My Husband, My Life, My Love, My Family, My Cancer
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Grannax~ at first it was they found three spots two on the lung and one on the kidney. He was told kidney was a cyst, (just like mine was a breast cyst too yeah ok) the lung has nodules. They need to look into them further. But yet he has back pain in the same area as the kidney “cyst". I just don't trust the words just a cyst anymore. I hope that's all it is don't get me wrong. But it scares me very much. Especially because kidney cancer is more likely To transfer to the lungs. So now we wait To see about the lung issue. It's very scary for my mom. She lives far from me in Mississippi, and only with my step father, he does everything for her. She can't stay there with out him. And he's 78 and still paints houses for a living. He's amazing. That is the man that actually cared for me and didn't throw me away after he spent lots of money on my wedding, then decided he didn't like me anymore! (My real Dad). My step father is like my real father. He's a good man. I'm still hoping it's not lungcancer! Stilllllll hoping!! I did figure out the medicine, I guess I wasn't the only unhappy one in the area. Lol.
Hugs to you !! ~M~
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Lynne~(Man)~ Lindsay is beautiful, so young and gorgeous wow! Love her hair. She's adorable, and I love thename Matthew and he is so perfect!!!!! Handsome family for sure! I love the beige color dress and the boots give it a nice beautiful touch. I love the snow action! How clever. What a happy little family. And obviously a wonderful part of your lives. Your DH's heart must be putty with a beautiful daughter like that and a grandson so perfect! I would have loved to be in the pool also!! I don't blame you one bit...on not wanting to go into the oncs office one more time than you absolutely have too..who would want to spring up to get moving from the pool to see them, no less bloodwork,that's crazytalk!! You know your body , if you felt better you knew it. Us ladies know when we can't wait for an ER visit. Sounds like a good day at the pool with those you love ! Many hugs ~M~
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Good morning ladies~I woke up earlier today, DH made a run up the road last night to start emptying out the house in MD because so far the contract on the House is moving along. Which is really good. I awoke to a seeet soft kiss from my best friend and life. But a lot of things to still take care of. One day at a time. I guess that's all we can do. Some days I feel so strong and sure that I'll be ok for a while. Then I see something, or think about my son and how he doesn't and hasn't found his partner in life. I know he's young. I would never rush such a thing, but as all mothers, I have a desperate need to make sure things fall into place for my kids.
I've always gotten what I had wanted in life, fighting every step of the way. I may have arrived late, skidding in like a frog bumping his ass on the way in, just in the nic of Time. I am hoping this cancer bump will be no exception. Sometimes that fatigue could stop a train. I realized that today is March first. 29 Days from today, I'll be in that hospital operating room hoping, that the reconstruction is what will help me find apart of myself that has been lost! Another gloomy day here. I could go back to bed, it's safe in bed. A time while we sleep, Cancer stops chasing us down for at least a little while. If we are even able to sleep! I know that is also an issue for us all.
Much love beautiful ladies! ~M~
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Got a grand puppy visit yesterday. Made my heart sing!💜♥️💜♥️💜♥️💜♥️ So big. So precious !!
Much love ~M~
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Morning all,
DH is doing well but the pain is more pronounced since the anesthesia has completely worn off, I must remind him to take meds, as he prefers to be tough (and cranky). I finally got Netflix for the surgery recovery binge watch opportunity, so many choices!
Well, It’s time....
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Mae~I am glad he's doing well... but sorry for the pain! If he is on pain meds, don't forget the lovely constipation issue that arises. That can really make things difficult! I love your emojis. Lol they look like you! I had two cups already. I cleaned my kitchen. Now for the floors. Yuck. The worst part. I hate it. I also hate How ne second I feel pretty darn good and the next, I start to feel like total crap again. Eyyyeee yeeeeyyy yeieyyyyyy! Up and down and round and up and down and around. Plus I realize soon I wil be recovering from surgery! 29 days today. Arggggggh hope you're getting your rest as well! Netflix. Loving that! Have a great day darling. ❣️❣️Hugs and continuing improvement for DH! ~M~
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Friends I has an awful day, as you know I suffering from some facial numbness, they took one look at my smile today and said you need an mri, they got me in for one immediately and several brain Mets were found, will meet with radiation oncology tomorrow.
