother is working hard to be in our lives. I thought she would move away and that would be it, but she's driving me crazy. I don't have enough energy to chat for a few minutes, which turns into an hour. She is now fighting with my sister and niece/sister. Not all step moms fault either.
Rabbit~I hope you will find a little home here with us all, Minnie is right, we laugh cry, celebrate, grieve, and support each other! Lay it all out there. Judgement free zone. Our sweet sister Parry named us “team FU Cancer". Mae is our travel Correspondent, she's always reporting in. Mae and Tanya do very well with travel also!
Missing MJH!!! Rosie~Hello beautiful!! I guess I didn't realize how many read but do not post. I wonder why that is? I babble everyday several
Times sometimes lol. I just need to outlet and vent. I made this thread for us all to belong.
Gracie~ miss you. ~Lynne(50's) missing you everyday! Marianelizabeth....masonsma.....JKl~JFL~. Hi GP!!! Hope~Jo~Daniel and Leslie. Hope all is well!!! Booboo~Hello darling. Hope
You're feeling good! Hugs my friend! Candy~Hi ya sweetheart! I write~ sandibeaches~Mae~❤️🦞~Donnabella~Marie...
.Grannax~ I'm sorry about the damn H&f I of course always worried about that happening from. What I've read.should I need to move to that as well. Maybe even a dose reduction,if it gets to be too much. I'm so glad you're prepared and I hope you nip it in the bud....I so wish you could beat up Your she shed! I admire your grit and toughness. Sending hugs. Amazing woman!
If you're one of those that linger and read. It's nice to know that you're there. I know I bare my soul sometimes. I feel better doing it here
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Oh, I didnt even realize I'm posting in two different threads about my foot. My foot dr says I have about same fracture on left foot as I had on right foot last year. Happened lastt Thursday when I was chasing a stray cat attacking my cat in the yard. Going tomorrow for pre op and hope bloodwork may be good enough for surgery to get pin in foot on Friday. Sooner it happens the sooner it will heal. Btw, I'm on my front porch typing this. Told dh I need to get some lemonaide....might be Mike's Hard Lemonaide the way this year's going!
Yep, runor, Iwent to back up my scooter from a table where I had brought down all my makeup and hair stuff from upstairs and knocked over a cup of pencils, some pictures in frames and whatnot scattered everywhere. For the most part tho, the house floor plan works with the scooter and I canget around , thank goodness.
Rabbit, welcome. May you feel supported by this forum and thread.
Hello to everyone else.
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Divine~that scooter is pretty damn cool! Also my favorite color. I may end up hurting someone if I rode that bad boy. Where do you get something like that? Looks like a huge help. Loving the porch. I sincerely hope you keep Us posted about your foot. I remember last year! Sending you hugs!
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......I am not going to name any names of course. But someone so kind and sweet reached out to me. We've only spoken online a few times. I received this in the mail yesterday for my dogs along with something for me. Something I really like a lot. I got to thinking to how special that truly was. So I am sending out a very loud heartwarming thank you! What a lovely surprise and gift, i thank you from the bottom of my heart. It made my week! The vote from the boys is a huge bag of treats... any recommendations?? LolIt's a lovely blue sky here today. I have to admit. It makes me want to go out and live. Then the fatigue bear Roars. I thank each and everyone of you for sharing with me, everyday! Wether you're just reading or posting. This thread is. Special place to me, and those that are here...
much love ~M~
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Thank you all for the welcome and encouragement. My head still feels like its spinning this happened so fast. Only found out because a planning scan for radiation caught it. I was a few days from starting rads and the brakes were put on. Sad part is kinda is how I found out. I am signed up for MyChart through my regional hospital. A few days after my planning scan an email popped in my inbox saying new results were available. When I logged in low and behold it was my report....and it went on to describe bone metastasis....the report was 3 days old and it hadn't been send to my MO yet...I found out I was stage 4 late afternoon at my kitchen table. I called my MO that afternoon who was absolutely furious because I found out that way and the report hadn't been sent to her. She saw me immediately the next day. Spent the next week after that doing every scan imaginable: CT, Brain MRI, Spine MRI, Bone Scan...then I had to wait alittle over a week for everything to come back due to the holidays. June 8th it was confirmed. Bone Metastasis.
In less than a yr I've had the following happen
1. roof failed and poured water and drywall into one of our bathrooms the day after my initial diagnosis.