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Hi gals- lovely day for me- walk with DH in 50 degree, sunny weather then lunch with one of my besties from high school. Took my new ride which is a Subaru Outback and a dream to drive. Perfect car for me! I am feeling well-almost can't believe it. So grateful for these days. We saw a beautiful pair of Hairy Woodpeckers up close, which was a highlight.
Lynne(Man) -thank you for sharing the family photos. Your DD and grandson are beautiful! Love the jumping up in the snow photo!
Mae- I know you are being such a great nurse for DH. Sooo many good things to see on Netflix. Last night we watched the movie "Mudbound". I liked it a lot. Well acted.
Micmel- Sooo proud of you for doing housework! It's hard to get motivated, but I always feel better afterwards. I tend to do it sections, but when I was younger I would set aside a whole day each week for the whole house. I must have been nuts, or had no life! Your granddog is very handsome.
love to all of my MBC sisters-PET scan in the AM, wish me luck! MJH
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keetmom So sorry to hear about brain mets. You had facial numbness? On one side or both. 😢💞
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Thoughts with you keetmom x
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Keetmom~ Oh honey~ I was so much hoping all of this Chemotherapy you have been getting for months now, was kicking major rear end! I was also thinking the numbness was from the chemo as well. I am thinking of you my friend and please know strength is coming in droves your way! I adore you so much! Holding your hand. Please let us know what's going on. Youre an important sister here. I'm Sorry that you're dealing with anything else. You're family has had enough! I am thinking about you and your family!💔
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Keetmom, I am so sorry that you have brain mets. I hope you have reached out to people on the brain mets thread. They are very helpful explaining the various procedures they have had and always seem eager to answer questions. You might be surprised to learn that some of them have had successful treatment for their brain mets. I am lifting you up in prayer. Please keep us update on your team's plans for your treatment. We are all pulling for you.
Hugs and prayers from, Lynne
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MJH~Good luck for tomorrow's PET scan. I'll be the annoying sound coming from your pocket cheering you on. Happy you had a good day. I so much hang on to them and try to remember them when I have a string of tired and fatigued ones! Glad you had a nice Walk with your DH. Nothing like that precious time with each other! I am continuing to try to clean something each day to Pep myself into it. If I do something each day, then I'll feel more useful! It is raining again! I'm ready for bed! ~M~
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Great photos Lynne x
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Keetmom, sending good thoughts that those pesky brain Mets will soon be zapped away. Hang in there.0
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MJH~Thinking of today and your PET scan and great results. I will be with you in spirit my friend, please let us know when it’s done and you’re home safely! Hugs ~M~
Keetmom~I am with you in thought and all of my strength! I am sending gentle hugs to your family as well. Hang in there sweet friend. ~M~
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ok it is snowing. Windy and ever so nasty out. I have one errand to run and I am home bound yuck at this crap! Hope everyone is warm. Hugs ~M
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I am finally out of that weather. Yuck. So windy all of a sudden. I got all of the confirmations for my surgery.. so it's going to happen. All of my doctors think I am in good enough shape to do it. Now it's 28 days away. That's scary thinking that way. Now it has a number. I just hope it will heal quickly and smoothly, that's all I want really. I know Keetmom is at her meeting with the RO. I so wish we all were able to morph to each other's sides when we feel like we would like to give a hug or help someone in any way possible. Meeting all of you , would be a wonderful thing. My BFF told me that my high school is doing a thirty year reunion thingy. I have no interest in going to that, no less going to see people I could not wait to get away from in the first place lol. I guess she was more social. For me I was social. But I hated the school thing. Just because I really had no parental support or guidance, short of changing my diaper and feeding me, until I grew old enough to do that myself. I didnt really know what a real family does! So that gets a big no way on going to that! Have no interest at all!!! Does anyone else attend those things ? .... how did you feel about going all those years later. People were mean in school, do they really even change ? Stay warm and dry today ~M~
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Keetmom, please please please know that treatments have come a long way, there are reasons to remain optimistic.