2. I had to re-establish a MO temporarily out of state and stay with mother in law due to extensive mold/water and structural damage so I could start chemo as house wouldn't be safe for me. (The idiots who put the brand new roof on 2 yrs before we bought it didn't flash correctly around the woodstove chimney we found and water had just been gushing in for years and then one day...boom! Inspector we had paid had told us everything was fine on the roof when we bought it). I did 4 rounds of AC chemo 3 hrs from my hubby only being able to see him twice as his work hours are long 13/14 hr days and his job had the insurance, plus he had the house to deal with. I was able to complete the 12 weekly taxol when it came time at home. My husband and I are the absolute epitome of the "two become one flesh" biblical statement so this unwanted by necessary separation was very difficult.
3. Father in law had stroke twice and is now in early stages of dementia. Almost unable to care for himself anymore.
4. My mother was diagnosed with stage 4 ovarian/uterine cancer ( havent been able to confirm which one as cancer was found in both) that has spread to colon and rectum which requires her to now wear a colostomy. I only found out this news from my grandmother. Which happened to be a couple days after I learned I was stage 4. My mother and I have been estranged for 17 yrs (sister too) not by choice. The short story of the estrangement is this: I got married young, I had inherited a college fund from my father as terms for stopping child support to my mom. Sister had inherited also. College fund went with me when I married. My mother wanted the money. Sister gave her her's....you can see where this went... When I was first diagnosed knowing where she was I contacted her because despite all the past hurt I couldn't live with myself if I didn't tell her so she and my sister could monitor themselves. I received no support or anything at all from her. I didn't expect to really but I thought cancer might be serious enough for one to care just a little. After I heard of her cancer I immediately wrote her again and pleaded with her that there isn't much time left as my cancer has progressed to 4, I'm still hurt but I do have good memories of her from childhood and despite everything "I need my mommy" can we start fresh. Silence. Even from my sister as well. It is absolutely heartbreaking to me, that such anger over something so petty can exist for so long and produce such a heartless reaction. I hear everyday about a mother's love knows no bounds....i could be laying dying at the side of the road and my mother wouldn't bat an eye...nor my sister.....it SHOCKS me.
5. Husband was threatened with suspension from his job right before my mastectomy surgery. He has gone to every chemo with me since I've been home, every bloodwork etc. He needs to be there he said. This is the same man who prayed for himself to get breast cancer so I wouldn't go through this alone and we could go through it together....( that still tears me up.......) And for awhile his job was sympathetic and accommodating which we are very thankful for. But about a week before my surgery he was written up for not staying after and fixing someone else's error causing him to be unable to finish his load for the day because it would come up too close against my doctor's appoint and he wanted to be there for me. So now we live on edge sort of especially now since I am Stage 4 for the insurance, so Mother in law, volunteers, friends etc have been going with me to appointments that he can't make. For informational appointments, ones where I learn news he has pleaded with his bosses to let him be there for me or he'll go insane.
6. My mother in law is a 2 yr stage 0 breast cancer survivor. I didn't know this but men who have mother's who have been diagnosed have twice the risk of developing it themselves.....My husband presented last week with a lump....and pain like I did...I am freaking the hell out. When he's not home I found myself shrieking around the house saying "No! No!" and collapsing on our bed in tears. I know its rare for a man to get it.. I just cannot handle the thought if he turns out to be positive for it. Please God No.
I am frustrated because right now the treatment going forward is life extension. Not cure. And i know no one is ever really cured of cancer, I just thought I'd have alot more time. Everyone told me in the beginning this whole process would be just a short part of my life and then I would have the rest of my life to live. And while that happens for alot of people...that didn't happen for me. Heck I didn't even get to finish active treatment...which pisses me off....my cancer didn't let me fully fight it before giving me the proverbial micro middle finger all over the place. During this journey I have seen so much pain and death. People on either side of me in the infusion room having the same drugs as me having serious problems or throwing up. People having to be carted out on stretchers. Walking into my oncology office every time which is always a full house. During my first set of chemo (AC) I had it in a hospital setting. The infusion center was long and skinny....22 chairs lined up side by side with only the option of a curtain separation...I could reach out and touch the person to my left and right and I was always worried about pulling someone's line out by accident when I'd carefully try to get around with my pole and body to use the bathroom. My husband never got to see that infusion room...but he came up with a slogan for the facility for whom it belonged..."(Insert acronym of facility here) shove the bastards in". It feels like an endless parade of us going into these centers...a conveyor belt where we are brought it and brought out everyday. Until I walked into an oncologist office I just never realized how many were dealing with this.I guess what I am trying to say is life has been hard. And I see what you ladies all go through as I've lurked, the ups and the downs of treatment the hurdles of life. Then I realize I'm not alone. It it both comforts me and saddens me. I know I've practically written a life story but these are the things weighing on me as I wait for bone biopsy on the 18th and regroup with MO on the 28th. Just getting it out is helpful in a way. I do tend to bottle sometimes (trying to handle things myself and not burden people) but I can also tend to be very raw and honest sometimes as well especially when asked how I feel or when I share how I feel. I hope this isn't too much to share on already burdened backs. My Oct chemo ladies got me through some tough shit and still do. I have come to love all of them so much. I've been afraid to open my heart here, not because of you ladies, but because of the reality of the situation. I really hope I can lend support to you all in the same way I seem to be sucking it up right now. I hope I've made sense in this rant its been typed through many tears. Thank you for listening
One a side note: I'm whacking some weeds today with my new cordless weedwhacker - I've upgraded after 10 yrs. My favorite thing on earth to do is mow and weedwhack my yard. Just love seeing the finished product. It was great free physical therapy after my mastectomy too!
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Quite the avalanche of shit Rabbit. I connected with a lot of it. The estrangements over petty things, the refusal to put it all aside and let love be out in front, the continual feed of crappy things happening that add to your stress and right down to the finding out you have cancer on MyChart. That happened to me too. I had some idea that my bones were metastatic on one MRI but the second MRI said oh yea that's metastatic and there are also two lung tumors as well. I found that out in MyChart over my morning cup of tea. I have complained about this over and over to everyone. That is just not right. I no longer look if it's a scan result or something. I feel I'm suffering PTSD over that MyChart thing. It's just wrong to let that happen to people.
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Rabbit~The thread is title mentions life, because we all have one. A cancer diagnosis is hard enough, no less being yanked out of your second AC because you learned it had already spread. So dump out every single thing you need to. Many tears are shed. Regardless of how long you've been diagnosed or not. I was denovo..I have Also been entangled in some major estrangement myself and completely understand, how hurtful it can be. I've come to the conclusion money is evil. Any time money plays a part of things it's goes badly. That's why I always say never lend family money, or go into business with family. It always ends badly. I am so sorry you have found yourself here and in tears none the less 💔. Just let it out as you have done here.
We know how some things you mentioned feels. Some may not, but most times we all face some jerks in our days. Sometimes family is the worst actually. Random strangers talk about cancer more easily sometimes. Sometimes the strangers are clueless, but at least they don't hide, like some family members who just can't deal with heavy real life things. It's easier to feel angrier with your family, because they should just love unconditionally as we would and actually do. You would think the family would be the first to help.
Like today for example, I've been telling my DD that my back is out from a certain way I was sitting. It happens sometimes. This morning she shows up with her basket of laundry for me to launder for her while she's at work lol. Clueless clueless. On the way out she says. Oh thanks. I will have another load Friday. I was like wow. She should be doing my laundry. It's just some effed up shit! Sounds like a good DH to me. Don't forget he has FMLA which is twelve weeks (unpaid) for family medical and sickness. You can take them daily. Randomly or all at once. So make sure your DH asks about that. That way he won't be threatened or fired. Especially since it's a documented case that you're sick. Don't let those dicks play around with that! Family is first in my eyes. Ugh! Cancer is already madness, it's so hard to handle every single day already starting clawing your way out of your own mind. Your not alone...... sending you a hug! I hope you'll find your home here with us! Lots of wonderful women. Who share honesty. Even if we sometimes don't want to accept or hear it. Some of these ladies have saved my mental status more than once. (Runor).
Sending you gentle hugs....~M~
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Moomala~I think each of us react differently to the way we get news. For me, I'd rather read it and know what's going on. Then to sit for any time period worrying. Sometimes if I don't understand some lingo, I enlist my nurse friend. But they need to do a better job getting them to us quickly. It's torture for sure. I'm so sorry this is all raw for you. I know for me. Still, after three and half years. I cry at certain commercials and worry about being the one in That rocking chair next to my sweet precious DH. That rips my soul apart. I have been choosing lately to realize that I am on a treatment. I am not hearing things like no more treatments and this isn't working. Hold on to the little things. That they say are good. These medicines do work or we wouldn't be taking them. I will carry hope for all of us. That not all that far off soon, we can say they have a cure finally!! Welcome to my second home. Pull up a stool to the bar and stay a while. We are always here. To support you. We've all struggled and will again have our time to struggle. I just lost my father on May 11.... I can't believe, it's been over a month. I'm still in shock. Be good to yourself. You deserve it. ❤️
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Rabbit, sorry to learn of all the trouble you’re having. Not much you can do about the mother/sister thing since they are unwilling. At least you tried so give yourself credit. They must get some sick sense of satisfaction freezing you out. Not every relationship is Hallmark worthy tho its hard to accept.