We’re all with you
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Good afternoon ladies,
I enjoy the pictures so much. Lynne NH your daughter is gorgeous and I think they could do a magazine cover with those pine trees and snow with the boots. It's a real action shot. Thank you so much for sharing.
Keetmom I am praying for and with you. I have no words really to say. I send you comfort and pray that radiation or chemo will get rid of those mets. This whole entire cancer thing is so frightening too me. Every scanxiety and call from the ONC just waiting. May God bless you and your family. We are here for you. Sending you hugs and sincere prayers.
Micmel the days fly by and then you'll be in surgery on a vacay from Ibrance feeling strong. Your grand puppy is past enormous now. Do you still take him for walks? he looks like he'd take you for a walk.
50's girl I hope you're soaking up the warmth and sun with this Chamber of commerce weather we're having. Enjoy.
Mae enjoy Netflix. I hope your husband doesn't have too much discomfort. You make beautiful meals all the time so I'm sure you can feed him through this one. Men love good food.
MJ good luck with the scans today. i hope you get your results soon and don't have to sit fretting and worrying.
My ONC appt went off well. We brought food a nice hot meal to the infusion room. My bloodwork was drawn with one stick (still no port). And the infusion was also one stick. I got my DS a warm blanket and she slept through the entire thing. I even left and went and got my faslodex shots in another room and came back and she was still asleep. lol . She left her phone plugged in and we had to pick it up the next day.
Yesterday we went to Anna Maria island which is my favorite beach. Mostly families and regular people. White crunchy sand not too many people on a Thursday. Relaxing and beautiful. I needed this visit.
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Mae~ Keetmom would definitely benefit from your knowledge, and experience! She's at the RO now. I am hoping it will be easy on her. They have had quite their share of things to deal with. I am glad your DH is on the mend. He may not want to lose his nurse Mae, when he's feeling really better lol all the attention and meals. Hope he does better everyday! ~M~
Tanya~ I am officially jealous. It's snowing here. A lot. And it's like a mini blizzard actually, I was hoping we were all done with that crap,but not so much!! It's just miserable...I want to come to the beach!! Have a great day! Hugs to all ~M~
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Mae-I'm glad your husband is feeling better. I hope he is in less pain today.
keetmom-I'm so sorry to hear about your brain mets. Saying a prayer for you. Hugs!
Tanya-My in-laws winter in Bradenton. We visited them a couple of years ago. Love Santa Maria Island. They go there frequently.
MJH-good luck with your Pet scan! I too enjoyed the warm weather. Hopefully, it comes back soon!
Thank you all for the comments about the pics. My husband nicknamed our daughter Lindsay, trouble, for an early age. She was tough in high school, but still my A student. Their son Matthew is turning 7 in April, and their other son Aiden turned 5 in Dec. Time flies!
I went to the oncologist today. My white cells are normal! Who'd have thought after spending Sat night in the ER. Even the dr suprised! So now I don't have to go back Tues for blood work before my dentist appointment on Wed. Friday, I'll be having my chemo.
Rainy and very windy here today. Nor'easter came in. Snow later on. 1 to 3 inches. Hopefully, this will be it, but I doubt it. At least it melts fast this time of year.
Off to get together for dinner, with friends from my former employer. Haven't seen them in about a year. Then off to a friend's house to see an old group of friends I haven't seen in about a year. Of course they would both be the same night.
Hope everyone has a nice weekend.
Hugs!
Lynne
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Hi Lynne~ we got 6 inches of snow. And it's really bad outside because of the wind. It's really a Doosey! People stuck everywhere. Accidents all over. Kinda scary. Glad you're safe and warm.
Gracie~ I have run a slight fever before with ibrance. Sometimes it was a small cold other times it was just heat flashes. My onc says 100.4. Contact them. The sore throat is also a lovely side effect that comes and goes with ibrance. Along with mouth soreness. Stay away from acidic things. Just alternate betweee. Ibuprofen and or Advil. Or a DayQuil night quil combo also works well! Don't panic. It does happen with ibrance and you're still adjusting to the medicine! I am here if you need me. I'm going on my 17 month soon.