Moomala, my gosh! Learning about your metastases on MyChart, that is awful! There should be better oversight on report results online because you know it probably happens more times than we realize.
Micmel, I bought the scooter on Amazon. Last year I borrowed the same one from a friend of a friend, but she currently has it loaned out to someone else, so I bought my own. It is a godsend since I absolutely cannot use crutches.
Please take it easy with your DD’s laundry. Maybe if you dont do it all in a timely manner, she will get the hint. And its okay to speak up and tell her directly that you cant get to it because you don’t feel well. If she’s bringing it to your place because she doesn’t have a washer and drier, you could always say that you’re unable to do it but she is welcome to use the washer/drier. Really, I think sometimes kids, no matter how old they are, see us as supermoms regardless what we have going on in our lives.
On a funny note, two Christmases ago, I came down with a horrible intestinal bug and was trying to do my best to remain festive. Ds brought home some kind of fancy-shmancy artisan green olives he loved and wanted me to try and kept pushing them on me but of course I couldnt hold anything down and just the smell repulsed me. Two days later, HE got the intestinal flu and was so sick for a couple days. Once he got better, he said ernestly, “Mom, I’m so sorry I kept trying to make you eat those olives!” Haha! Because it wasn’t until he had what I had that he could relate!
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Divine~Love the scooter!! Seriously thinking about asking. For one. How handy that would be. I slept again most of the day. Wow I’m a professional sleeper. Loved the Christmas story, I can’t handle green olives on a good day. Poor girl! I hope you’re happier on your redone re done porch!
Where has Philly been
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Rabbit that’s some lineup of events. I pray things get better SOON. When I was first diagnosed it seemed like one bad news phone call after another. I really appreciated when I was able to breathe. It took awhile to catch my breath.
Sadly ALL of us have had this family dysfunction stuff. I try not to think about it. My second eldest son is currently not speaking to me bc I found out he has an 11 year old son and had a conversation with his Ex girlfriend and mother of his daughter about it. Do you call it infidelity when you’re not married? He wants me out of his business and everyone in the family walks on egg shells around hishis DK privilege. He also doesn’t speak to his 11 year old and hasn’t for years but pays child support. No one is allowed to talk to this child. No way I do what I want. I made a choice and reached out to the abandoned
Read this today and it made me feel better about my choice.
Praying for you rabbit.
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Sometimes...we just need to experience something completely different from our specific difficulties and ugliness in the world...
This is sunset from my special front porch tonight...a mental/emotional/spiritual relief from the challenges of today and yesterday and the day before...
Gumdoctor
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Tanya, I think it is wonderful you reached out to try to forge a relationship with your grandchild. The innocent child did nothing wrong and deserves grandparents and a family, regardless of the mistakes of his parent(s). There may come a day when your son is older, over any resentments he has about the situation and wants to have a relationship with his child. My oldest brother had a child unplanned with someone with whom he wasn't in a long-term relationship. He was resentful toward the mother of the child for years and didn't want to be a big part of child's life. My parents and the rest of the family maintained a relationship with the child throughout her childhood and it really meant a lot to her and to us. I am amazed at what a sweet, loving, grounded person she has always been from a young age despite the fact she had an absent father. Now, she is an adult and she is basically my brother's biggest support system and best friend. He is so grateful to have her in his life now. I don't know how she never developed any resentment toward him for not being there. My point being, your son may thank you some day for keeping that relationship going while he is "finding his way".
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GumDoctor~I have a thing about porches, ever since I was little. Our screened in porch was my oasis. I miss ours so much. I love the view and wish we sisters together could sit and enjoy something that obviously bigger than we are. Thanks for sharing. It’s just beautiful!
JFL~I agree with you Tanya is pretty awesome for letting nothing stop her from having that relationship. A Grandchild needs their grandparents in their lives. I know mine wish they had more time with my father.
Tanya~ You’re such a good woman. That is one lucky grandchild. You make me smile. I know it’s not easy but your attitude and persistence is something I admire greatly.
It’s 3:30 am. Ooopppssss and yikes. My sleep patterns suck!!!! Gn or gm ladies. Night owl checking in here! Thank you Josie O! Sweet woman.
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Here's another funny story: Yesterday, dh took me to get pre op work done at the hospital. He stayed in the waiting room when the nurse came to get me, so I left my purse and sweater with him rather than lug it around. Pre op took about 30 minutes and when I was done, I came out to meet him and he handed me my purse. I could feel water on the bottom of the purse, very odd, so I said, “Uh, is this wet?"