Missing everyone. Chelle Nan Bigbhome Blueshine Leapfrog, MJH, JFL, Divine Grannax Mae the other Lynne, Minnie...Runor....
Keetmom~ you're in my constant thoughts. I am here if you need me. Just text away my friend. Sending you hugs of strength and love. ~M~
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Lynne, Great news about your blood counts. It is surprising since you were sick, but we take good news whenever we can, right? I can't say that I am sorry that I am missing the storm. I am glad that the wind wasn't too bad there. I was worried that a tree would fall on our house while we are away. I watched ABC news tonight, and they showed videos of the waves splashing right over the roof of houses in Scituate, MA. My SIL lives there. Luckily she is not on the ocean.
Micmel, stay safe in that horrible storm.
Keetmom, How are you doing? Remember that we are all here for you.
Tanya, I am enjoying this wonderful weather. It looks like it is going to be around for a while. It is just what I wanted. My DH and I spent time in the pool today. The water temp is 88 degrees. It was great. I laughed when I read that your DS slept through your infusion. Apparently, she wasn't feeling any stress.
I just realized that the Oscars are on Sunday. I probably haven't seen any of the movies that have been nominated. It's always fun to see the gowns that people wear. I am sure there will be several political comments. So much has happened during the past year.
Gracie, I hope you feel better. You have a slight fever? My MO has the same rule as Micmel's -call if temp gets up to 100.4.
Hugs and prayers everyone, Lynne
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what's up with all these pools and beaches!? lol. Maybe after my surgery heals and I can get back into what I call a bathing suit and be able to swim again someday. Now it's just uncomfortable period! I adore the sun. I love to lay out in the sun and when I was young you bet that's what I did. Every chance I got. My family has Cuban and my gma is from Spain and I would tan like crazy. I miss feeling young and beautiful, like we all were in our pics. But I see that you're all still pretty beautiful.. go away old man winter. Have fun Lynne in the pool and enjoy every second you deserve it. Hugs to you. ~M~ Tanya. I love your happy smile. You’re such a delight 😄
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It was absolutely beautiful in Texas today. But, I'm still recuperating from my busy visit with my grandchildren. I really had fun but the drive over in a rainstorm was stressful. I helped with the kids, a project my DIL was supposed to do for kindergarten class and with cleaning the kitchen, etc. She was so behind on getting stuff done because of all the moving/closing stuff. I know she appreciated it. All that to say, I came home exhausted. 💞
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Will be starting whole brain, they called around and decided it was the best way to go. Started me on steroids and swelling has gone down in brain, easing symptoms some, looking back I'm sure I've had symptoms for a while, they were just suptle symptoms. I just want to get started and get done so we can get back on chemo..
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Keetmom~ good way to look at and I want nothing more for this to also be over for you and get you back on track. I just hope that you're going to barrel right through this like Mae did. I am thinking of you constantly!
I know MJH had a pet scan as well I believe. Thinking of you as well.
Grannax~How wonderful being exhausted from grandchildren would be! I am in awe of that. I have to get throug the wedding before I start thinking that way lol. I'm sorry about your white knuckle drive in the rainstorm! Been there a few times too many myself.... not enjoyable. I used to love the projects. I think back and realize I think I may have done more than I should have, make them do more in other words. I always tried to hardness to shield them, I guess I carried guilt, for choosing the wrong man to marry. They aren't close with him. But they have my DH. He said our sweet special rock of the family, although this house thing has him stressed out! Just waiting for closing is stressful!!
Have a great Saturday ladies. I am so annoyed Dirty Jobs isn't on again I always watch that show on Saturday's! Darn! Lol. Much love ~M~
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Keetmom~ when you say subtle symptoms, what exactly are you meaning? Since we are all in the same boat, I think it may help us all to Be aware of what to perhaps look for? I am thinking of you and your family! Hugs my friend!!
Mae~ any input? Hope you're having a good Saturday, with your DH on the mend, are you going to skip the Sunday dinner gathering this week
~M~
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