And he said, “Yes."
I'm thinking, “huh??"
He said, “So is your sweater."
I was like, “Huhhhh? Oookay."
And the story was, while he was waiting for me, he went to the restroom. The only place to put the purse and sweater was to lay them in the sink. But he didn't realize when he set them in there that the faucet was one of those automatic turn on motion detector things which accidentally activated so....oooops! I thought it was hysterical, especially if you know my dh, this kind of stuff seems to happen to him.
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Divine~~~LOL...... I kinda spilled my coffee as I laughed outloud at your story. I would be the one doing that. At least he didn’t put them on the floor.. I hate when my purse gets wet. I just dumped an entire cup of seltzer into it over the weekend. I’m still find wet spots. Inside envelopes and etc.
have a great day beautiful. It’s raining here though. 🤨. Much love ~M~0 -
Yes, we all agree and have experienced how life goes on no matter what our DX is. Many times dysfunctional and or heartbreaking life. So, how do we cope with all of it at the same time? I think we all have GRIT. I use First things first a lot. Or I escape into a book that is in a different century, pulls me out of my own reality sometimes. For sure it's not easy.
I saw my MO yesterday. She thinks the blisters on my feet are a combo of HFS and wearing the wrong shoes for too long on Sunday. So, I guess I won't wear those shoes for awhile. My PET won't be until July 12, results and appointment July 15. Sort of bummed about having to wait another month to find out if X is working. So, I wait. Grrrr
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Grannax~ i agree that the waiting is the shittiest part of everything. That and hearing. Oh time heals all wounds. I have heard that xeloda is effective for a lot of women. I honestly hope it kicks some major ass for you. You have been through a lot this year for sure. Held your head high on the runway, looking amazing. Representing your strength! I hope your she shed when completed Is your oasis! Grit is a good word,, not only do we deal with difficult family issues. But we have to make others feels better about our being sick. That one always makes me slap my knee. Lol I'm sick but let me explain how I'll always be in treatment forever. Again for the sixth time no worries! I really hope you can find shoes that help your blisters and issues of H &F. I had so wished that didn't happen to you. Maybe discuss with your onc a slight doseage reduction. I really hope your system takes control and adjusts to the medicine better. 💐
I had to post this picture of my Deeohgee, I looked down and could have sworn a goose was laying In my bed next to me! I had to laugh out loud. I love those little moments that you just have a hearty laugh.... which I always need of course. I'm on a Sopranos binge. Forgotten how good this show this is. Mae? Have you seen that also? How are you? Traveling ?? Hope you're safe! 💜
Much love to all! Philly, cloudy day again! Hope you're well...
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Divine, that's hilarious. Poor Hub! Hope all goes well with your surgery.
Micmel.. I'm reading your post that you like Porsches. I'm thinking, well who doesn't like a Porsche? I see that you have liked them ever since you were a little girl. Wow. Started the car craze early. I'm picturing you driving around in a spiffy red one, convertible.... wait. Oh. Porch. Not Porsche. Never mind.
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Micmel I am getting relief from blisters. Ice pack, it helped so much. Sometimes the easiest things are the best.
Yes, the making others feel better about our MBC is a thing for me, too. UGH
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I'm here. I have seen several episodes of the sopranos but not from the beginning, just casually when BIL was watching when he lived with us years ago. It's BIL's daughter that we're visiting in Vermont (flying out Wednesday afternoon), he passed away from pancreatic cancer on July 4th, 2013. I wish I knew more about cancer back then, I would have helped him make better decisions 🙁
I am super excited for the trip though and DH and I travel well together.
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JFL thanks for your kind words they gave me encouragement. Son is 43 so I don’t know how old he’ll have to be to own his mess.
Micmel and Grannax thank you both too. Ironic how my son is “not speaking to me”. Grit is an interesting description.
Grannax sorry your feet are messed up.
Divine I hope your surgeons hands were skilled and gentle today. I laughed about the wet purse.
Gum doctor that porch view is gorgeous. My porch view is nothing like that and yet I love sitting on the porch anyway.
Skits I hope the rain we have in Tampa isn’t making its way to Orlando.
Take Care
Tanya
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gently waving hello from the jersey shore! Love and hugs to all. I will be back, I am here sometimes lurking, but taking a mental break from technology while I am resting my body and mind by the ocean 🌊
❤️❤️❤️🧡🧡🧡💛💛💛😙😙😙😙 to all
Philly!
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I am soo jealous.... I miss the beach and want to hear the sounds. I love love the beach. The food, the smells. Sigh! I am living through you. Have an absolute blast!
Much love ~M
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